Linda's XOXO

2011-06-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

Recently many things are happening around me.

Family, Work and Love.

Family,
Doubt anyone read this blog anyway. So I'm just gonna blog it here.
The doctors once again found tumors in my mum's body. It's at her liver this time round. No matter what, she had to go through chemo. I know my mum didn't wanna go through all these, she is afraid of the pain and losing of hair. At first she didn't want to do it, but thanks to my brothers, she agreed.

I cannot imagine life without her. Afterall I have been relaying on my parents for 22 years. If *touch wood* she really pass away, I swear I don't know what I will do. I might even just end my life with her. Thats how much I need her. I love her too much to see her suffer. Though I have been trying to keep myself busy with work, but at the end of the day, every night on my bed, I couldn't stop worrying. Causing me to lack of sleep.

Which is way I prefer going clubs or drinking sessions to numb myself every night from all these worries. Dear GOD, please, don't take make my mum suffer anymore. I believe she had enough, and PLEASE do not take her away from our family. Thank you.

Work,
Like I said, working almost everyday. Just wanna tired myself out. The store is getting used to our new Store Manager, Ling. =)

GSS is killing us, but yeah, I'm sure we can handle it.

Love,
I guess I have seen through him? I don't know, but I think he have been behaving irresponsibility. Somemore it's with the people I know. And all the incidents always happen to be me who started everything. Just what do you want dude?! I'm feeling guilty towards them thanks to you. Yeah, I do have positive feelings for you. But to tell the truth, it's no longer strong. I'm beginning to hate it. I'm serious.

I'm starting to draw that line up. Because I don't wanna hate a person, moreover a friend. Please dude, know your limits.

2011-05-01T01:55:00.002+08:00

We were once an AWESOME team.

Many changes lately in PS's Cotton On. First, Amos was transferred to Hougang and Nadz joined our big family. Then many part-timers quit. Serena, Amy, SohWynn, Xiu Zhen, Regina and etc. On Thursday, I was being told that Niza will be transferring to Hougang to join Amos and new SM will be coming in. And tonight I received a message from FooWen. It was a farewell message.

I missed all the fun I had with them. Though they always made fun of me and joke with me. Amos who always sent me home when we end work late. Niza who always jio for movie dates and FooWen, who always asked me not to do free labour. They all cared for me. I know that, I don't know if the new in-charge will be as close as I was with them, but I'm really gonna miss them all.

I think maybe I always thought to myself "aiya, not all three will be leaving." But this time round it's all three of them. Sometimes I don't even have to say anything they will what I'm thinking. It's the sudden losing of all your managers that made me just wanna cried out loud. [I'm crying while typing this actually.] I'm really lost, lost of words. All I know is that "They are not gonna appear in front of me so often as it used to be anymore." Like what people always tells you "People tend to treasure what they have lost more than when they have them." I'm feeling exactly the same way now.

I know I'm over reacting. I hate myself for being that. Because I never over react in any of these before. I know we can meet up and all. But it's won't be the same last time, no? No more crazy late night movies, drinking sessions until people starts bringing bottles home not knowing it and crazy clubbing experiences that I had with them. I just miss them.

Dear Niza, FooWen & Amos,

If you guys happen to find my blog and read this, I wanna say "Thank You & Sorry." I know you guys had to put up with my black faces or attitude problems while sometimes pissed you off. I'm Sorry. Thanks for teaching me a lot of stuffs. Not only stuffs about Cotton On, but stuffs about working life, an adult's life. I did learned a lot from all of you. It was an honour to have a chance to work with you all. Do keep in contact.

Love,
Linda.

2011-03-05T03:14:00.002+08:00

Today was spent with babies~ XD
Went to play with Emery this afternoon. My little boy is growing really fast! He made all of us danced together with him. He reacted to music, really cute! Reached home around 7plus. Then Ah Beng bought his maid and Jenson to my house. Ah Beng is my cousin, Jenny's husband. So Jenson was under our care while he went to play mahjong with my brother and my daddy. I'm in love with Jenson totally! He is always smiling! Whenever you smile at him, he will smile back! XD This 5months old boy loves to watch TV, I tell you! His eyes were only on my for 5sec and moved to TV again! LOL!

Anyway, left house around 9.45pm to PS to buy tickets. Since Niza messaged us asking whether we wanna watch late night movie. So I agreed to go. And since I was the most free one, I went to buy the tickets. We settled on Black Swan. Had a pretty long chat with FooWen & Alex while waiting for Niza & Amos to rack the store up.

Movie was at 2350, we went in at 0015? The best part, I told them cinema 7, FooWen was like "Which part of the "2" looks like "7" to you?" LOL! Anyway about the movie, I think it's one awesome movie. Seriously, the movie have everything and I really love the storyline. It wasn't boring at all! Totally entertaining to me! There was a scene that I got scared and I realized Amos jumped also [he was sitting next to me]. hahahah! And the next moment I heard FooWen asking Amos "Aye, this movie horror meh?!" I totally cannot stop laughing la! It's really fun watching movie with FooWen! When we came out from the cinema, FooWen was like "I don't understand whats the movie about. Horror?!" All of us couldn't stop laughing at all! Then Amos explained to him the whole story. Alex also couldn't understand the movie too. Niza didn't like it, cause she wanted to watch something relaxing after work, not something heavy. Amos was like "This is a good movie! No wonder its in Oscar!" LOL! But seriously people, go watch it if you haven't catch it in the cinema! Totally worth the money! I put this movie above "Love and the other drugs" and "No Strings Attached" Then we started talking about movies like "House Of Wax", "SAW", "Final Destination" and etc...

Went home with Niza tonight instead of the usual Amos. Since FooWen drove, he can send him home. They were unhappy(?) about me saying "I can go home by myself, seriously." and Amos said "You happy can already." also kinda of irritating. Opps, oh well, its difficult for me to not say this. =X But seriously saying I was really fine going home myself, I don't like to trouble people. No hard feelings. =D

Okay, it's already 3:37! Time to sleep. Gonna be busy tomorrow cleaning up the house. Class gathering on Sunday with GuoShu & Co. plus night shift after that. JIAYOU! =D night!

2011-02-25T01:54:00.001+08:00

崩溃了...

I don't know how to start this post. Tears haven't been stopping after I reached home. I'm worried, the fear that I had 5 years ago is back. Why? Why again? This time round is only 25%, I know I should be thinking positive, I am. But I cant bear to see her suffer all these all over again. She had enough, shouldn't she be enjoying her life now and not suffer all these?! Sometimes I really hope that I could help her with all the pain she is suffering.

Friends, don't expect me to be smiling and joking like before for this period of time. I need to not be myself for once.

Felt sorry for Amos just now. Was going home with him after we ended work at 1am. He offered to send me home first, but I didn't want to. Instead, I sent him home. He was trying to pay for the cabfare then I just raised my voice and said "No need!" He was shocked, I know. [Sorry, once again.] Because I saw his expression.

I really hope all these will end soon. I never like to go through all these again. Why can't I just lead a normal life like any other girls/family?

2011-02-24T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today was spent with love ones around me. Was late for study session with Kesin, so we ended up having break with Amos first. While I was eating Jolyn Whatsapp me. Which I totally stunned! Because it's Jolyn Lee! My replied to her was "Wah! Someone know whatsapp sia!" hahahah! Anyway, Jeanna and Jolyn came to find me. So we settled down at Starbucks with Kesin studying. I was TRYING to study while xoxo with them, but FAILED.

Told Jeanna and Jolyn many stuffs. Mostly about "i-think-i-might-have-feeling-for-him" kinda of thing. Jolyn was like "I knew it!" Okay, maybe most know it, but I didn't realized until recently. But trust me, I highly doubt we will be together. I don't even know what exactly I'm feeling now, so yeah. =/ Was telling them how I can never be like most of them who made lunch/dinner for their boyfriends and stuffs. Never had such xoxo session with them both of them for a long time already. Totally love it. =D

Jeanna and Jolyn left around 5plus. I headed back to my books again until I sms Amos asked if he wanna have dinner with Kesin and I. But He didn't reply, so I tweeted to Kesin who was sitting opposite me saying "Your daddy, (his username) never reply msg one sia." The next moment Amos smsed me and said "I got reply msg lor." Totally STUNNED! Started to laugh to myself after that. Oh, I saw Feissy Unnie! It was great seeing her again! I miss her so much!

Anyway, around 7plus a guy dressed in checked carrying a BRIGHT RED bag came. Yeah, Amos. Totally surprised. Because he actually told me he was gonna meet his friend. He appeared in front of me behind Kesin. LOL! We walked to Peace Centre to have chicken rice. Not nice! =( The rice taste weird. =S We chatted from 7plus to 9plus. Amos told us what he and his friends did in clubs. I tell you, after hearing I was like "OMG! I feel like I'm so innocent like a white paper!" Kesin and Amos just rolled their eyes. HAHAHAHAHAH! But seriously saying, those parties that I went is really nothing compared to his! Like peanuts please! XD

Then went PoMo's toilet. When we came out, Amos was like "aye, I wanna eat ice-creams." So we headed to MaDonalds. We went in twice to MaDonalds. Thanks to him. He wanna eat yet he wanna smoke. He was like "We buy liao then go out smoke, okay?" Which I don't get it. So I was like "Erm...Why cannot smoke outside liao, then come inside sit down and eat?" LOL! So we ended up smoking outside then came back in again. =D We were talking about what were the HOT STUFFS during our childhood life. Pager, handphones, Digimons, PollyPockets and etc... All I can say is Kesin is REALLY DAMN YOUNG! 92-er! *shake head* But it's okay, at least when I'm with them, Amos got the age-gap feel more than I. =P

We trained home after that. SohWynn, Kesin and I started spamming twitter like crazy. That bitch, SohWynn, he is always so funny! Never fail to entertain me.

Heading to SGH tomorrow with Mummy, then working closing after that. Long day ahead. Night people! =D

Happy Birthday Kim Kyu Jong!

2011-02-22T01:36:00.002+08:00

So, nothing much today. Headed out at 1plus this afternoon. Bought KOI for Kesin, FooWen and myself. Saw Erica when I was on my way to get KOI. =D

Headed to store to pass them their drinks while I took the time to finish my Honey Greentea with Aiyu. Then went up to Starbucks to study while waiting for Kesin to end work at 6.30pm. We were supposed to be studying after dinner. (Note the "Supposed to")

So I studied alone from 3pm until 6ish pm when Juliana came and chat with me for awhile. I'm studied until my hands were numbed! Seriously, numb and shaky! I wasted my GreenTea Fab(As you can see from the photo above), oh well, it's free anyway. =S Kesin joined us shortly after, Juliana left while Kesin and I waited for Amos for dinner. We studied while waiting for him, okay?! LOL! Cause he said we can never study together. =/

Anyway, Amos and Foowen came and find us at Starbucks. Foowen left after smoking, while Amos suggested to head over to somewhere else to eat, plus he wanna watch movie and pass key to Niza. =) So we decided to go Yishun to find Niza. Amos was "haolian-ING" about some apps. He took a photo of Kesin and posted it on FB. He was so anxious about whether people got comment or not. Kept asking "got people comment?!" Totally LOL!

Niza and Niza's boyfriend, Alex joined at Yishun. So we decided to catch a movie. We watched "No Strings Attached" Hmmm, what can I say? It's pretty much the same as "Love and the Other Drugs" I watched both movies with the same group of people but this time round with Kesin. But seriously, watch this with your love ones or close friends. Just weird! Super weird! I nearly cry in the cinema, not because of the movie, but because the dog look so much like BoiBoi! I missed him! ='( How I wish he is still around. =/

Kesin headed home after movie, while the rest of us headed for a drink. Wanted to ask Andy out, but his wife is asleep so means he cant leave. Settled at some coffee shop. Guess what I had?! Teh! See, I don't drink so often okay? =D And I totally forgotten what we actually were talking about.

Cabbed home with Amos, as usual. We were chatting about mahjong and stuffs. Many rules and regulations sia. Was telling him how Meilin totally laugh at the "yellow dustbin is my hse" thanks to him and all that. =.= Was pretty irritated with the cab uncle, he didn't know what he was doing. What is wrong with cabs nowadays seriously?! ARGH!

Nights!

2011-02-16T21:27:00.001+08:00

I was hopping that you will appear in front of me.

Many of my friends must be wondering whats is going with me? Been partying and working, unlike my usual self who they knew 2years back.

Anyway, update about my life. Hmmm... school, pubs, clubs, work and shop. Yeah, as many know or who stalk me on twitter and facebook, I'm facing some relationship problems.

Have you ever have this problem? You have no idea whether it's love or because you got used to the person who is always there for you? Just when you are lost, another person popped out. I know I had been using him. He was really caring. He even offered to delivery food for me when I was sick at 2am. He took off on valentine's day and bought flowers for me however, I turned him down. I didn't wanna give me any false hope.

I don't know, but I really don't need a boy/guy to give me sweet talks or being romantic to me. All I really wanted in a relationship is a man who understands me and support me. I don't need a sticky boyfriend who keeps worrying about whether I clubs/pubs. I don't like to be asked about what I'm doing or where I am. I dont even mind if my other half clubs without me, just don't come bother with my life. I wanna lead the life that I even when I have my other half we still can lead our own life by ourselves, do whatever we want. Yes, we should have dates and all since afterall we are couple. But not those that meet everyday or every weekend. Maybe once a week? Sorry, but yeah, meeting everyday or reporting every single second it's a burden to me.

Let's just say, I'm not any girls who love roses or chocolates or gifts. I won't melt or anything when you said I was being silly or whatsoever. Sweet talking to me really just make me move away from you more.

Like I always said to friends, I'm kind to friends, but when it comes to relationship wise, I'm sorry to say, I'm heartless. Heartless to not only the opposite side but to myself to...

2010-10-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

Annyeong! I'm back posting. Thanks to Jeanna Teo,

She called me but I my phone was on silent mode. So she chatted with me on Facebook instead. She thought I was dating some idol! Because of my previous post for Carol. LOL! This girl ah, I couldn't stop laughing! LOL!

But thanks to her, then I realized I have stalkers?! LOL! Everyone say "Hello" to "Nana" and ":)" We should give them a warm welcome. You know, it's been a while since my tagboard got like drama going out. LOL!

And to "NANA" & ":)" ...

Idols love their fans no matter how they look like. And trust me, I have no intention of even dating KiKwang or HongKi or even LeeJoon. They are just idols, IDOLS get it? Hahahaha... Liking them does not equal to wanting to be with them.

How do you know I wanna do my nose?! Seriously, I told everyone around me, I'm gonna go Korea and fix my nose. Don't worry, when I fix my nose, I will get them to get rid of my fats. =)

// Gosh, whats with fans these days. Actually, I think know who they are or which group. Well, thanks to twitter. =) But anyway, I'm not bothered by it. In fact, I'm happy. They can spam as much as they want. Because none of my friend use it anyway. =)

Okay, gonna go Jamie's house to stay over with (4059+2020) on Friday. Then Saturday is Jeanna's birthday party! =D

2010-09-26T04:04:00.002+08:00

Sorry, Was supposed to update about ZE:A...But Too lazy. Anyway, Carol wanted to read my one shot. In order not to let others see my username I shall post it here. kekekekek...

Title: Because I Love You

We met when I was 18 and you were 21 at a pub thanks to a senior of mine who is your friend.I didn’t like you at first. Because I thought you were weird.Your topic about being an alien if you were to born again just turns me off. Plus you spelled zoo as “J-O-O”

One day, I received a bouquet of flowers that was place on my table in my classroom. I wasn’t expecting it to be you. But when I open the card and saw “Would you go out with me on for a dinner this Saturday night? Love, HyunJoong” I was surprised.

I didn’t know what came over me. I just thought maybe it was just a “get-to-know-better-session” or something. Thus, I went to meet up. I still remembered you were wearing a Navy Green polo tee from Ralph Lauren with just normal straight cut jeans. You were holding a bouquet of pink roses in your hand. Then you said “Thanks for agreeing to come for this date. You look pretty today.”

I joked and said “So I only look good today?!” You immediately said “Aniyo. I didn’t mean it like this.” That’s the first time I found you cute. For the whole dinner session, you were trying your best to make me entertained with your not-so-funny jokes; you even talked to me about what’s your dream. I got to know many things about you on that night. Knowing you are under DSP as trainee wanting to become a well known rock star, but you ended practicing dancing everyday instead of playing your favorite guitar.

You insisted sending me to my doorsteps after dinner. Before you left, you hold on to my arms and said “I don’t know how you feel about me. But I just wanna let you know that I really like you. Would you be my girlfriend?” You looked at me with those puppy eyes of yours. I nearly wanted to agree, but I didn’t. Because I don’t know about my feelings towards you yet. You told me you would wait for me no matter how long I take, because you love me.

After months of you trying to win my heart, I finally give in and we ended as a couple. My friends around were jealous of me. Having such a good looking boyfriend who protects me from everything. When I was in pain [Girl’s monthly problems], you would make hot chocolate drinks for me and let me lay down on your laps for hours. Even though you always make fun of me and calls me “Ya!” instead those normal couples who address each other as “Honey” or “Darling” But I just love your style. We were the most loving couple ever.

One day, you called me and told me to go down DSP’s building to meet you. You said you have a surprise for me. You introduced your new members to me. I still remembered seeing five pretty faces in front of me. That when I got to know Saengie Oppa, Jongie Oppa, Mal Oppa and Joon Oppa. I was happy to see you enjoying their company. The five of you practiced so hard together so that the group can become the NUMBER ONE world superstars. And because of all these practices, we could not see each other as often as before. But I didn’t mind it at all.

Finally, the day came. You stood on the stage with the rest of the members. Dancing to the song “Fighters” There were already a few high school girls cheering for the five of you below the stage. The members were crying after the first performance in the car park. You were trying to hold back your tears, because you are the leader of the group. But you could hold back any longer when I walked to you with your favorite comic. You hugged me so tight that I couldn’t even breath. That was the first time I saw you cried. I cried with you too. Not because it hurts me to see you cry, but I was happy for you. Your dream came true.

Soon after, the name “SS501” was all over Korea and Japan. Your fan base got bigger and bigger. The time I spent with you got lesser and lesser. From meeting up daily, to meeting up once or twice a week, to a month or two. It was even harder for me to see you when you were in Japan. After a few months, you finally came back. We were supposed to meet up for dinner, I waited for 3hours, and you finally showed up. But you left after 10mins. Because there were fans following you. So I ended up eat the dinner set meal by myself, when the tables around me were all couples.

There was once, when you invited me to the studio to watch you do photo shoots. You looked really hot. There were beautiful models around you. Their hands were all over you. But your eyes were either on me or the camera. This little action of yours just warms my heart again. However, all we did was eye contacts. Because when the shoot was finished, you were being pulled by your manager to your next event. Thus, I was left all alone again. I still remembered it was a rainy day. I walked under the rain for hours and ended being sick. You didn’t know about this, even now.

During your 22nd birthday, your company helped you organized a huge birthday party with all the celebrities and those big companies CEOs. The presents they gave you were Gucci bags, LV wallets, Prada’s shades and etc. You saw me, and you walked to me giving me a hug. I said I didn’t prepare a present for you, you didn’t mind it. I’m sorry I lied. I did prepare a present for you. But I didn’t have the face to take it out to show you. It was the necklace that you wanted when we walked pass a “$10 shop.” The necklace with a guitar pick as its pendant. On the pick itself it says “I Need You”

Most of our dates were short. Thanks to the paparazzi. The incident that ended up with this ending was when we were being caught holding hands on streets at night. We thought there was no one. But sadly the news was all over the newspapers in Korea. Many fans were angry. No forgetting your company and managers were angry too. I over heard what your boss scolded you by chance. That’s when I finally made the decision. The decision to leave you.

I sent a parcel to you after the incident. Because you were being grounded by your company. Inside the parcel there is the necklace that I always wanted to give you and a letter. I wrote…

Dear HyunJoong Oppa,

I’m sorry. When you are reading this, I’m already on way to a place where it’s far away from you. I’m sorry that I have to do this to you. I wanted to tell you personally, but I couldn’t. Because I know, when I see those eyes of yours, I won’t have the courage to make this decision. I choose to leave you. Not because I was sick of you, not because I changed my heart. But because I love you. That’s why I had to leave.

Being a singer is always your dream. You told me on our first date. I always remembered that. Thus, I didn’t want to be your burden. I didn’t wanna affect your career. I know you love to perform on stage with your brothers. I saw how happy you were on stage. And I know it is really important to you. Thus, I made this decision.

I will never forget the pink roses that you gave me. You told me pink rose means admiration. Thus you gave me 100 of them, to prove that you are 100% sure about me. All the times that we spent will be kept in my heart forever.

Don’t bother to look for me. Just put all your energy on your dreams. I will support you by watching every show that you attend and buy every album that you sing. Oppa, hope you like the gift that I wanted to give you since your 22nd birthday. I lied to you that I didn’t prepare it, because I was too ashamed with the gift that I gave. Just wanna let you know that, wherever you go, whatever you do, I’m always supporting at the other end of the world.

For the last time I say this to you…

“Oppa, Saranghae…”

Love,
Linda.

Today, I became a fan of yours. I'm became a Triple S. Hiding inside millions of Triple S to support you secretly. I'm glad that you are doing well with the other 4 Oppas. SS501 fighting...

The End...

2010-09-12T04:22:00.003+08:00

And so I'm here to update! =D

The most recent group I saw was ZE:A, which I just sent them off like 6 hours ago?! They are awesome!

09/09/10:Thursday

I went MS to meet Jamie who was gonna parked her car at MS while we only use Carol's car to fetch them at the airport. So we met up at the Taxi Stand waiting for Carol to come and fetch us. Both of us were so busy talking about "Banana" that we forgot about Carol. Suddenly we heard someone calling us from far, then we realized she reached already. LOL!

We took our time there. We were talking about Mexicana sent Jamie e-mail of Key's poster or something. But Carol didn't receive it. Then suddenly Carol checked her phone and she screamed! I was like "What? They finally send Key to you?" She went "NOOO~" then she showed us the message. SHE WON A PAIR OF CAT2 TICKETS TO SEE ZE:A! I was like "OMGGGGG!!!!" hahahahah! Anyway, Jamie was SUPER DUPER HUNGRY then. We decided to go Swensens to settle their dinner. I had mine since Mummy cooked and made me ate it before I head out. Jamie ate A LOT! No joke! LOL! Then we took our time, went to Polar to see their Winnie The Pooh's mooncakes and HelloKitty's mooncakes and then headed to Starbucks to get ourselves a drink. Then slowly hopped on Carol's car. After about 30-45mins of waiting in the car, we got news that they left, so drove and ended up beside them.

Only 7 members were on the bus. The bus curtains were all up. The very first person I saw was MinWoo, damn cute! Then I saw HyungShik, super pretty! I put up my "Woong Jae" board. SiWan saw and started WAVING HAPPILY like a kid! LOL! Jamie was behind me, she was like "omg! that guy smile until so cute!" hahahah! XDDDD Their curtains were down after that cause their managers asked them to do so. =(

We followed all the way to Conrad Hotel. Saw most of them walked in. Then we went back to the car and started waiting. While all the fans ran back to the airport to fetch JunYoung and DongJun. So after Joyce,Pam and Mel joined us in the car. We were crapping as usual. Then waited at the lobby for awhile and there JunYoung and DongJun came. JunYoung totally have the Micky Yoo Chun look! Okay, or should I say Micky's brother's look, YooHwa. LOL! and DongJun is the HAN Ga-In. DAMN PRETTY! XDDD They did some fan services and went in. =D Then we went to UFO to catch Jamie's "Yuri" for Yuri and one more for herself. While Joyce got herself the toy after we gave all the toys we didn't want back. =D

Mel spent hundreds over on a jackpot, but she still couldn't get it. Until the guy was like "okay la, I give you. What you want?' LOL! It was already 1.40am but then! I had already caught 2 jackpots for Jamie. Poor Mel. but lucky she got what she wanted! =D

Then we headed down to Raffles City's Starbucks for a session of chat and chat. LOL! Reached home about 5am? LOL!

10/09/10: Friday

I woke up at 2.30pm?! LOL! Then was thinking of going TPY to buy KOI. So I was tweeting whether I should go and find ZE:A too. So I was tweeting and Carol say she wants KOI. So we decided to meet and go see ZE:A. She came TPY to pick me up as I went to get KOI for the both of us. Headed down to Conrad. The boys were inside interviewing and eating. Carol and I decided to go Food Fest. We walked the whole round and she bought BBQ Pork. LOL! We found somewhere to sit down and watch ZE:A leave the hotel from far.Cause Carol's car was in danger mode. So we were waiting for the person to come and fix it.

Thus, we saw ZE:A left for dinner. They went Centre Point's Crystal Jade for dinner. And so, Carol spent $58, just hearing the uncle nag. He didn't even fix it! He said he can't fix it, got to drive it to donno what la. After that we walked to Conrad, we parked the car at Suntec. Didn't managed to see them go in. I went to talk to Clare, suddenly some fans screamed. I turned and went "KwangHee ah?" then fans around me was like "whowhowho?" to me. I don't know them.LOL! So I was like "I think it's KwangHee." and fans went after him. I stayed put there. Why would I wanna follow him to go get coffee and CoffeeBeans? I prefer Starbucks okay! He came out with his manager. Then they hopped on a cab. No one follow them. It's a pity. =S We headed home after that. =D

11/09/10: Saturday

Woke up at 10am. Super early please! Saw YanLing's tweet that there were fans queuing for the showcase already. I was like "HUH?! Wah, needed anot?!" hahahah! Took my time to take shower and all that. Went to TPY to buy ZE:A's albums. Carol came and fetch me, since she went Ubi in the morning to check her car. There was no problem in it. We headed down to Convention Centre to collect the tickets. Saw Adelene, Liting, HuiChing, YangLing and "GA-IN" there. LOL! Then headed down to Starbucks for some breakfast. Saw Jeantte and FungYin. They told me they got extra tix, so I asked if it's possible to give me that 1 pair, its for Mel and Joyce. They were so nice! They helped me asked their friends and got it for me! Thanks girls! St.Margaret's LOVES! XD

So we phoned Mel and Joyce up for the good news. Headed back up, saw many went in. We went in like after everyone went in with Joanne. We were standing away from the crowds. All the way at the back, chilling. After a while, Mel came. and 5 mins later ZE:A came out. 9 awesome guys. Which I was too high to remember 95% of the stuffs. All I remembered was Siwan's violin solo! DAEBAK! I was screaming my lungs out for SiWan! XDDDD

*I'm sleepy right now.Let me catch some rest before I continue tomorrow! It's 5.30am!*

2010-06-29T21:48:00.003+08:00

Fan Acct on B2ST.

24th June 2010.

Watched the Germany's match. Went crazy! HAHAH! Left my house to MediaCorp after the match. Took a cab down, only cost me $7! Damn cheap, it's like 4am! Waited for Pamela outside, she came 5mins after me. Jeanette and FungYin plus FungYin's frend joined us after that. XD

Met new friends who were super funny! Too bad I don't know their names. They gave out our number tags. I was 241. The top 250 had to sign some forms. Because our face will be on TV. Oh well, we did. Then they let us go home around 9plus in the morning. Pam came my house. I slept the whole time. She was watching her UKiss and tweeting me SLEEPING!

I woke up at 1pm?! Then I asked Pam "Are you hungry?!" She was like "SUPER!" hahahah! So we headed to TPY to buy food and KOI! XD Carol came to fetch us. How nice of her right! She wasn't going for the showcase, but she came and fetch us to the showcase just to pass Pam her board. =)

Reached around 5plus evening?! HAHAHA! Sat down and start talking craps. LOL! Chatted with Kae and her friends. Surprisingly, Kae know YanLing. HAHAH! Okay, so now we are officially friends. Like wow, I knew her since FRH, but we only friend now because of B2ST?! LOL!

The showcase was AWESOME! I tell you spending $25 for the showcase is consider CHEAP! I don't even mind paying $50 for it! They sang like "Beast is the B2ST", "Bad Girl", "Shock", "Special", "Mystery", "Easy", "Oasis" and a remix. Plus, they sang their top 3 songs at least twice?! I know right! WOW!

After showcase, Pam and I hopped on to Kae's maxi. Joined them to chase. Since we need to meet Carol they all over at the hotel. =D Only managed to see Kikwang's back?! LOL! Then I went too high over KiKwang. Okay I know I screwed up my names because I was high over KiKwang, Kiseop and Kibum. LOL! Joyce they all kept laughing.

Waited for them in the car, until we saw DongWoon's tweet saying he was gonna sleep. Because he wanna swim at 6am the next day. So we went down to IMM to write our names. Then headed back home.

25th June 2010.

Woke up at 5.30am to clean up my kitchen. Parents were already up, getting ready for their HongKong's trip. My second brother drove them there. Left the house before them, headed to IMM.

Pamela overslept. I waited for her at IMM. Saw xiaochu Unnie over there. Sat at MacD drank Ice Milo! XD And wrote letter to KiKwang and DuJun. XDDD

It was pouring cats and dogs at IMM. Pam headed home to sleep. While I rotted with Adelene, TingFang and Adelene's fren. We went back to the line at 2plus, there were many outside. Got so worried, because everyone was searching for their num. I found my num, thank god! Then went into the queue. Waiting there, then I saw the security heading to the opposite direction. So I was starring at them. Thought they were having meetings there. Suddenly, they shouted "The official queue is HERE!" and everyone ran. Thank God, I'm standing near the road, so i managed to get to the front. But it was really sad cause those who overnight became at the back. Kae and Co. was one of them. They were 70plus. But they ended way way behind me.

Finally, got into the place. We let others go in front of us. We were taking our time to walk. LOL! Got the center spot. XD I didn't take any photos/videos because I was busy holding KiKwang's present, my board and Park ChuYong's mask!

KiKwang's present. I have two balls inside.Each of them have a letter inside. One for KiKwang, the other for DooJoon. Carol took one of my crane and wrote Yang Yo Seob! LOL! It's all inside this box. And it was writen as "TO: KiKwang!" KEKEKEKEKEK~

Finally, the boys came. Everyone was screaming their lungs out. Erm, I was showing my board. Not screaming. Until when they talked about World Cup, Pam and I started to scream! LOL! PARK CHU YONG!!! They sang "Happy Birthday" to DooJoon and DongWoon. See I put THEY?! Because it was to OPPAs...THEY ARE NOT MY OPPA! hahah! So I just shut up. =X

Finally it was time to get up the stage. Carol,Pam and I planned everything. I'm gonna be the first with Park CHuYong's mask, then Carol the one without mask and last Pam with the mask! LOL!

so it was

JunHyung<---KiKwang<---DongWoon<---HyunSeung<---DooJoon<---YoSeob

Me: "ANNYEONG YoSeob!"

YoSeob: " Annyeong Haseyo" *DAMN CUTE SMILE!*

DooJoon: "Hello." *look up, then look down and sign. Suddenly look up and read my board*

DooJoon: *laugh to himself* "Ahhh... Park Chu Yong~"

Me: "ye! Park Chu Yong!!!!"

DooJoon: *smile* "Thank you." [I think he said Thank you?!I totally forgotten liao!too high!]

Me: "HyunSeung!"

HyunSeung: *smile* *sign* "Thank you"

DongWoon: *Starring at Park Chu Yong* *SUPER DUPER 尷尬 smile." he..he..he...Hello"

Me: "Hello!" [brain was thinking about Kikwang being next in line!]

DongWoon: "Thank you" *smile*

Me: *bow*

Me: *jumped to him* "HELLO KIKWANG!" *showed him the board*

KiKwang: *surprised* *lol-ed* "Thank You." *looked down and sign, still smiling*

Me: *stared at KiKwang none stop*

Sercuity: "Okay, no need so high ah!"

Me: *not listening*

KiKwang: *look up* "Thank you!" *Killer Smile*

Me: *KO-ed!*

Me: *kept smiling, totally forgotten to talk to JunHyung*

JunHyun: *look up* *smile* *look down sign*

Me: *kena pushed away even when my album not signed yet*

Staff: "Take your album and go down."

Me: "My album is not done yet."

JunHyung: *signed finished my album* *look at me* *bow*

Me: "..."

Walked down the stage. Waited for Carol and Pamela. Carol was laughing non-stop. She said she saw DongWoon and KiKwang's expressions when they saw me. LOL! I know right, damn funny la! Walked out, saw Joyce. The first thing I said DooJoon said "AHH! PARK CHU YONG!" hahahah! We all cheered! Because we are fans of Soccer! XDDDD World Cup fever yo!

Then we hopped into Carol's car and waited for them. They left around midnight or 1am, donno la. Forgot liao. Pam ran down to join the fangirls, while Joyce, Carol and I stand at the fountain there with no one around us. All the fans were around the bus. HyunSeung walked first. I didn't realized it was him.

Shortly after, all came out. I thought I saw Kikwang, but then I thought maybe is staff. So didn't shout. Until YoSeob was like "BYEBYE" I replied "BYEBYE!" *did the heart pose* DooJoon said "See you again!" I replied "SEE YOU!!!BYEBYE!" And they got on the coach. YoSeob sat at the back. He showed his toy and started waving to those fans around the bus. the three of us waved from the top. he waved back.Then we were like "OMG! He didn't just waved to us right?!" HHAHAHAHAH! *Make Pamela jealous* She is a JunSeob fan, while I'm a DooKwang fan.

After that, shan't say. I was actually depressed. I miss them badly. Even now! ARGH! First time I feel like crying after I saw them. WHY! WHY SIA!

Sorry, i didn't know it was upsize down. Lazy to change.

Today:

Went out with Mummy to buy stuffs for Cousin Alice's wedding this Sunday. We spent $200plus to $300?! HAHAH! All by cards, only mum's one paid by cash. Cause Warehouse's couldn't let our card through. When we just spent $105 at Dorothy Perkins. Went to Fish Market to eat. Used card to pay again. this time it went through again. So I guess there is something wrong with Warehouse. LOL!

Home sweet home there after. Daddy went to play mahjong, won $100plus. Gave me $20. Then played 1 round mahjong with them, won $10. Good job Linda! XD

What I bought. XD Gonna buy more. KEKEKEKEKEK~

2010-06-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

Okay, fan acct.

Monday:

I was working until 10.30pm. Once I end work, called Joyce up to check out where she is. She was the hotel alone waiting for UKiss. So I was like "Okay, I'm heading there now." I was actually thinking to myself, "should I go see them?" "it's Kiseop and KiBum!!" I ended up taking train down to see them. When I reached there were already lots of fans there. Found Joyce and she told me the good news. Portugal won the match with North Korea!XD

Few mins later, we got news that they are coming back, so actually the fans formed a line for them to walked. I was standing at one side too. I kinda of forgotten what happen. All I remembered was that I hi^5ed Xander, touched KiSeop and Kibum's arms. I was like "KiBum! Annyeong!" He turned back smiled at me! OMG! He totally look like HyungJoon. No joke seriously! I see Kibum already so high, I HyungJoon how ah?! LOL! Carol sent us home after that.

Tuesday:

Woke up at erm...10am?! Then went to meet them at the hotel. I bought Bunnie with me. She wanna see her Uncle KiBum you see. =X I was the last to reached. Eunice came and passed me my specs.[I lost my lens for it. So I left the frame. =.=] I slept inside the car. We were planning what to do. Cause we actually knew that they were going LongBeach on Sunday?! And booked a table already. So we were planning to head off to there earlier to park the car.

We actually got a table just right outside their room at LongBeach. But then, this warner bitch she making a scene out of it. Saying that we should move. We moved in the end, cause we didn't want Joyce's mum's friend to get into difficult position. But thank god we moved. Pam was BANGING the crab on the table! It was like "BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!" Then everyone turned and looked at us. Can you imagine if it's Ukiss?! And we were eating like siao also, no image one. Thus we tweeted "Thanks Ukiss for the food, and f off warner bitch." hahahahah!

After dinner, we went to the airport straight. Sent them off. It was crazy I tell you. Fans falling and all that. Waved to them for the last time. Then Pam ran all the way to the window. She said SooHyun saw her board and waved. LOL! Because of this, she was DAMN HIGH! And you know what?! We waited for her to go down and fetch B2ST, this girl, she went down herself without telling us. LOL!

Anyway, I'm shocked by the after reaction of the fans. Erm, why are they gathering one group and started crying?? I seriously don't get it. We were all puzzled. LOL! Headed down to fetch B2ST.

Not a lot of fans came and fetch B2ST. We didn't fetch in the end. We were waiting in the car. Getting ready to chase them. There were MANY MAXI CABS! Swear! Wahlao eh, more than Ukiss! XD

They were at my side at first, then I saw DooJoon, and I started screaming "DOOJOON! DOOJOON!!!" hahahahah! Then we moved to the other side. While moving, Yoseob who was at the back, saw our car and waved. We asked Joyce to wear the Park ChuYoung's mask, we wanted to let DooJoon see us. But instead, we got HyunSeung, JunHyung, DongWoon and Yoseob's attentions. HAHAHAH! It was damn funny! Then kept starring at us, we thought they will laugh, no they didn't. They were like O.O! hahahahah! We chased until the hotel, then headed to my place to get my whatever I need for this morning's work and headed to joyce's place. Watched Korea's match together!

YAY! South.Korea got into top 16!!! Park ChuYoung, you cleared your name! And LeeJungSoo! YOU ROCK!! Carol went back half way, because she need to help her bro do something. So the 3 of us stayed on. then match ends at 4am?! I woke up at 7.30am, started to shower and everything and headed to work. Thank god Niza cut my hours! You know, in 3hours, I got 6 voids. I should kill myself seriously! Headed home and slept all the way until 7pm?! Then watch highkick2! XD Played mahjong with family. I lost,okay, I lost! ARGH! Never mind, mummy gave me money since she is going HongKong for erm, 4days?! LOL!

Heading out to meet Pam, Jean and FangYin later for B2ST showcase. I'm finally gonna see Kikwang! I didn't see him on the bus at all! #^(*@!^)*%~(*@!$&#(^*%!@$#$!@

//side note.

There is this group or should I say just two person who are fans that didn't like me. So apparently people gave me their acct and I went to see. HAHAHAHAA! Telling me "Fuck Off" on twitter?! Erm, if you really wanna say it, come to my face and say it la. Seriously, stop doing all these little actions. It does no good to you, ass hole. Oh yah, Mel was telling me someone created an acct for that fanboy. Go follow if you want. http://twitter.com/Polaroidflasher XD

2010-06-20T14:47:00.003+08:00

Seriously friend to friend relationship should not be so close. I don't know about you, but to me yeah. Because you might start to get pissed off with your closed friends for many just the smallest thing on earth.

Why I say so?

I've learn all this from experiences. Actually you will know if you can see if you are really her friend when you go for those autograph sessions. I've learn this since sec5 when we first go for Fahrenheit. People can be pissed at stuff and yeah, thats it.

I'm not saying I'm not to blame. Blame me seriously. Because I cannot handle all these well. I always thought that I can settle both sides. I'm so wrong. So you know what, I'm hecking this. Choose the side you wanna stand. I'm not taking side for now. I'm fine everyone.

I sound fake online?! I'm mean?! People used me?!

Firstly, I'm a very fake person to tell you the truth. To everyone, even to my family. Thats the way I protect myself from all these. Secondly, being mean because of whatever reason you were saying. Just to let you know, it's not my responsible to let you know or take good care of you. I ain't your MAMA, I don't owe anyone a living. Get this right okay? Lastly, friends using me?! I don't really need people come telling me this. I can see it myself if they are using me. I was just being nice to help out. I'm a person won't think so negative about people. Even if I dislike the person, I still look for his/her positive points. So yeah, thanks for the warning, but I'm fine with it. =)

The above message is dedicated to all my friends not only to a certain group/person. So yeah, get this right. If you think I'm talking about you, so be it lor. =)

2010-06-20T00:12:00.005+08:00

♥Because of these 5 guys, I met 8 girls that changed my life.

Xiaochu Unnie, Linx Unnie, Feissy Unnie, Mai, Kae, Brenda, Hazel and KyoWen.

♥Xiaochu Unnie,

Thanks for helping us get all their albums and DVDs from Korea. Because of you, we saved a lot of money. I always remember you as a Unnie that will never tell us your age. You always tell me "trust me, I'm really old." hahahahaha.

♥Linx Unnie,

The person who like Jade Brother just like me. The one who likes Outerspace just like me. The one that I thought she was only 19 when she is actually 23. HAHAHAHAH! First, thanks for your pad and condom candies. LOL! That was unforgettable. Please eat more, you are damn skinny. And control MIR please. He is too loud! I scare later LeeJoon & GO go deaf how?! LOL! Thanks for helping me buy all the name tags. Thanks for getting me Kikwang's nametag and B2ST's handphone charm too. =)

♥Feissy Unnie,

Unnie! The Unnie that when I first saw her I went to touch her hand. Because she touched KyuJong's hand. And that means, KyuJong got touch Leader before. KEKEKEKEKE...Sorry that we made you carried that huge bear chair bag home. LOL! Hope you love the gift. Unnie, thanks for getting the newspaper for me. Thanks for giving me two HyunJoong's handphone charms when I dropped the first one you gave me. *very sorry* Thanks for selling me Hawaii's photo album!XD I can't wait to get it from you! Thank you for everything.

♥Mai aka Cher,

My darling Cher. You are the one who watched with me Paranormal Activity online. though we were talking through skype while watching. HAHAH! I enjoyed that moment. I enjoyed spazzing with you. We go crazy about little SS501. Recently we even went on to making baby! hahahah! How crazy are we huh?! LOL! Thanks for inviting me to your house. I had so much fun, and your mum's cooking was really good! =) I miss Skyping with you. We should skype again soon! =D

♥Kae,

The first animal I learn from my mini Korean book. I told you the meaning and you don't believe until you went for your Korean lesson. The fellow SPian in school. We have common friend Leo and John. Thanks for asking me to work in IT Fair. It was fun. I was actually laughing when you said "Wah, you really got a lot of friends. Everyday you meet different people during IT Fair." hahhaa. I didn't notice the number of friends I have until you said so. HAHAHAHA. Thanks for giving me that booklet. Though it was supposed to be yours. Thanks once again for helping me get 2PM's album and those name tags.

♥Brenda,

The girl that I love to take photo with. With you around, my face always look smaller. XD Super VIP person. Love her Kwon baby to the max, not Jokwon but GD. Both of us love to bitch about people we dislike to one another with Hazel. We meet up randomly for coffee and XOXO session. Whenever we meet up, we start to XOXO. hahahaha. Thats our hobby huh?! XD I love talking to you, because you make me laugh. LOL!

♥Hazel,

Very funny girl. The way she talk just make me smile. She will be like "aye in-law..." why in-law?! Because she is married to Jungmin, while we are married to the other boys. So we are her sister-in-laws?! LOL! She is NEVER ON TIME. She either late or don't turn up because she said it's too far. HAHAHAHA..Another XOXO girl of mine. Though they are younger than me, but seriously, we are friends. No big no small one. =)

♥KyoWen,

The youngest?! hahaha. Though we have never meet before. But I always treat you as my sister. You are a very cute and nice girl. You have very cute parents too. Thanks for the handphone charms that you made for me. I love it. And those fic stories that you wrote were really good. Just remember to update finish okay? =)

There messages for you girls. I think the news recently have hit us quite a bit huh. So I decided to write a small message to all of you. Mai and Kae, see why I'm so disappointed in the both of you now?! *go emo and hug Bunnie501*

♥♥♥♥♥We Trust Them! 5 HEARTS AS ONE!♥♥♥♥♥

2010-06-19T01:39:00.010+08:00

This is the very first time when they just came out. During "Fighter".

During "Snow Prince".

During "A Song Calling For You" HyunJoong was in "We Got Married".

After "Boys Over Flowers"

During "Love Like This" period.

See how much they have changed?! From boys to man. Today's news just make many Triple S unhappy. We are all lost now. Hopping that the boys can give us an answer, but I guess we have to wait until Leader is back from PH's concert with B2ST. Because of the news, I wrote a letter to the five boys...

Dearest SS501.

"Because I'm A Fool", "Coward" and "Everything".Thats why I never wanna say "Bye" to you "AGAIN". I want you as my "Snow Prince" not "Only One Day" but "Stand By Me" "Until Forever". I still remember the "Lucky Days" we had. Because we were "Crazy 4 U". "Love like this" is what we are "Obess" with.So please "Let Me Be The One" to "Love Ya". "I Am" "The One" that will "Never Let You Go". "Someday" I will confess to all the stupid stuffs I've done for you. So "Please, Be Nice To Me" until that day arrives. Don't ever leave without a "Warning".If not, us the "Green Peas" will get our "Fighters" to "Find" you. Be our "Radio Star", our super star. Just don't ever "Fly Away" like those clouds in the "Sky". You are the "MAN" that "Unlock" the lock in my heart. "U R MAN" for me. So please don't let me become a "Lonely Girl". How I know it?! Because "In Your Smile" I see "Passion" that "Take You High" until "We Can Fly".

This is my "Confession" to SS501.

Love,

Linda

♥ I'm waiting, HyunJoong, YoungSaeng, KyuJong, JungMin and HyungJoon. I trust you guys.
5 HEARTS ALWAYS AS ONE!

2010-06-18T13:15:00.004+08:00

WORLD CUP 2010!

GOGO REDS! Last min meet up with Joyce at Paragon to see Wondergirls. Joined them for the soccer after that. Carol bought us Zzang Jjang Mian and fried pork. Really not bad! I like sauce for the pork. Sweet and sour one. At first I thought it was soup. LOL! We ate it during half time, when Korea scored a goal! =D

Joyce wore it upsize down. Same as her husband or is it ex husband?! Mr Aiden Lee also wore it upsize down. LOL! Yeah, Carol bought us the masks too! Damn high! LOL! We wore it and started laughing and all.

Though Korea lost the match, but hey, at least they scored a goal. They were playing against the top 10 country in soccer, Argentina. Actually, I didn't even hope they will win, a draw is enough for me. But when they score, I feel so proud of them! ChulYoung, don't give up! That goal wasn't on purpose. HWAITING! =D

I'm sure they will be able to win Nigeria in their next match. And Greece VS Argentina, unless Argentina wanna play cheat and let Greece win the match, which is highly impossible. Because it will look damn bad on Argentina, if they lose to Greece. So there is a high chance of South.Korea going into top 16. And I'm sure they will get in! AJA AJA HWAITING!

My version of ChulYoung. I wore Carol's one when we went to get Macs. Drive through la. So when the guy was serving he didn't realized. Until when we collected our ice-creams and milos then he was like "o.O!!!!" hahahahahah! We laughed like siao! Headed back to watch France's match. But we failed to do so. KO-ed even before first half finished. So Carol and I headed home after first half.

Reached home around 3am plus?! Rot on my bed. Then started chatting with Feissy Unnie. Was asking whether she is going for U-Kiss showcase. She said she is not going but XiaoChu Unnie is. I guessed most of the Triple S will go just to support KiBum. LOL! Seriously, if I'm really going down on Monday for the showcase, I'm gonna cheer for KiBum. Anyway, yeah, I might be going, since Joyce can't go for the showcase but she is going for the fansign though. So if I'm not working, might join Carol, Mel and Pam for U-Kiss. Will be seeing B2ST soon! Next week! I'm all ready for KiKwang, DooJoon, JunHyung, YoSeob, DongWoon and HyunSeung! XDDD

Anyway, Feissy Unnie was telling me she wanna sell away her SS501's mags. Because she got no more space to keep it. So she said she is gonna sell SS501's Hawaii's photobook for $40. I was actually tempted to buy. But then I thought I shouldn't. Suddenly I see this photo online, so I went "Okay, you know what. If there is this photo inside the album, I will buy from you!" Then she was wait ah... and THERE! Got the photo. hahaha. Then I went "OKAY! I want!' hahahaha, I know right, buying a photoalbum because of one photo. She was like "you serious?! Just for the photo?!" hahaha. Yeah, I'm serious! Crazy I know, but aish...I really like that photo!

This photo. Don't ask me why, I don't know! I just went =.= to O.O when I saw this online. I always like him with this hairstyle. Plus he looked so relax here. =)

Update again soon. Annyeong! =)

2010-05-12T01:31:00.005+08:00

I'm selling my extra SNSD's star cards and DBSK's star collection card's stand. Please visit the blog http://drop-dead-diva.blogspot.com/ if you are interested in any of them. =)

2010-05-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world.

So, I'm here to show you guys what I bought for my Mummy. =)

This is the wallet I bought for my Mother. This picture doesn't really show how nice it is. It's super glossy. LOL! Those kinda my mum will love. Plus, it's not too big. *Feel like getting the Peach one for myself too. =X

The shoes that I bought recently. I NEVER had this kinda of shoes. If you notices. Thus, I decided to start wearing one. Since it's pretty easy to match with stuffs too. Though one day, I'm so gonna get something like jjong wears everytime. Totally love this color though, easy to match with anything! XD

Anyway, Parents are confirm flying to HongKong with my big brother,my sister-in-law, Emery and the Nanny. They will be flying on the 21st morning and back on the 24th evening. Feels like going, but I know, I won't wanna miss out any lab or tutorials. If I go, I will be missing 1 lab, 3 tutorials and 1 lecture. Which is ALOT. So I shall be good girl and stay at home. Mummy promised to get me Mini25 if it's below S$185. I told her to TRY get the white or blue. If not, other colors also can. =) Hope it's gonna be cheaper than the ones they are selling online! *cross my fingers*

Recently, I guessed many had lots of family issues coming up. Well, I have it too. I just don't get you. We supported whatever you wanna do. I didn't even say anything. All I asked was "oh, you found a flat already?" And you said I was thinking about myself. Like HELLO?! Which part of that sentence has a "ME" or "I" I was concern okay. Just because you are not in a good mood, doesn't mean you can say that to me. I even told Mummy "if thats what he wants to do, then we should support him. Just tell him to bear with it for a few more years. I'm sure he will be able to make it one day." I just hates it when I kena blame for no stupid reason!

Many people might not know this, but yeah. I'm planning to try NIE after my poly. I'm gonna work asap. if I can't get into NIE, I will go try Casino. Since March told me the pay is pretty good. I wanna earn as much money as possible. Because my first ever goal is to buy myself a house and move out. Not because I dislike my parents, I just don't wanna live like I owe someone a living. And having a house gives me protection. Just a sense of security. If you get what I mean. I mean, many will wonder why not a car?! I prefer something more real. House it's a roof for me. Where I can hide from thunderstorms and all that.

I've been going online to search for houses. Check out whats the market price. Well, not cheap. Because I doubt I can buy a HDB if I'm below 30 and single. So I went to check out condos. Damn expensive. The cheapest is at Geylang. Which I totally don't want there. Cause if I wanna sell, it's gonna be DAMN difficult to do so! Still looking around though. Hope by the time I have the money to buy, it will be cheaper and better. =)

2010-05-09T00:22:00.003+08:00

So, I'm back blogging. Decided to keep my blog alive again. Cause I really need a place to voice out stuffs.

Anyway, I've working at PS's Cotton On for two weeks. Fun people and busy life. Yesterday was really the most SHAGGED day ever.

Woke up 6am for school, since my Friday's tutorials we can only be late for 10mins, if we are later than that, no attendances taken. Plus, we can't use phone in class or even say the word "SHIT" All these will affect our General Performance which takes up 10% of the whole module. I remembered taking my books out for yesterday's lesson. But you know what?! I bought the WRONG BOOKS. LOL! I know, dumb right?! Anyway, I'm doing well with my new classmates. Lots of funny times with them. And seriously, they don't look older than me. LOL!

After 2 hours of tutorials, the girls, which is only the 4 of us, headed for breakfast at FC4. We decided to be late for Practical. Since it's always him talking for like the first 45mins. LOL! Headed back to T12 for lesson, we were late for 30mins. Guess what?! He was still going through the slides.LOL! I took a seat next to Derrick. his face was the "damn sian" face.

Finally, we can start with our lab. Everyone can start to type the commands but Derrick and I can't. So we asked our lecturer, he also don't know. Later the Mr Lab came to help. Guess what?! We didn't turned the knob to N&P. How slow! hahah! I was like "DERRICK!!!OMG! WHY LA WHY!" Anyway, Mr Lab was like shaking my chair "YOU SEE LA~~~" hahahahah! It wasn't on purpose! Both of us are too tired to even see that. LOL!

Started ping-INg and everything, though we are the last to get started, we still managed to finish the whole lab in time. So, school ended at 12noon. Then I headed off to PS, since I was starting work at 2pm until closing. Reached the shop, help Nanny buy leggings and I bought a pair of shoes. Show you guys in my next update. Siti told me to sign in at 1pm. And so I did, after I gave up searching for a Sony Erricson's earpiece in the whole of PS!

Break at 5pm, alone. Decided to shopped around for Mother's day present. I settled for a wallet from Charles&Keith. Since mummy really needs to change that wallet of hers! Headed back to work. Super crowded last night. No idea why too. I was doing POS at night. Andy had to help me out. We had like 4 to 5 times of LONG Qs. We ended everything about 11.30pm. Yesh, closing at 11.30pm! Means I worked 9.5 hours yesterday. DYING! hahah!

Thanks Pam for helping me to get my earpieces. If I hadn't lost TWO of it, I won't have buy one. FML, I know. Pam and Esther waited for me. But due to the messy shop thats why I couldn't meet them, since I had to do closing until 11.30pm. Called them after I ended work to check out if they are still around town. They went back to CottonOn and find me! So nice of them!XD They went to play Mr UFO machine. hahaha. And caught lots of Tacos. Which I was like "Erm...for what?! You can't eat them!" hahah!Sorry, I was a little hungry actually. =X They gave me Micro, okay, Micro is a name I gave to it. It's a super small softtoy, thats why I can't even name it as small. LOL! You can see it at my twitter. =)

Boarded the bus at 0000 sharped![ I checked my phone] My legs were numbed. Totally! Reached home, passed my mum the Nanny's leggings and her Mother Day's gift. She love it! Which I'm totally glad that she likes it. And she used it the next morning! =D I'm so happy. She deserve something better, but right now, I can only afford a Charles&Keith. Sorry Mum! But no promise to LV and etc though! =X

Anyway, I actually signed up for Soshi-Dream's Star Card Contest. I did an Oh! series. Well, since they only asked us to do one member and a group card, I choose Jessica for solo. I shall show you guys. =)

The front and back of the Jessica's solo card. =)

The front and back of the group card. The "heart" shape are the "heat" cards. But I don't know how to do those effect. =X

Thought I think I can't win anything. I just join for fun. Joyce did a way better job than mine. Hope she got the first prize! It's the star card sets! 4 sets plus poster and binder! XDDD

2010-03-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated 21st Birthday to Miss Teow Sook Fung!

Pre-celebration with her at Supperclub.

Thanks to SookFung's brother, we got a bed for ourselves in the club.

24th March,

Supposed to meet Jeanna and Jolyn at 5pm at Cityhall station. As usual, both of them were late. I was quite pissed off by that. Anyway, then Jeanna came and both of us went to have sushi! Then we chatted and all that. Jolyn called Jeanna and suddenly started complaining that I hung up on her like 3 times?! But my phone was with Jeanna all along when we were eating. That left me with lots of QUESTION MARKS! hahaha!

After 2hours, Jolyn and SookFung didn't come find us yet. Thus, we decided to head over to find them. Jolyn was waiting outside starbucks for Sookfung. She was quite pissed off. Because Sookfung didn't charged her phone, so her phone die on her. Then she actually called Jolyn saying she will be walking from Bugis to Raffles Place 2 hours before that. After 2 hours, no sign of SookFung. So when we reached, she was like "Okay, I'm tired of waiting. Let's just go in and drink coffee!" We walked in the first step only, we saw SOOKFUNG! hahahah! She was sitting inside starbucks all the while waiting for Jolyn. She was like "WAHLAO! Why you take so long to come?!" Jolyn went "I waited 2 hours outside!" hahaha! Dramatic sia!

Then I think we went to eat YoShi...hahahah! Kind of forgotten already. After that headed back to starbucks and drink some coffee while waiting for Audrey and March to come. We bought a cake for SookFung. Took some photos. Then Jeanna left, while the rest of us went to SupperClub. Since we got a leftover vodka there, we finished it. And SookFung brother opened another bottles for us. Plus, it was ladies night, we we have like mountains of drinks la. The best part is that, her brother even made us shots and some other drinks. LOL! Drink until damn boated. So in the end, I went HIGH. When like everyone left, only left Gaya, Kayminn, Gaya's two guy friends and I. 5 of us were dancing. While MeiLin, SookFung and Jolyn headed somewhere to sit I think. LOL!

Everything ended around 3plus am?! Then I went to meet Meilin up, since she had our bags, and the rest went home while I went to find SookFung and Jolyn at the office. We chatted until 6.30am, then 3 of us cabbed home. Damn cheap, no midnight charge. LOL!

Today...

I'm supposed to work. But because Cotton On Vivo has a very good boss, he finished everything this morning, so I don't have to work tonight. Off day! XD

Time to rot!

2010-03-22T19:46:00.002+08:00

Annyeong! I'm back last night from KL. This whole trip the main point was SuperJunior Show2! But I shall write the whole 3 days 2 nights trip down. =)

Thursday:

Went to work from 2pm to 6pm. Headed home to do the last final pack. While waiting for the time to pass until 11pm so that I can take a cab down to ION to fetch Jocelyn from work, I was spazzing. Spazzing over SHINee. HAHAHA. Very wrong indeed. Should be SuperJunior instead.

Finally the clock hit 11pm, I was hopping my parents would say like "Take care" and etc...Nope. They were busy playing mahjong with my brother. LOL! Only my brother said "Be careful" before I left the house. Yeah, thats my family.

So, headed down to ION to fetch Jocelyn, then we went to her place. We were so malu-ed by the taxi uncle la! Thanks to the "LAO SHU FEN" HAHAH!

Then Joyce and I started to spazz over Donghae on baidu.com. Until Pam gave us each 3 missed calls, none of us pick up her calls. She had to call Joyce's house to asked us to help her open the gate. LOL!

Then we started spazzing over 5566 and R&B! Damn high I tell you. None of us slept through out the night. We all stayed up until 6am, and then left the house to Harbor Front for the Airbus.

Slept through out the whole ride. Reached around 2pm at the Marriott Hotel. Put down our stuffs, then headed for lunch. Then shopping time!XD

Friday:

We didn't buy anything, seriously, just you know Joycelyn ordered something. Hehehee.. Then Joycelyn finally got her 21st key! It's from Tiffany&Co. Seriously, go Malaysia to buy, let's say it's S$500 in Singapore, it's also RM$500 in Malaysia. But when you convert it, it's like half of the price only!

After dinner, Joycelyn went out with Carol, Melanie and JoJo. While Pam slept and I was watching videos. Then finally Joyce came back around 1 or 2am, we started doing HenMi's board. I was super tired. I was sitting up sleeping while cutting the letters out la.LOL!

After I finished the board, I straight dropped dead on the bed. The last thing I heard was from Pamela, she said "KyuHyun ah..." then I forgot liao. She was doing her KyuHyun's board after that while Joyce was busying online twittering. LOL!

And there, the board!

Saturday:

Woke up around 11am?! Then 3 of us headed out with Joyce's parents to search for the "wishing piglet" While walking towards the restaurant we walked passed SuperJunior's hotel. Then when I turned my back, I saw Joycelyn ran like siao in front liao. Thus, we followed her. Once we reached, we saw 9 of them coming down. First was Heenim, then HyukJae, then Sungmin with his head down and ShinDong. Second batch came down. Zhuomi first, then KyuHyun who totally looked like some staffs of SME, Ryeowook,Leetuek,Donghae and Henry. After vidoeing, we continued the search. Sadly, it was closed. So we decided to go Chinatown for some "Lao Shu Fen" and the "Ma Da Ku Ching"

Then we started to shop around the road. We suddenly saw lots of shades. All "RayBan" I bought a nerdy spec, Joyce got like purple, blue and greenish-blue shades and Pam got a white shades. We cut the price from $38RM per piece, to $20RM. hahaha! Then bought some fake Tiff&Co. Joyce wanted to be the Third parties of the relationship of Leetuek and Taeyeon, thus she bought the necklace. I bought a return to Tiffany&Co. one. For fun. HAHAH! Because it's really heavy, I need something heavy on my hand, if not I will feel damn weird.

This is the "Lao Shu Fen" DAMN GOOD! We had like 2 bowls of that la!

After Chinatown, we headed to the shopping opposite our hotel to shop before heading to Suju Show. Bought stuffs. Then headed back to the hotel. Showered while Pam called the hotel to arrange a cab for us. Since 3 of us were going with Carol and Melanie and Pam's friend joined us too. Thus, we took a 6 seater cab down.

Finally, we've reached the venue. Pam and I headed to buy the suju shirt. She wanted KyuHyun while I wanted EunHyuk. But guess what?! Both of them sold out! EunHyuk, KyuHyun and Donghae's ones were sold out. So I decided to get the Siwon's one instead. While, Joyce got the Leetuek's one. It's RM$120 per set. =)

We were busy taking photos after that. Because we don't wanna line up with the huge crowd. Finally no crowd, we headed in, while Pam waited for her friend to pass her food. I tell you ah, this Pam ah, eats alot! LOL! She was like "Aye, are you girls hungry?" both of us will always reply back "Er, no." She is super scary. Before we left for KL, we ate MacD for breakfast. On the bus, they gave us food, she ate it, while both of us were busy sleeping. Then when we reached, we ate at the foodcourt. Then after that, we went to restaurant to eat herb chicken. After that, headed back to the hotel, she slept for 1hour, woke up. She and I went down to coffeebean at 11plus at night and she ate cake. SCARY right?!

So Pam joined us inside shortly after, she came in with something that I screamed. She bought EUNHYUK's shirt! I was like "I THOUGHT IT WAS SOLD OUT?!!!!" She said something about she saw one left, while she was waiting for her friend, so she went to buy it. AISH! I'm damn jealous now.

Anyway, Carol,Joycelyn and Melanie were wearing different animals ears. Carol was a cow, Joycelyn a tiger and Melanie is a cat. I was wearing Joycelyn's Minnie. This is so that it's easier for us to spot each other. LOL!

There, this is how we look before, no photos of after, because we looked totally #%#%#!@*&^$#

I was expecting Ryeowook to come down to our side at the start. So I was getting ready. But I totally didn't realized that HyukJae was gonna pop out before Ryeowook walked down. When I saw him popping out from no where I went blank! I was shaking, couldn't even take a photo of him! Thus, in the end I gave up. I video-ed it. I totally can't believe my eyes! They are right in front of me!XD

SiWon, Heenim, Donghae and HyukJae appeared at our side like a lot of times. When they were supposed to appear with their animal cap, HyukJae was just right behind us. I totally didn't expect that. When I turned I was like " HOLY MAMA CRAP!" hahahah!

Anyway, while the boys were all high on stage with their water guns shooting at us, we were busy catching stuffs they threw. LOL! I was starring at Donghae or whoever at first, then after that, when I looked up, something blue was flying towards me. It's a dolphin! I hurried up grabbed it! And when I looked up again, guess who threw it?! It's Ryeowook! LOL! I was like "OMG!" Carol who was beside me SCREAMED with me too. Joycelyn who was behind behind behind me saw my Minnie ears and realized I got it, and screamed too. LOL! Leetuek threw a hat, it was a branded one, I so so so want it lor. But it flew over me, I miss the hat! AISH!

Then after that they all came out to say thank you. ZhuoMi and Henry too. And guess what?! Something FREAKING GOOD HAPPENED! ZhuoMi saw my board. Joycelyn was just beside me. He waved at us! I WENT MAD! And now I'm watching a fan who video-ed from far. I saw the moment and tears and dropping again... AISH! I'm damn touched by his actions now!

He saw it at around 1:09, then he started to walk up to us and waved and smile! XD

After the concert, we hurried up to Jojo's car. We headed down to the airport since we thought that they are all leaving straight after concert. When we reached there, didn't see anyone. Thus we headed to the toilet. After we came out, we saw a small group running, then suddenly Carol say something and started running. I totally just ran like mad. I never run so fast in my life before.

When I reached the gate, I thought Siwon already left. Then suddenly I turned, he was walking slowly towards the gate! I was like O.O!!! All I said was "AMEN!" "God Bless you!" HAHAH! Then fans were like running infront and waving to him. While a few of us just stayed there, too tired. Suddenly we saw him again! Then we shouted "SiWon~" he looked up and waved and gave us flying kisses!XD Was damn high!

After that, we went to eat KFC. I was crazy over there. Saying many rubbish. Like Onew's "EVERYBODY CHICKEN!" HAHAHAH! Okay, headed back to the hotel and started to watch all the fancams we took. My best fancam was the Don't Don one. SUPER CLEAR DONGHAE AND SIWON! I can never get HyukJae, bacause my hands will starts to shake whenever I take him. LOL! And we finally came up with the Dolphin name. His name is RyeoFin.XD His father is RyeoWook, god-father is HyukJae and god-mother is me. =)

We slept at 6.30am!

A cute photo of RyeoFin. He is happy that he is staying with me in Singapore!XD

Sunday:

Woke up at 11.59am. We were supposed to check out at 12noon. LOL! In the end we checked out at 1plus I think. Headed out to eat. Then we walked pass the hotel and saw many fans outside. Thus, 3 of us camped outside to see them too! Waited HOURS and finally they were out. By the time we saw them it's already 4.50pm! We rushed back to the hotel to meet Joyce's parents. And guessed what?! Her parents told us they went to the shopping center opposite to SHOP! Carol they all came to find us, then we were like "go go to shopping mall! They are shopping inside!" It's really a pity that we couldn't go since we need to leave KL already. =(

Anyway, hopped on the bus. Slept for 2hours?! Then the 3 of us started to spazz again. This time round we spazzed over Jpop! V6, NEWS, Kinki Kids, Tokio, Arashi and many more! LOL! How we got into Jpop and stuffs. So fun la!

Reached Singapore around 11plus. Ate MacD before going home by cab. Reached home at 12plus midnight. And chatted all the way until 2am. Then KO-ed.

The END!

2010-03-17T10:42:00.003+08:00

The Stage

Credit to HuiChing

So, after days of SHINee-ING, I'm back to update! This is like the second time they came, and I'm happy I was able to see them again. =)

Pamela, Joycelyn, Apple, Hui Ching and I went to camp overnight to get the showcase albums. It was fun chatting with Pam and Joyce about our childhood loves. From spicegirls to westlife. hahahah! And even cartoons!

The album cost $35 this time round. And the fans were behaving well. All of us decided that we should used the list that we queued before as the number for the showcase. There were like 1000++ of us there. Head home with Pam by cab the next morning after getting the album.

Slept all the way until 4plus afternoon. Got up, and prepared to meet Pamela at Ion's Etude House since we got to pass the ticket to Joyce. As usual, Mrs Jung was late. So I went to buy dinner for Mrs Jung and Mrs Lee. We ate that fish thingy, no not Donghae. LOL!

So in the end, Mrs Jung came at 6.20pm? When we were supposed to meet at 6pm. Thus, both of us decided to wait for Mrs Lee to end work and head down to the E-Music Award together. We reached about 7plus?! LOL! Lucky we were late. Brenda told me that, there wasn't anything important before that. When we reached, just nice SHINee came out from the red carpet. "HENG" I know! hahah!

The 3 of us were crazy, I must say. Or is it me?! Anyway, SHINee was the second last to perform. Unlike those XMM who just came because of SHINee, we were cheering for all of them. Zhao You Ting was so handsome! I was telling Mrs Jung and Mrs Lee how handsome he was, then they were like "yayayaya~" But when Mrs Lee saw him at the awards ah her eyes went O.O!! HAHAHAHAH! He was damn HOT!

Then the next idol that got us high was Xiao Gui Huang Hong Sheng! Screaming for him like some siao one. LOL! The best was Ah Du's performance! Mrs Jung and I were singing along with him la! And OMG! His new song is so FUNNY! "$5000 can get a cow, A cow cost $5000!" HAHAHAH! I was singing that the whole time! Both of them gave me the (-_-''') face! HAHAH!

Finally, SHINee came out. While everyone were busy taking photos or videoing, I was just standing there singing along with them, enjoying the whole concert. They sang "Noona, You're so Pretty", "JoJo"and "Ring Ding Dong" Though I wasn't very happy, cause Kim Moh's face was BLACK, but haiz, there was nothing I could do. After SHINee was EASON! Wah, damn high I tell you! He is the BEST! Love his live preformance! HIGH! HIGH! HIGH!XD

Went home with Brenda and Kae. So they were telling me that they working with my classmates. Brenda and Hazel were working with Shawn and Mevin. While Kae was working with Jun Feng and his friend Eugene. What I small world, I know! Lucky I didn't work this time round, if not I might just end up working with TAN JUN FENG! hahahah!

Woke up at 6am the next morning. Rushed down to IMM for the showcase. Woke Joycelyn up, because when I got there, got to know that those who never camped overnight cutted the queue. And said that it was not counted. Many of us were pissed by that. But oh well, I got a pretty good spot. =p

Joycelyn, Pamela and I did our very last min boards for Minho, Onew, Key and JongHyun. We have no idea what to write for Taemin, plus, no hands to hold his board liao. =X

Key's one was funny! Remembered he scolded Onew and JongHyun in "Hello Baby ep3" like "You Bbanggu Ddunggu!" It's actually a childish mean word to use. Thus, we wrote that down for Key. And guess what?! They saw the board! Here is the prove...

Did you see them mouth the words?! LOL! Thanks to Pamela who saw it! XD

Onew's board was another cute one. We wrote down "Onew, Best APPA!" And Joycelyn said he saw and went like "o.O?!" hahahah! Maybe he didn't think of himself as "BEST APPA" But that was cute of him!XD

After the whole showcase, Pamela,Joycelyn,Apple,HuiChing and I headed to some Taiwanese restaurant and sat down. We started spazzing over the photos we took. My cam die on me half way when I decided to just stop taking photos at SHINee. Thus, they could see mine. We saw the rest. It wasn't bad at all. Good photos!XD

Joycelyn left to take bus, while the 4 of us took shuttle bus to Jurong East station. On the way there, HuiChing suddenly realized my memo card can put inside her camera. Thus, we used her camera to see my photos. I tell you, we were laughing damn loudly inside the bus! Because my photos were all rubbish! LOL! It's either Minho's upper body or Taemin's lower body or Key's head without neck or Onew's face without eyes. HAHAHAH! I didn't do it on purpose! It was because the girl in front of me had BO! And then when she airs her armpit, I tell you I nearly faint!! Really cannot stand it sia!

Anyway went to meet up with Kristy, TingTing, ChuanJian and ChuanJian's friend Leon for dinner. It was a treat from ChuanJian. Thanks Friend! =)

Then headed to Starbucks and sit down. Chatted with Kristy about some personal issue. Cheer up girl! I'm here for you! Heck those friends at your school, they are not worth for you to cry for! =)

Headed home after that.

The next day, went out for dinner with Jun Feng, Chester, Wen Rui and Guo Shu. It was fun, well, not the time when Jun Feng bullied me! LOL! Bought them to Alps Cafe to try out. Drank beer there and started singing and all that. The guy who served us was pretty good looking plus he got a very cute voice. So I was just telling GuoShu, the next moment, Jun Feng used his mic and said "She thinks you are cute." He pointed at me somemore! Damn malu sia! When we left, I didn't even dared to look at him. =X

And finally I rested yesterday and today. Tomorrow I will be working from 2pm to 6pm. After that, going Joycelyn's house to stay over. Friday morning I'm going KL! Saturday will be SuperJunior Show 2! Should be back by Sunday night or something. =D

Till then! SEE YOU!

2010-03-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

Okay, I have no idea why my profile photo are on Soompi. Anyway, thats what happened yesterday.

Joycelyn and I decided to hop by Sentosa to at least see the Wondergirls once. When we reached Hotel Micheal, there were fans outside stalking. Thus, we decided to head over to Victoria's Secret to get stuffs. Joycelyn got a pretty yellow shirt! I love the jackets there, seriously! After that, we walked back, and to our surprised, the girls were walking out at the time too. I didn't realised it was them after like 10sec?! We saw fans ran to their maxi cab, while Joycelyn went "Let's take a cab?!" And the next moment we know, we are in a cab. =D

The girls alighted at Wisma. Sunye and Haenim in a group, while YuBin, Yenny and SoHee in another group. Okay, I have to admit that we were following SunYe's group at first with some other girls. Then I have no idea what happen, she turned and said something about she wanna have some privacy with Haenim. So she hopes that we won't stalk after she take photos with us. So everyone was like taking photos with SunYe and Haenim. I only managed to take with SunYe though. But seriously, both of them are really pretty even without make up!

After that, Joycelyn and I were walking around. Suddenly, we saw the other group of Wondergirls. They were taking photos with a whole groups of fans. We went up to ask whether we are able to take a photo with them, sadly, we were too late. YuBin said "I'm sorry." Thus we headed to Marc Jacobs to shop. The girls were at Dior, which was next to us. We tried asking, this time Yenny replied "Sorry, we can't."

We gave up, and went to eat. Joycelyn and I were on our way down to the B4 level for food, and we were joking saying "yeah yeah yeah, Wondergirls might be eating at foodcourt here now."The very next moment, WE SAW THEM! We were laughing out loud at whatever we said just now. Then we headed to buy Taiyakis! I bought the German Potato that Joycelyn introduced to me. Damn nice, I swear! She decided to buy some for the girls too. Since they are eating. She put inside her VS's bag and passed it to Yenny. Yenny smiled and said "Thank You." AWWW, she is so PRETTY!

So mission completed. And it was time to shop! We walked around Takashimaya and all that. Decided to head over to Far East since Joycelyn never knew that nCore actually sell Love Life and Outerspace stuffs. Saw Kelly's eye candy there! LOL! Then I was telling Joycelyn "Maybe Wondergirls might come FarEast to shop." Joycelyn was like "Nah, very low chance." We decided to take our leave and head over to Gallery.

After coming out of Gallery, we have no idea where to go, just then Joycelyn saw something opposite us. She was like "Look! Shall we go back Far East?!" It was the Wondergirls! And of course we headed back to Far East. But we didn't follow them actually. At first we were going to Level B1. Then I was smsing on my way down. Then Joycelyn was like "Did you see Yenny?!" I was like "WHERE?!" She went "She was right next to us going up!" After hearing that, I nearly bang my head on the wall sia! So This time round, we were heading towards Stage. Cause a jacket there caught Joycelyn's eyes. So when we reached the level, guessed what?! We saw them. I think the security bought them to the wrong place of something. So they were at a corner trying to find a way. So we just turned and walked towards Stage. When we walked into Stage, they were behind us! They saw us shopping at Stage la. Malu! LOL! I think they left but the exit near nCore. Cause after shopping, our luck dies off. We couldn't see them anywhere we go anymore.

We decided to head over to Taka again to rest. We saw a group of fans there who were stalking them at first. So guessed they were at Taka when we reached there. But we were too tired to move around after shopping around trying perfumes! We saw a perfume that totally suit Siwon! LOL!

Joycelyn headed to work after that while I headed home. Seriously, shit sia! It was raining. And no kind soul are at home to bring an umbrella for me. Thus, I was walking under the rain. And there, I got Fever, Cough and Flu! I got to get well but today! Gathering with GuoShu and Co. tomorrow! =D

2010-02-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

The Taemin and Minho's lines. =)

I was at the JongHyun line. When suddenly I got pretty good view of Key. So I took this! XD

Suddenly there was no one in front of Pam and I. And his line was empty. So both of us were SCREAMING "JONGHYUN AH!" We were the only ones who dared to shout "JongHyun AH!" LOL! He kept looking at our side and thats when I managed to take this!XD Totally HOTTIE!

My JongHyun's signature!XD

OKay, I'm here to update about SHINee event which happened like LAST WEEK! LOL!
Anyway, last last Sunday was SHINee fan signs. Ton-ned overnight with Brenda, Pamela, Pamela's friends, Joycelyn, Carol and Melanie. Thanks to Adelene who sms-ed me at 10plus at night while I was still sleeping. She told me that There were already 200plus people there. So We all rushed down to Lot One to line up. We reached there around 11plus on Saturday night. I was number 402. Scary huh?!

Saw many old faces. Many were from BEG event. The group in front of Joycelyn and I during the BEG event. And the handsome dude we were saying was there too! LOL! I think he recognised us. I couldn't sleep the whole night. Was damn high. And I have no idea why. You know, I'm a kinda of person who will be super high at night damn sleeping in the afternoon. LOL!

By 5am the line was already over 1000people! SHINee's popularity is NO JOKE! Finally it was morning. There were like 3500 to 4000 fans! You know how small Lot One is. And having so many people in there is LIKE HELL! Those fans who were not in the first 1000, broke open the door into the mall. It was really in a messed. But thanks to those in charged and all, most of the first 1000 got into the RoofTop garden. I heard those 900plus kena cut. Those heartless fans who came at 8am managed to get their signatures. Like what the hell ie this?! How can they do that to those who lined up over the night! ARGH!

Anyway, finally got up the rooftop. We all got a ticket. And the ticket would tell you who you will get the signature from. I got Key at first. While Pamela got Taemin/Minho. Both of us wanted JongHyun's one. So Pamela managed to change with one of her friend while I changed with Brenda who got JongHyun. She said she is fine with anyone but JongHyun. So I was so happy that I got JongHyun. But in the end, Brenda changed with some guy for Onew's one. LOL!

As you can see, I screamed like mad. Pamela posted the video of the full interview up. So do go see it! I took some photos nia. MOSTLY Jonghyun's photos. LOL! So what happened when I went up...

Linda: HELLO![in English]
JongHyun: O.o!![Smiled]
JongHyun: signed album.
Linda: Stared at JongHyun.
Linda: Please take this. [in Korean]
JongHyun: [Look up, smiled, take.] Thank You.
Linda: [Walking away. Notice JongHyun still looking at me."
Linda: FIGHTING!
JongHyun: Fighting...[smiled]

*walked passed Minho*
Linda: [HE IS DAMN PRETTY!]

*walked passed Taemin*
Linda: [Blocked by fans. =.=''']

*walking to Onew's side.*
*Nearly bang onto a Onew fan*
*Both of us stopped.*
*I turned and looked at Onew*
Onew: [GAVE ME A SUPER 尷尬 LOOK!]
Linda: [Gave a 尷尬 look bad also, DAMN MALU!]

Okay, so I offically malu-ed myself infront of JongHyun and Onew.

So headed home straight to sleep.KO-ed.

Last tuesday, met Pamela 2.30pm at Cityhall. Because we were going Airport to send SHINee off.
We went to Airport's MacDonalds to write our letters for the boys. Then headed down to the gate where they were suppsoed to board. Met Joycelyn, Melanie, Carol and Linx there. Pamela got the pass into the inside of the airport, so she went in. While we were like rotting and joking outside.LOL!

Finally the boys came at 9plus at night. Joycelyn were running. I ran half way, then decided to walk. LOL! I managed to get a pretty good spot. I thought nothing would happen to me since I stand there. I was so wronged. I was being pushed all the way in front of JongHyun!

Then Linx went home. While we waited for Pamela. Our letters and lolipops were all rejected thanks to their manager! ARGH! Carol sent us home. =)

Anyway, I'm going for Super Junior Show in Malaysia!XD

2010-01-21T19:25:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ME!

So here are the people who made it HAPPEN! =D

Audrey: You have been a wonderful friend and senior to me. Actually we have never behave like junior & senior relationship thingy, hor?! LOL! Thanks for the bag. I really love it! Thanks YanQi and KayMinn too. XD

Esther: Yesh, 7 years of friendship already. LOL! I seriously forgotten how we got closed together. All I remembered is about the Yamapi and Uchi fight in class. LOL! I love your card. The ballnoons were really nice! And yesh, WeiTing and I will bring you along when Fahrenheit comes again! XD Thanks for the HDD!

Eunice: Hey bitch! hahah! It's really long since I last called you that! Thanks for coming. And I really love those earrings! Love the HEART one the most! Thanks for taking time come my house. Even though you stay the NEAREST to me. LOL! We have been friends since primary 3! LIKE HOLY SHIT! hahaha! That's damn long la! And I was stuck with you since sec1 until sec5. Suay right? LOL! You added colors in my ploy life too! All those gossip and all that. Just rocks! I'm gonna miss you in SP!

Helica: WUSSUP! Guess what?! I found your seagate cover! Like just now, 15mins ago! LOL! Anyway, you can have Yamapi la. Even though his heart is with me, but I told that you really love him. See, I so nice right?! LOL! Thanks for the HDD!

Jeanna & Jolyn: Okay, no photos of them alone. Because... Jeanna was LATE and Jolyn didn't turn up. Just wanna say, I still love you girls even though you girls didn't turn up or late. Thanks for the DKNY wallet. It's red. Bimbo color! LOVE IT!

Kellyn: HEY HEY HEY! Thanks for coming down after your work or whatsoever. LOL! I need to make my specs really soon. But first thanks for helping me with those contact lens. It was really fun! Can't wait for my free contact lens!XD Thanks for the wallet! LOVE YOU MY GIRLFRIEND!

March: Aye, Mrs Wong! HAHHAha! Thanks for coming. You were like DAMN early for the first time. You came at 3pm?! LOL! I know, must be the food right?! Eating and eating away the whole day! I never see you stop at all. LOL! Thanks for coming la. And please don't drink anymore! Wahlao, you have no idea how MALU we were when we walked to the carpark at night sia! Talked so LOUD! But I still love you la. =)

MeiLin: SERIOUSLY! We like see each other once a year ah?! I miss you dearly! Aye, next time club jio me leh! I also wanna club! I only clubbed with you once! Eat more please! You are damn skinny! Thanks for your help on that day! Unlike SOMEONE who said she would help, but in the end, she ended up sleeping and slacking on my bed and sofa! LOL! LOVE YOU MY DEAR!

Pamela: Mrs Jung! Thanks for coming! We are going for Super Junior Show in Malaysia! YAY! And SHINee is coming! My JongHyun!XD OHOHOH! And FT.Island too! HONGKI!XD hahahahhaa. Anyway, thanks for the HDD. I really love it. Because it's RED! hahaha!

SookFung: This is the PERSON who said she would help, but she ended up slacking on my sofa and bed! I tell you, she failed in lying la! Whispered so LOUDLY in my living, I can even heard it in my room la. hahahahah! This person really cannot plot graph and act. She can shout! She shouted damn loudly beside me la. My right side of the ear went sound-less?! LOL! Just kidding. Thanks for the effort la! =D

WeiTing: MY DARLING! You have no idea how much I LOVE YOU! XD My Fahrenheit lover! We must continue to love them okay?! Because they are the ones who pulled us together so closely! XD Thank you so much for the HDD also! LOVE IT! Meet up soon! KBOX! LOL!

WenShao: My brother! LOL! We have knew each other since sec3?! DAMN LONG LA. I still remembered you didn't chat with me much when we were back in secondary. You were closer to Jeanna, March and Kellyn. But now, WHO ALWAYS BULLY ME?! HUH?!HUH?! hahahahah! Thanks for making that day free for me. Your day, I will also make it free for you! See, I so GOOD! LOVE YOU! XD

YokeChong: Seriously, I can NEVER get your name right. LOL! Is "Yoke" or "York" ??! LOL! Anyway, thanks for coming down. That was the first time I saw your BOTAK! And why are you still so FAIR?! You look at Wenshao! So BLACK! hahahah! Thanks for the Chivas. Though we didn't drink much that day. But having you guys celebrating with me, I'm more than happy. Let's meet up for drinking session soon leh! With the usual group! LOVE YOU!

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Okay, I'm having chalet with Kristy, Nelson, Fiona, YuXin, TingTing and others tomorrow! Can't wait! TOTALLY LOVE IT!XD Okay, I'm gonna dry my hair now! BYE!

2010-01-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

Well...
All this felt so unreal.
I did questioned myself before about why didn't I think it's real.
Maybe because everything I heard is from a third party?!
Hearing from the other person makes me just sounds like I'm not involve in this.
Like I'm just a audience.
This doesn't concern me at all.

I tried to hint you last night that I knew everything.
But sadly, you choose to act as though nothing of that happens.
What I do or say?!
I've already made the first move.
But you took a step back.
Now, we are back to the same position again.

Look, I admit that I do have feelings for you.
But I'm not sure of my feelings beause of you.
You made so confused and unsure.
If you have step out more and talk to me about it, things might actually changed even back in 2006.

I'm really getting tired of what you really want...
I think I'm just gonna let you do what you want...
Because...I have no ideas what I should do anymore...

2010-01-15T08:10:00.002+08:00

Good morning. Getting back my control papers today. Wish me luck men. I study really hard for it. Anyway, going to know where I will be working at later at 2pm at Bishan. Meeting Shuwen and Kristy there. Then after that, going out with Kristy. yeah, now we sounds like a couple huh?! LOL!

Okay, I shall update later in the night...

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I don't know who to trust in this...

2010-01-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

Just got home from school. Today's lesson really BORING! Everyone were talking la. And half of the class didn't even turn up for lecture. LOL! I left after the tapping my card and WenLing's card for the 2nd lecture.

I totally wasn't listening at all. I was Facebook-ing on my phone. And replying those comments made my time passed faster. LOL! Thanks to JunFeng, Chester, Louis, Kae, Apple and Shuwen. You guys have made my broing lecture passed faster. =)

Kristy bought me Cancan and Escada perfume yesterday. I totally love the Escada one! DAMN NICE SMELL LA! =)

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I don't know what to say when I heard everything from a middle man. I would have prefer you to ask me personally. It's might be weird, but at least I felt secured. Not like now, I'm freaking confused. Many asked me so do I feel now, I really don't know how to say this. Just confused.

Just when I thought that I shouldn't think so much into it, and treat it normally, there came all these questions you asked the middle man to asked. I really wanna know whats on your mind now...

2010-01-14T00:22:00.003+08:00

Busy day today.

8am started school. Went for breakfast at 9.45am. lesson started at 10am. Ended lesson at 12noon. Headed down to help SingYe with the eyes check thingy. Ended at 1.30pm. Supposed to either meet Eunice for lunch in school or Jeanna for lunch in Jurong Point or Kristy&Nelson for lunch in town. But I decided to go home first.

On the way home, saw my cousin, Yann. Couldn't chat with her since I was rushing home. Met Mummy at our house NTUC, bought chicken and all that. And I ordered my cake. =)

Took a bus home, and showered. Then rushed down to town and meet Kristy and Nelson. Since she wanna talk to me personally about "stuffs" and she said she had "good news" for me. Walked around. I was tired. So I kept saying I wanna sit down. Finally, we sat down at FarEast the cafe there. She told me about the "good news" I really don't know how to react to this. I think it will be better if it's from him personally. However, those questions made me confused once again.

But I guess I will just have to wait for your action. Thats what most of them told me. Okay, chalet on the 22nd to the 24th. LOL! Seriously, we are rotting together like daily la! LOL! Can't wait for the fun!

Okay, off to sleep liao! Will update again soon! =)

2010-01-11T17:25:00.003+08:00

Yesh, it's me again.
I'm making myself blog daily!
I don't know how long this will last, hope it won't die off too soon. =X

Anyway, went out for dinner with Kristy and Nelson. Kristy wanted to eat pasta, but Nelson was nice enough to suggest us Aston. Since we didn't eat it the on sat night. =)

I was late for 30mins?! =X Reason being, I need to tie my hair. *okay, don't kill me!* Met them up at PS(yesh, PS again. =/) We line up for about 45mins before our turns finally came. Ate the same old Lemon Lime Chicken. Glad that both of them likes it. It's their first time there, by the way. =)

After dinner, headed outside to "take 10" again. LOL! Well, only Kristy, Nelson and I are the GUAI ones. A guy came to us and made us do some survey, and he was trying to be friendly towards us, but none of us really care. Since he interrupted us. I left the two of around 8.10pm to meet March and Co.

So I was the first there. Waiting damn long for they all la. See la, park your car at Little India somemore! next time your white car become black one la! So they took cab down instead to join me, leaving Eugene's car SOMEWHERE in Little India. The guys were really high and damn funny! And they said all the songs I sang all news sia! LOL! I'm super into 叮噹's "我愛他" DAMN NICE!

After singing, March, Eugene and I headed back to Little India by bus to look for his car. After 20mins, March and I managed to find his car. HE DIDN'T LOCK HIS CAR! We just opened like that. Thank god that his laptop and everything still inside sia. Eugene told us about some girls masterbating at the staircases and all the guys just stand and see. LOL! And March's story about her trying, see the word I used is "TRYING" to get into the red light spots, was interesting! hahahah! We walked past that too. If I have the chance, I wanna go and see sia. Eugene said it until like can watch very good show there sia. LOL!

After "viewing", they drove me home. Thanks for driving me home! =)

Today:

Got back my DSP lab paper, MST paper. I passed Lab but failed MST. HAIZ.
I passed EMD paper!XD
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叮噹- <<我愛他>>
他的镜框留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

2010-01-11T00:39:00.003+08:00

林俊傑－簡簡單單

我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

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至少我有想過...
不過對我們的未來, 我不能說什麼...
因為錯過了就是錯過了.
是我的錯吧...
少了一根莖的我, 都沒發現到你的存在.

當時的我, 應該傷了你不少吧.
你沒說出口, 而我又少了一根莖.
我都不懂我身邊的人在暗示我.
可能這就是命運吧.
命運讓我知道我錯過了很多人事物.
把我們都搞得亂七八糟的.
也可以說當時的我們沒緣分吧.
直道今天, 我才知道你當時對我的心意.

朋友真的很抱歉...
能從新看到你我很高興.
現在的我, 也不會期待你的愛.
因為我應該沒有資格吧.
只希望,我們還是好朋友...

[Sorry for posting Chinese. I think using chinese now, can express what I've been wanting to say for these past few days.]

2010-01-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

Went out with Kristy, Nelson, Lynette and Evan. We went KBox at town. So I finally made my KBox membership card!XD

Sang from 2pm to 7pm. Damn tiring I tell you! this is first time ever we were damn tired. Lynette left us around 6pm, she had dinner to attend to. I suggested to eat at Aston. So we took bus down to Aston to eat. But it was damn long queue la! So we walked back to PS and settled down at HongKong cafe.

Kristy told me many stuffs, old stuffs that I didn't know last time. She is still in contact with ChuanJian. So I was like "So! This is call friends la. Both of you contact each other but not me!" hahahaha. Then she told me about a super BIG NEWS that I didn't know. I was like "OMG! YOU SEROUS?!" Yeah... Shan't say it here.

Then we went to play basketball. LOL! I'm totally suck at that! Kristy is a pro la! The two guys just watched us played. LOL! Then we headed back to town to meet up with ChunJian. Since that stupid guy was LAZY to walk here, so we walked there! Told him to buy drinks and wait for us liao, in the end, we waited for him. They "took 10" there.[smoking terms] He is still as crappy as before. After the short meet up, we left towards PS again! While ChuanJian went with his friends for movie.

Waved goodbye to the guys, then Kristy and I continued our mini chatting session! hahah! It was fun chatting with her again! I miss those old times lor! XD Then home sweet home! Now arranging a meet up tomorrow with Kristy and ChuanJian. LOL! Let's see how this goes. =)

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Have you ever wonder what would happen if the guy that you like told you he likes you? How about you knowing that he used to likes you only recently when your friends knew it years back?

He never told you straight that he is interested in you. He just told your friend how sad he was when you show him atittudes. He told your friends not to tell you about his feelings. Because, he wants to hint you that he likes you.

However, you are the kind that would never realised someone likes you. You thought that you are ugly, a cute guy like him will never fall for you. So you just treated him like a good buddy, even though you do have feelings for him during that time too.

After years, you saw him again. How would you feel now? After knowing the fact that, the guy standing before you liked you and you liked him too. He is still as good looking as he used to be. Still as funky too. the only different is that, maybe he or you have some other person special in his or your heart now...

2010-01-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

Okay updates!

1st January 2010:

Last minute meet out with Esther, WeiTing, Pam and Prisca for KBox. It's super last minute! We only confirmed meeting at 12.30noon and we are meeting at 2.30pm! ahahaha! So only 2 hours to doll up.

I met up with WeiTing first. So we booked a room for 5 at KBox, then we walked passed the UFO place. I went to change $5 of coins and started to play. I got a tiger in my first try, a hello kitty in just 2 tries and a winne the pooh in 3 tries. So I spent about $8 for 3 dolls! I gave HelloKitty to Pam and the Pooh to WeiTing. I kept the PINKY TIGER!XD

Went to sing. Pam and I sang "Gee", "Genie", "Sorry Sorry", "Ring Ding Dong", "A Song Calling For You", "Color", "I Don't Care" and etc.. LOL! All the Kpop songs! Both of us were dancing and all la. Damn tiring! LOL!

Then WeiTing left us, and we went MacD to have our dinner. =)

3rd January 2010:

Met up with Hazel, Brenda and Riona at Town around 9.30pm. Went to Ion for some coffee and some XOXO session. Had so much fun and update! They are planning for a Chalet! YAY! Can't wait! XD

Brenda's dad sent me home. Since I waited with her until mid night until her dad came from Airport. =)

Thanks Brenda's Dad once again!

4th January 2010:

Went dinner with year2 classmates. I was the lastest. =X So we headed for some Japanese sushis!XD Had so much fun chatting and eating with them. TAN JUN FENG [He told me his name is TAN JUN FENG and not Tan JunFeng, so yeah. LOL!] PS-ed us!

After dinner, GuoShu, Chester, WenRui and I went down to PS to shop. Well, only GuoShu and I did the shopping, The two guys were nice enough to follow us around. I bought a red nail polish for Mummy at FaceShop. Left around 10plus.

7th January 2010:

Meet up with ShuWen at 7.45am at Bishan MRT station. We received Cotton On interview to meet at the Lib at 8.45am. Well, since we have a pro in Cotton On, Miss Zan, she told us to go earlier. So we went. We were like damn confused la. The Lib opens at 10am, but we are having interview at 8.45am?! LOL! We thought we were at the wrong place.

Slowly, more and more came. There were like about 100 people came for the interview? And thats only the 8.45am batch. There was a 10.45am batch too. Gustin was like saying "Wah, like Singapore Idol ah!" I really LOL-ed when he said that! LOL!

Interview was fun. And I really mean FUN! All of us were in a room, then we just stand up one by one and start introduciing ourselves. So I did. you guys know friendly and high I was right. I was like "Hello, I'm Linda. I'm in Singapore taking EEE course. yeah, a very man course. Anyway, my new year resolution is to earn enough money to go Korea for plastic surgery!" And Gustin went "You look good enough, seriously." Everyone and I went "Awww~" HAHAH! Then there was a mini war for Liverpool VS Man United. I'm totally at Man United side please! GO MAN U! But there were many at Liverpool. And there were many LeeMinHo fans too. Well, I was like "Kim HyunJoong IS SO MUCH BETTER!" =X

We were supposed to have 3 different level of interview. However, due to the large crowd, we only managed to finish the first level. They said they would gave us a call in the evening. So we left Bishan and I went home. Head out again to meet Shuwen and Jeanna in town. Jeanna wanted to trim her hair. While, I have nothing to do, so I joined her.

ShuWen left around 3pm for her driving lesson. Thus, Jeanna and I headed down to Ion. We kept walking around the same place lor. LOL! I bought L'OREAL's anti-frizz oil and 10 facial masks! 8 for myself and 2 for Mummy! I'm thinking of getting black eye shadow from FaceShop. Okay, maybe I should get it like next week!=X Then we settle down for dinner at Sho Teppan at Ion's level B3. I totally recommend this place! It's freaking good and cheap! Their chicken and pork are good. You get to cook your own meat! Price is about $15[plus GST and all liao] or less for a meal. We only ate chicken and pork so not sure about beef. But we saw people eating it, looks good! =)

So while I was trying to cook my meat, my phone rang. Unkown number appeared.

Mr XXX: "Hello, is this Linda?"
Linda: "Yeah, I'm Linda."
Mr XXX: "Hey, I'm calling from TOYS R US, you have left your stuffs at the locker. When do you wanna come down and collect?"
Linda: "Erm, but I quit like long ago." [I still have no idea who it was.]
Mr XXX: "But you left your stinky in the locker..."
Linda: "I really don't have."
Mr XXX: "HAHAHAH! Hey, Linda! Gustin here! Just to inform you that you are being chosen for the job.
Linda: "Oh, THANK YOU!"
Gustin: "You are the only one out of the 70plus people."
Linda: "yeah right..." [Totally not believeing it]
Gustin: "Anyway, do you have a pen and paper, I need you to take down some stuffs."
Linda: *digging her paper and pen, then realised her meat wasn't cook at all, when jeanna's one was FULLY COOKED!*
Linda: "Okay, you can speak now."
Gustin: "So, you want me to speak in the french accent? the normal accent? or the Indian accent?"
Linda: "The normal accent will do." [-.-''']
Gustin: "You sure you don't want the french accent?!"
Linda: "Yeah, I'm not a french person." [I have no idea why I said that!]
and he told me the details...

After the call, I was screaming! Not because I got the job, but because MY MEAT WASN'T cook! hahahah! So I was like "AyeJeanna! Why your chicken cook liao my pork still RAW?!" hahahah! And we asked the person helped me switch on the cooking thingy again. After the meat was cooked then I finally realised I GOT THE JOB in COTTON ON!XD

Sms-ed Shuwen about the good news. She called me back. She was sad. She didn't recevie the call from Gustin. I was sad too. Because I thought she would get in. Headed home around 6pm.

Around 7pm, Shuwen called. She got the job too! Gustin told her about her CPF thingy, which she totally believed it. LOL! Gustin is damn friendly and funn, I swear! Well, pretty good huh! Now Zan,Suat,Shuwen and I are in Cotton On! COOL! TOTALLY!XD

9th January 2010:

Anyway, gonna meet Kristy and Nelson up tomorrow! Kbox and dinner! It's gonna be fun!XD Till the next update, BYE!

2009-12-28T11:26:00.003+08:00

Okay, today's post is gonna be all about my unhappiness recently. =)
WARNING: If you don't wanna read my nagging, you can just close the window now.

First Story:
First question first, have you ever owe friends money, and they starts pestering you? I'm a kinda that, when I lend someone money, seriously, I don't know how to ask them back for it. Sometimes, I even forgotten about it. Unless I remembered it and I was in need of money that time. If not, I won't even ask or anything.

However, there are always this group of people who just keep nagging at you when you owe them money. Plus, they money you owe is not a huge sum, just a small sum, they can ask you like WEEKLY or even DAILY! Do you know how irritating it is?

Tell me you don't know how to chase people for money yet you chased me and the others for money like weekly is getting on my nerves. If you wanna get money back from them, please kindly ask it yourself. Don't keep asking me to ask. Because I'm not like you, who will ask. I totally don't know how to open my mouth to ask people for money, thats why I always used SMSes to ask them whether they have enough cash to pay me back. If they don't then I will just leave it.

I'm not super pissed at you nagging for me for money. I'm super irritated when you kept asking to tell the others to pay you. Yesh, they owe me money too. But I didn't chase them until like this. It's like making me the bad person.

If YOU are reading this, don't worry. Our relationship is still the same. Just that I need place to vent my freaking anger. If you are pissed in read this, there is nothing I can do. =)

Second Story:

Okay, this story is more about a trust in a friend and about fan club. So people who are not interested in this, can close your window too.

This incident happens two days back. The very first time I met you, I thought you were nice and friendly. A very fun loving girl to be friend with. We have common idols interests.

However, what happen two days back, just shocked me. I couldn't believe what just happened. Joining another FC when you already joined us, and even be their moderator. I just messaged you as a friend to give you a chance to explain yourself. But you gave up that chance.

You told them that we said you back stabbed us. Seriously, none of us said that. We were all just too disappointed. We thought we were friends, and we totally can't believe this. You knew that we are the "MFBBTSGFC" but then you went to join the newly made "MFBBTSGFC" As as FC member, you should step out and say "Hey, I believe there is MFBBTSGFC already. And I'm the member inside."

I don't know what did you told the other side. But the message that they wrote, sounded as though it's our fault. When we are totally the victim. They said what "She don't demand you girls to apologise to her." It's like shouldn't we be demanding it if we really want an apologise?!

And to that group of 小妹妹s, don't try to be funny with us. So go change your FC name and URL!

Okay, end of my complaints. I will complaint again some other time! Gonna go out later to have family dinner. It's Emery's babysitter's birthday today. =)

2009-12-27T11:53:00.006+08:00

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!

So, update about this week.

21st Dec:

Went over to Joycelyn's place to stay over. Supposed to meet Pam at LiangCourt then we head down together. But wow, I took the wrong bus. And ended up at Chinatown. So I have to walk all the way to People's park or something and take a bus town to Central. Then from Central, I walked to Liang Court. Then from LiangCourt, I walked with Pam to take a bus down to Joyce's place.

SookFung reached before us. She treated the place like her own house sia.LOL! We started watching DBSK's show first. Super funny! Junsu's "OH MY GOD! SUN!" made me laughed super duper loud. LOL! After DBSK, Joyce and I went to help Pam with her gifts. I love those stickers and stuffs that they have! So pretty!

Anyway, after helping her with those arts stuffs, we wanted to watch SuJuShow. But haiz, Joyce's lappy isn't helping us much. Thus we gave up, and went to rot in her room. Oh yeah, and by this time, our Miss Teow SookFung was already asleep. So much of spazzing OVERNIGHT what! So we left SookFung alone in the living room, well we headed to Joyce's room and sleep. We slept at 6plus in the morning. LOL! We were playing with all the softtoys that she had on her bed and stuffs. Went home around 12noon.

22nd Dec:

Reached home around 1pm from Joyce's place. Then wrapped those mini gifts that I made for Cliqque, KayMin, Jon and Raymond. Finished everything about 4pm. Then hurried down to town and get my present for the gift exchange later over dinner. Yesh, it's a last minute shopping.

Met up with SookFung first. Because she didn't wrap her gift. So we headed down to ArtBox to get warpping paper. Seriously, working over at ArtBox also not bad sia. She helped me wrapped my present too! LOL! Then we went to meet Kellyn and the rest. MeiLin couldn't join us this time round because of her work. March,Jeanna and Jolyn were late as usual.

The gift exchanged was so funny! March kept getting her own. All of us were hoping that we won't get Jon or Raymond's gifts. Because they really made it sounded like super bad kinda of thing. Finally after don't know how many rounds of gift exchanging, I got KayMinn's Gucci from China! So cute and pretty! But poor Kayminn got Raymond's gift, it's a 蒸籠! You know those dimsum kind, but the super mini version. LOL! Guess what SookFung got?! SHE GOT MINE! YESH! The one that she helped me wrapped! LOL! I was laughing la. Damn funny.

After Dinner, the guys left, and the rest of us went IndoChine to chat and all. Many updates and stuffs. Drank shots with KayMinn, which totally failed! The shots tasted like juice?! hahahha! All of us left, as those WEST-er and EAST-er had to catch their LAST TRAIN home. SookFung came over my house and stay.

23rd Dec:

I used Liese to dye my hair! Okay, it didn't turn out Milk Tea brown. Everyone are saying that it's still black. You can only see the brown under light. =(

We went for Kerri's farewell party. She is leaving for NewYork on the 29thDec. Only be back in 4 months tiime. Gonna miss her! =(

So it's like a mini SMSS gathering. And you know whenever we have this means, we have our XOXO session!XD

Gave Kerri the hot packs that I bought. Pam was telling me how Kerri got so high playing with those hot packs. I'm glad that she likes it. =)

Headed home alone. Didn't want to join the girls ar Zirca since I have been out for these few days. Reached home, had a mini family gathering. My parents and my brother were playing mahjong, while I just sat behind my mum and we had funny chats and all. LOL!

26th Dec:

Went out to meet WeiTing, Esther, Pam and Liz. Had dinner with them. And I went to shop for my sister-in-law's birthday gift. It's her birthday today!XD

Did a photo frame thingy for her. It's all Emery's face. =) I will post the photo of it up after I give her. =) Bought myself a planner. So cute! It's a pink rabbit!XD

OKAY! End of update!XD

2009-12-20T15:10:00.003+08:00

The above photos are by Joyce. =)

Okay, sorry for ditching my blog for like ONE MONTH?! LOL!

So, I shall update about what happen LAST WEEK!

10th Dec,
It was my last paper for this MST. Well, studied really hard for this paper. But guess what?! We were all STUNNED at the questions! So different from what they gave in past year papers. Well, I finished it in 30mins time, and hurried to Dover to meet HuiChing.

We went airport to fetch FT.Island,T-max and Brown Eyed Girls. Saw Fidah there! We were screaming across la. Not to the idols, but to ourselves.LOL! Pretty cool to see people I know over there. Went to eat MacD with HuiChing, then head to the cafe and to join Fidah and her friends. We were chatting about SHINee instead of FT.Island that we were supposed to be fetching them. LOL! JongHyun is so HANDSOME!

Finally they put up barriers. We got a pretty place near the door, so I can see a good view of HONGKI! Waited for damn long. Made friends with some FT.Island's fans and saw a few FRH's fans there too. We started singing and all that. I was highing by myself, don't ask me why I was high, maybe because I was so tired that I did that?! [WHAT AM I TYPING MAN!]

After a LONG and I seriously mean LONG wait! The solo singers came out first, then next was T-max. Most of us didn't know it was T-Max at first. I was like "Who is this? The guy infront not bad looking sia, got style!" Then suddenly HuiChing was like T-Max! YunHwa. Thats when I saw KimJun, and I went, "Oh, T-max" LOL!

Finally! Ft.Island came out!XD I saw screaming my lungs out for my AB Blood guy. LEE HONGKI! But as you know, AB Blood have that attitude. So he didn't waved, he just walked straight. Totally love that attitude. SO Heechul and JongHyun please!

Felt cheated after that. Because Brown Eyed Girls didn't take the same flight as the rest. They came like 4am or 6am the next day. =/

Went home after that. Took 21 home, reached home about 1am?! I KO-ed

11th Dec,
Went SGH with Mummy. Waited damn long for our turn! Lucky I didn't perform for Polka, we ended the whole SGH thingy at 6plus. See how long we waited! Mummy felt guilty that I missed my performance and T-Max event, so she bought me a wallet after visiting the doctor and we went Toa Payoh to shop after that. =)

13th Dec,
Woke up at 4.40am! I set my alarm at 5am, but I was up by then before HyunJoong Oppa wake me up. It's been a long time since I last woke up at 5am! I only slept at 5am, but not waking up at that time! Took train down to Somerset. Reached Orchard Central, there were already ALOT of people. So I asked the person who is organising the line, she told me already about 60plus people before me. I was there at 6.45am, and 6-plus before me?!

I guessed they were like me, afraid that we can't get signature of Brown Eyed Girls, since they limited it to 100 fans only. Joycelyn was late. She told me to meet at 7am, she reached at 7.45am.LOL! But thank god that we still in the top100. I tell you, this is the first time ever I saw more guys fan than girls there!

There are some pretty good looking ones too. There is this guy sitting next to us, he was pretty good looking. But I didn't say anything. We bought 3 packets of Kinder Bueno. Wanted to give BEG one each, but we were too hungry, and finished all. =X Well, thats our Breakfast+Lunch+Dinner.

Finally they came. OMG! Totally love them! Narsha, Jea, Miryo and Ga-In, PRETTY! After a short interview, it was finally our turn to go up on stage to let them sign. Joyce was praying hard that she won't get Miryo, because she already look a photo with her the night before. She was behind me, I got Miryo, and since it's it randomly sign, she got Jea, the one that she wanted beside Narsha. The Korean fan booys were cute! They were shouting "JoKwon's Buin!!"[JoKwon's wife]

Linda: Annyeong Harseyo[Is this how you spell it?!]
Miryo: Hello, whats your name?
Linda: O.O! Linda.
Miryo: O.O??
Linda: L-I-N-D-A, Linda.
*Miryo looked down and started to sign*

*Linda looking at the girl next to Miryo, HOLY! Is Ga-in!*
Linda: *shake hand with Miryo*
Miryo:*smiled and shake back*
Linda:*put her hand out to shake hand with Ga-in*
Ga-In:*busy taking photos,waving...realised a hand. She looked up, smiled and shaked*

So we are only supposed to sign with one BEG members. So naturally we can onnly shake one hand. But I managed to shake 2 girls out of 4!XD

Got off the stage, met up with Joyce, we saw fanboys screamiing, crying jumping.. LOL! I also never behave this way when I saw FRH or Lollipop. =X Met up with Joyce's fren Carol, she was telling us about Jun waving at her and all that. KimJun is sweet huh. LOL!

Meet up with their another friend Melanie, and I joined them in chasing since I have nothing much to do. Carol drove, so we got on her car. Waited ourside the hotel for the idols. The BBoys came out. One of them walked beside our car and suddenly posed! LOL! We were laughing damn loudly in the car la.

T-Max finally came out at 6plus. So we decided to chase them. Well, we kena cheated by the driver! He signal that he was gonna to turn left, so we turned, in the end, he went straight! ARGH! Thus, we gave up and headed back to the hotel. When we reached the hotel, FT.Island was coming out, so we chased again. We managed to get quite close to them. But those fans who were chasing all don't want their lives one, the drivers also, all choing ah. LOL! We chased them until we saw them going into a Korean resturant.

We decided to head off to airport to send BEG off first. But we kena cheated again. Their dancers leaving at T1, but they were not. So we gave up, and headed to T2's Waraku and ate. Yesh, we are finally eating something after a long day!

Eat half way, we heard screaming, so they went down, while I continue eating.[You know, I was damn hungry!] Then Carol came back, and she asked me to go down and see. Oh yeah! I saw Janice there. She was sending her boyfriend's parents off. Anyway, when I reached, none came out of their bus[the idols]. So we headed back to waraku to finish our food. After finishing, we walked down taking our time. They went to the toilet while I was waiting outside for them.

SUDDENLY, I heard screaming. It was FT.Island running to their departure gate! So I ran over, without knowing where I was going. The next minute I know, I was right infront of the glass door with FT.Island INFRONT of me! Damn high! I waved goodbye to AB Blood guy, and made my way our of those fangirls. LOL! They were pushing me!

Waited damn long for BEG to come down from their van. They are pretty smart. And I'm lazy to explain what happen. Go read Joyce's blog. She wrote it down pretty in details. =)

This is the poster Miryo signed on. See my name!*point point point*
Okay, I'm down with flu now. Going Joyce's place tomorrow night with Pam and Sookfung. Tuesday having Cliqque pre chirstmas party, wednesday, Kerri's farewell party plus clubbing at Zirca!XD

2009-11-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

Okay..
Boring week.
Played mahjong on wednesday and thursday.
Wednesday won $10plus.
Thursday lost $30.

Supposed to work tomorrow and Sunday earn about $130.
But then haiz...
Have to work alone, so we cancelled it. =S

2009-11-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

Annyeong people. Okay, I'm addicted to blogging. hahaha.

Okay, I watched Paranormal Activity last night in my room, alone. Seriously, don't waste your money. It's freaking boring. The most freaky part which was not even scary was that Katie kept rocking on the floor beside the bed. She rocked for one whole day, without eating or drinking. Nicholas was telling me on FB that there are 3 different ending. The current one, the original ending and the alternate ending. The alternate ending is the scarier one. However I couldn't find it on youtube. So people, watch it online, it's total waste of money! I watched until 2am then sleep. And I woke up 6am to get ready for school. =S

I reached school at 8am, on time! But my lecturer only came in at 8.30am. Wasted my time again. She practially just teach for 30mins, then she left the class. So everyone rotted in class, FB-ing. Decided to skip the rest of the lessons. So I went town to study with Kairu and WenLing. We went to Shaw Tower for brunch and study session.

I finally finished my tutorial 1 & 2 System&Control, tutorial 1 & start of tutorial 2 for Digital Signal Processing. YAY! Now I got to finish up my maths for System&Control before friday. I don't wanna drag any longer. =)

Headed home around 1plus, reached hom at 2pm. haha. That's what I love about going town, it's so easy to go home. =)
I have been craving for KBox, so people, do jio me out for KBox soon! Like maybe TOMORROW?! LOL!

Till the next time I blog, bye!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-11-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

This is what I have been busy with. Yes, HOMEWORKS!

This is only erm 1/4 of a answer for Q1(g). We until we went MAD!

Went out with WenLing after school on Thursday and Friday.

Thursday, was supposed to have lecture from 8am to 12noon. But WenLing only came 15mins before 10. Then we decided to just tab our cards for the second lesson and head down to Ang Mo Koi to study. Had Pepper Lunch for breakfast+lunch. Then we watched "Poker King" TOTALLY love it! 古天樂 is damn HOT in the movie. And it's tempting me to play poker. HAHAHA..

Headed to MacDonalds to do our work. Seriously System&Control is killing our braincells. We spent 4hours plus doing only about 5 questions! And out of the 5, we couldn't solve 2 of it. Whoever that invented Block Diagram Reduction should go get a life. No one will need it in their working life, seriously! All the circles and rectangles. ARGH! We chatted about lots of stuffs. The type of guys that we like. We had the same taste somehow. HAHAHA... And the world is quite small huh. We have a few common friends. =D

Friday, went for 2 hours tutorials, then we decided to continue with stupid System&Control. Wanted to head down to my place's market to have 版面, but then the travelling time will kill us. So we ended up at Toa Payoh instead. Since WenLing want to drink Koi's bubble tea. I had Korean BBQ Chicken for breakfast+lunch at 口福. Then we went Koi to buy bubble tea.

Decided to settle down at Pola Cafe to study. I totally love the place. It's so comfortable! But very cold! =S Finished tutorial 2 of System&Control, then we continue with the math questions that we were supposed to hand it up by week6. We finally gave up doing after finishing 2 questions. [2 questions with lots of small parts.] Headed to Popular to look for the DSP book that SP popular doesn't have it anymore. I saw a few books that I would LOVE to buy! Okay, I'm so into reading nowadays. I have no idea why, so don't bother asking me. Headed home after that.

The 版面 that WenLing wanted to have yesterday. I had it for breakfast on SAT. XD YUMMY! Seriously, you guys got to try it. It's available at Whampoa's market! Closed at 2pm!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-10-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

Okay, my life sucks seriously.
I WILL NOT BE GRADUATING NEXT YEAR! WHICH MEANS I WILL GRANDUATE SAME AS KAYMINN THEY ALL! How great huh?! Thats the stupid SP's computer systems. They can't do anything about it. And thats all they said. *roll eyes*

I won't say that I'm not sad. In fact, I think I'm getting alittle of depression now. Yeah. I know. I should just chill and not think so much. But how I can I not think so much?! Looking at the disappointment in my mum's eyes just hurts me alot. I don't know how to say this, but sometimes, maybe I shouldn't be born to this world. I'm just bring my family more disappointment and sadness. I did NOTHING that they can be proud of me. Which just makes me even more useless.

Sorry for those who are reading this. I mean, you might feel sorry for me or whatsoever. But yeah, I just wanna tell you that your life is way better than mine. So just stop complaining about your life sucks, when there is a useless person in this world name LINDA YEO! There is always me at the back of the rank.

2009-09-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

This is Emery Yeo. Cute isn't he?!

So yeah. Finally blogger is back to normal for me. I nearly wanted to change it to WRETCH again. Oh well, anyway, I shall update about what happen for the past few days.

Last Friday, went to work at IT Fair with Kae for three days until Sunday. John and KhehHong were working there too. I had a few friends working there also. Alot of SP-ians seriously! The guy who sell GPS behind my booth is also from SP. LOL! Anyway, I was under Carrefour's Toshiba. Kae and Cheryl were in the same booth as me. Cheryl was from SMSS last time. When I first saw her on friday morning before work, I thought she looked very fimiliar. But I didn't know who she is. Then when she came to the booth that Kae and I were in, I asked her which secondary school was she from. And yeah, she is from SMSS. LOL! What a small world huh?!

So started work. Well, working in IT Fair is fun with people you know. But then, it's really tiring! We are suppose to have lunch and dinner provided by them, but we only had our lunch at 6pm in the evening. Mind you, we started work at 10.30am! The sales was really bad at level6. First day of work, I only sold 2 NetBook. Second day of work, I managed to sold half of a laptop, because Kae and I was trying to make the auntie buy. =) Third and the last day, I sold 1 NetBook and 4 Laptops. I managed to sold 2 laptops in less than 5mins. Cool huh?! LOL! The sale at the last day was pretty good for us, since we are at level6 and not level4.

Oh ya, we played SNSD's Gee to attract people on the second day. I tell you, everyone saw our videos are kept coming, but sales wasn't that good. Then after we put, LG and Acer who were beside us, also put! Actually, we gave a few to LG. But Acer copycat! They put SuperJunior. Ours have DBSK, SS501, 2PM, 2AM, SuperJunior, U-Kiss, TaeGoon, SNSD, WonderGirls, After School, 2NE1 and Brown Eyes Girls. LOL! Our main purposed was to entertain ourselves. LOL! We need entertainment mah! So the central was SM Team, the left was JYP and the right was DSP. LOL!

You can see those guys all like "AYE! SNSD Sia~" Then Kae and I will just laughed. After all these training in IT Fair, seriously, I can tell who will buy who won't buy. And Singaporeans are not the one who always wants free gifts. Those who worked should know which country one is the worst! Seriously, I was super irrtated. We lower the price from $1299 to $1159, then give them mouse and cleaning kit. They still wanna lower down the price. PLUS! After the whole IT Fair, they walked to us, and ask for us to give them more free gifts! Like what the HELL! You pay so little still wanna get more. Unless you buy two la, I give you more! Like SERIOUSLY! We gave up on selling on the last day at around 9.30pm. All very tired already. I think i can become some god liao. I didn't even go to the toilet since morning at 10.45am until 10pm! hahahah! I don't know what is wrong with me. Maybe I was stressed over the fact that the sales sucks or something. Then we were talking to my "boss" about the sales and just slacking around. I showed them my husband! XD Then ViJay went "HUH?! You married ah?! I wanted to woo you, you know!" hahaha, We just laugh out loud.

Even Cherly thinks that I'm crazy over HyunJoong. She was like "There she goes again." LOL! After the 3 days of IT Fair, I think she can sing Gee and Nobody already. LOL! Oh yah, need to thank the GSP booth behind us. They gave us food. Well, as you know our food came in like super late plus the food really sucks. So they shared their food with us. Osim Uncle was really funny also! Because I was chatting with the GPS's people about how sad our pay was. Like worse than them, then the uncle came over and joined in! He said what he earned $20 for 3 days. LOL! Lier sia. Osim booth was just beside us. Their job like very free and fun sia. LOL! Can sit and all that. Overall, I had fun working. Oh yeah, made quite a number of friends too. One of Kae's friend is really a joker! John and him are also friend. With the two of them around, you can never, I really mean NEVER STOP LAUGHING! That guy had two moles on his face, the John asked him to draw a "U" to make it a smily face! LOL! And many other lame jokes.
After IT Fair, my legs practically just die on me! I couldn't walk like normal.

Monday, met up with Nicholas and Alwin. Went to view the yacht, then headed to "Party With Us" to buy decos.Shopping with Alwin and Nicholas. Then went to eat sushi before watching "Gamer". I tell you, Alwin's mouth ah.. damn bad luck. He talking about black out or something, then suddenly, the sushi resturant, blacked out! The sushi stopped moving, we all eating in the dark. Black out twice somemore! hahahaha. Watched "Gamer", I kinda of like it. Because it's kinda of different from those movies I've watched. Kinda of give me warning about IT is a scary thing also. hahahaha. Headed home after that.

Today, went to my brother's house. Emery is getting really cuter each day! His voice is pretty loud too. hahahaha.

Meeting Kae & Co. on friday to collect our tags from Irene Unnie.
Saturday will be heading back SMSS for band.
Sunday is Emery's one month birthday! XD

I need to work! Any Lobang?!

2009-08-22T11:56:00.003+08:00

Hello. Okay, I have seriously no idea what the hell happen to blogger. It doesn't let me put photos and stuffs. The above photo, i used Photobucket to post one.

Anyway, these are my SG-Quainte dears. Well, we are all from the PH. hahaha. Finally met up with them yesterday. Went to Tampines Ikea. I finally had my meatballs after 345278 times of saying that I wanna eat. Thanks Feissy Unnie for the gift! She bought all of us a handphone charm from Korea. It's a charm with the logo of SS501 on top and below is one of the boy's name. And of course, I got the Kim Hyun Joong's one. XD

Anyway, I had so much fun yesterday! We did some XOXO session. I shouldn't have suffer all these all by myself for the past few weeks! You girls ah, never share with me. hahaha. Anyway, we all dislike a common person. But they didn't tell me, because they thought I was really close to her. Until yesterday I was like "Oh, you talking about XXX! YAH, she irritates me sometimes." They were like O.O! I know, I sound damn bitchy. Well, I never say I'm not one. I mean, XOXO seesions is a must for any outing of mine.

DongSaengs ah, don't be afraid to just shoot her la. Must learn from me. hahahhaa. I'm always acting nice to everyone because you know "drama queen"

Thanks Kae for the video she made. Yesh, the video that made me waited until 3am last night!XD I LOVE YOU, KAE!*wink*

Good news! My sister-in-law gave birth this morning at around 7.28am. Yesh, wanna know whats my reaction when my mum told me?! She knocked on my door at 7.45am and told he about it. I replied "Let me sleep first. I don't know what you saying now. I slept at 3am last night you know..." and I dropped down on my bed again. hahahah! When I'm finally awake, it's already 10.30am. Then I finally remembered what my mum said about my sister-in-law. Will be visiting her later with my brother and parents. Remember today, 22nd Aug, is his birthday! =D

I will try to take photos of him, if I could. Will update again, if blogger is back to normal! Till then, take care!

2009-08-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm back. Well, I wanted to go home early to day, so I left after my practial, which ends at 2.10pm. Then when I reached Dover MRT, I received a SMS. Really cute sms! "Hey linda! I'm free.....!!! xxxxx..." Can't say the rest cause I donno who is reading this blog. So anyway, I'm really happy for her now! Finally she is free from that kiddish guy. And I'm gald that you found a really nice guy. =D
So, in the end, I called Janice, since I wanna get updates and she said Nicholas was with her. We decided to meet up at Dover and go town to have some Starbucks! Nicholas's calssmate tag along as well, since they need to collect some stuffs from SIM LIM. Its been really long since the group of us went out together the last time. Nicholas is still so funny and violent! We asked Shankra and Shah out too. We chatted at Starbucks, talking about some normal guys contents. These friends of mine, will never change! LOL! We also have our "XOXO" session! I guess I'm really slow about people around me. I don't even know some of classmates are backstabbers. And those who look so innocent actually clubs way more than anyone of us or like the same as us! LOL! Met up with Janice new boyfriend, really nice and friendly guy, a little shy. =)
Then we went window shopping around town. Wanted to watch movie, but couldn't find any good timing. Went Taka for dinner and I walked them back to Centre Point. Home after that. Sorry Janice, Shah and Shankra the Indian! hahahaha. XD

Last Friday was Cliqque plus AiRen plus Wenshao gathering. Met Jeanna in school and waited for Meilin to meet us. Three of us went town and started trying stuffs while waiting for March who said she will arrive at 1pm. At around 2pm, March called us, we told her we are at Forever21, and she said she is near there. After 10mins, we decided to go other shops. 30mins had passed, still no sign of March Tan. Meilin wanted to go back to F21 to try some dress, so we went back. And guess who we saw there?! Yes, MARCH TAN! So, we made us wait for so long, when she is trying clothes at F21! What a great friend! hahahah! Then we left the place and went to my place. Played Mahjong, I was lost in the beginning. In the end, I gamed a "5 tai" so I earned back $9.60. In the end, I won $3.90. Great huh! LOL! Then we had dinner, and make Yokechong's card. Really funny about what we wrote and stuffs. hahahah! Meilin, Kayminn, March and Kellyn left earlier. While Wenshao waited with Jeanna for her dad, since he was meeting his friends at a later time. And then they left my house. LOL!

I don't know why I can't upload photos and bold/Italic any of my words. Something is wrong with Blogger seriously!

2009-08-03T21:36:00.001+08:00

2009-07-11T14:32:00.002+08:00

The Peak. HAHAH! This time round might be a 75% moving I guess. Since there are already people interested in our place. Plus, we might be getting The Peak at ToaPayoh. Brother wanna start his own comany. Lets just hope everything goes on well. Able to move house and have a good company. =)

사랑해, 김현중

2009-07-09T09:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Kim Sang Bum. Happy 20th! XD

Happy Birthday to 煜哥! Happy 24th! 我還是愛你的,楊奇煜!♥

Happy 21st Birthday, Jolyn! You like the photo?!LOL! Wow, being the first in our Cliqque to hit 21 is not so good afterall huh? Since we had all these TASKS for you. hahahah. I'm really glad that I know. You have become a part of my life with the others. Thanks for helping me with my make-ups on your party day! I ♥ YOU!

Kellyn Darling, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY! You have become really pretty since the first day I met you! LOL! I guess we all are getting better looking now as comparing to sec1! hahahaha. Thanks for being there when I needed a listening ear and when I needed a shoulder to cry on. I ♥ YOU!

My dear MeiLin, Happy 20th Birthday! Just wanna say, I'm here for you no matter what happen! Stay as the way you are, be HAPPY! There are more guys our there for us. And I'm sure your Mr Right will be coming soon. So when you need a shoulder to cry on or a hug, you can always come to me! Cause we are girlfriends. I ♥ YOU!

Mrs Jung, HAPPY 20th birthday! Stay happy with YunHo Oppa. HyunJoong Oppa and I will give you guys blessing. LOL! Stay positive in school too. You are not as worse as I am in school seriously. So cheer up! And hope you like that DBSK's gift! =)
I ♥ Kim Hyun Joong

So the above is the messages for all those birthday from the 5th July(小煜), 6th July(MeiLin) and 7th July(Kim Bum, Kellyn, PamelaNg and Jolyn). How many will have the same date what?!

Anyway, Sat was Jolyn's 21st Birthday Party. I went to Jolyn's house to help her carry her stuffs first. So I reached around 12noon, and we waited for MeiLin, as she overslept. YES! The very first we see MeiLin later than us! hahahah.

Went down to the place. It was really nice! So we started to blow those ballnoons. Actually, it seems like I'm the only one blowing. And I blowed like 6 packets of ballnoons. My lips were like swollen! Oh well, for the sake of Jolyn.

Finally, the party started. We were busy catching up with our St.Maraget's seniors and juniors. And I finally saw WenShao! OMG! He look so BOTAK!hahaha. And that YunShan is so funny please! She and her Lam. Now she want DongHae too!LOL! And when she met Joycelyn, she went damn HIGH! Because I was like "aye, Yunshan, a real ELF is here!" hahah! Plus, Jolycelyn was like saying she met All of them before. Which is like damn cool! Being so close to Donghae! AHHH! I'm so jealous! Well, she is my ELF. Ever Last Friend! XD

After party, we head to One Fulleton for our 21 tasks for Jolyn. And gave presents to our dear MeiLin and Kellyn too! hahaha. So Jolyn did quite a number of stupid stuffs. If you would like to know what it was, go to my FB, I have uploaded videos of some tasks. =) We drank Chivas and all that. Headed home early around 1am?? Because Jeanna and SookFung wanna do their work plus sleep. Wenshao tag along too. While the rest headed to some pub, I guess. =)

Tuesday, went to Settlers. Met up with Prisca and MeiLin at Dover Station. Then we headed down to Central to meet the rest. Headed down to Settlers first, well the rest took forever to come. We played some lame games. I love the Dirty Mind game and the Hippo game!hahah! From the Dirty Mind game, we know that WeiTing love BLOWING! hahahah!Reached home at 11pm. And sweet dreams.

Yesterday, was a normal day. I managed to wake up for my 8am lesson! Proud of me huh?! Had EID quiz after lab. It was so funny during the quiz. Since we were all talkiing and passing anwers around. WenQin, Dennis and HongWen scored 55/100 while Sajith scored 60/100. Guess how much was mine?! I scored 70/100! Because I was the last to do it. And we have 4 brains doing my quiz! hahahahah!

Today, its a really slack day. My group of people in class never come. We have 6 of us, but only one turn up, which is me! =( So EID lab ended at 9am, and now I'm having 4 hours break. Meeting Eunice Tan and Mel. T later for lunch! Can't wait!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-27T13:27:00.005+08:00

So, we had a pre-birthday celebration for our dear Weiting yesterday. Her birthday is on 28th June actually. We were supposed to meet at 1pm. But like usual, I was late, because I overslept. :/ and Weiting was also late cause she wasn't feeling well plus she gotta to book tickets for our movie. So only Esther and Pam was in town at 1pm. Met them up at Tangs to shop for WeiTing's present. We bought her a perfume. Really CUTE ONE!

We wanted to get a DKNY's perfume, the green apple one. But decided to choose the other instead, since its cuter! Sorry, I forgotten what brand was that that we bought for her. All I remembered was there were flowers on top.LOL! It even have stickers for you to decorate the perfume! XD

When we walked out of Tangs, we saw Liz with that super huge ballnoon! Yeah, its a Pink Panther Ballnoon. WeiTing's favourite! I was walking around with that ballnoon from Tangs to Taka. And there was a little boy who was following me at the back, I didn't know, until I turn and tried talking to the girls. hahah! Esther and Liz told me that my ballnoon hit at least 4 person, right on to their face when they walk behind me!

We settled down at Mos Burger, waiting for WeiTing to come. We told her that I bought my friend "HyunJoong" with us. (Its the Pink Panther!) When she reached, she didn't even need to call, and she can see "HyunJoong ssi" Yeah, we actually went crazy, and started naming the ballnoon "HyunJoong-ssi", "KimBum-ssi", "KimJun-ssi", "MinHo-ssi" and "HyeSun-ssi" and that explained why we tagged their names in facebook with us!hahahah!

Our "HyunJoong-ssi", "KimBum-ssi", "KimJun-ssi", "MinHo-ssi" and "HyeSun-ssi" ! hahahah!

We headed to Kino after that. I bought a mini Korean book to learn the basic. I'm quite interested in Korean now. And the book is only $9.90 with lots of stuffs inside! After that we headed down to The Cathay for Transformers. I tell you, I totally love Optimus Prime he is so HANDSOME! Seriously, though its not as really nice as the previous Tranformer movie to me, but I still love. I hate the chinese subtitle actually. It was kinda of funny! The dad's name was Ron, if I'm not wrong, and the chinese subtitle wrote "Ah Rong" hahah! I was like "Esther, Ah Rong sia!" hahah! There were a few funny parts. This time the movie is more on fighting. I will still give it a 4/5 for this. Cause I really like Optimus Prime!

After movie we went Aston for dinner. I had Lemon Lime chicken! Yeah, my all time favourite!XD We waited for super long to get our seats. While waiting we scared two tables of people with that Pink Panther Ballnoon!hahahahha! They were all eating happily, until I pop the Ballnoon just beside them!haha! And they went "O.O!!" We laughed like mad!

After dinner, headed down to Starbucks for coffee and XOXO session! And you girls should know who is our favorite topic, yeah, ITS HER!hahaha! Saw shalini and AiRen there too! Airen was studying. Airen, you better go and see a doctor for safetly ar! We started camwhoring outside. Many people were looking at our silly poses!hahahah! We had 1 to 10 poses! And our dear ESTHER can count from 1 to 6, the jump back to 5 again what!hahahah! And we had the MSN's icon's faces. The ":)" ":D" ":S" ":P" and also "XD" I didn't do half od it, cause while we were doing, there was a couple of people walking passed us, and they saw our faces, and I can't help but laugh!hahahahah!
Can you see what's Esther showing?? When we are at 9, Esther is at 6.
And she told WeiTing it was 5 when we were at 8.LOL!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-24T19:08:00.006+08:00

翁航融 is the UGLIEST GUY EVER! He thinks he is freaking smart what?! Still can lecture Xiao Zhu. Who do you think you are? Xiao Zhu have been in this industry for 15 years or more. Where were you 15 years ago?! Well, let me tell you, YOU ARE A NOBODY! Xiao Zhu said that he himself is also a normal human being just like us. And I totally agreed! No one in this world is special. And when you said "小豬，你說，當你在數錢時，你當你自己是普通人嗎？！" For your info, all idols worked hard to earn it. So are you saying that he isn't working, yet he had the money? Well, most of us saw his hard work. He had concerts, albums, advertisements, host show and even acted in dramas. This are his work, his duties. Just like yours, you retard! And please, now its already 2009, not some 1999 or whatsoever! fans don't like a too perfect idols, as we all know that everyone makes mistakes! So, we are fine with him, making this mistake. But we are not fine with you making this, because, YOU ARE NOT AN IDOL!

Anyway, here is prove of what he said.

And Xiaozhu's broke down:

And their "reply"

Oh ya, and they so called "explain-ed" about what they said after XiaoZhu broke down in YLFBF confronting some male host in China.So yeah, they 對號入座!DUMB WHAT! But please, we all have eyes and brains. We can see who is the one at wrong! If you are trying to get yourself famous overnight, I guess you did it, Babo! And trust me, you can never reach XiaoZhu's level even by doing this. And you can push him down, cause he have lots of supporters! So go find a new job. But I doubt anyone wants you. BABO!
The female host also. You are worse than a female dog, seriously. But at least you are better than your BABO friend!

As you guys can see, this post is just to vent my anger on these two China hosts! They just brainless to say all these. Shouldn't that TV station give them some training before coming out to host?! They are just gonna receieve more complaints! Cause they SUCKS! Change host la, and they seriously need to say "sorry" to XiaoZhu and the rest of the viewers!

And I shan't put my HUBBY's photo at the end of this post with these dumb people. It will 侮辱 him, SS501 and us, the fans.

2009-06-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

So, friday met up with AhBass, HanXian, KayMiang, Stella and WeiJie. Well, the ladies waited for the guys for hmmm, hours?! LOL! We supposed to meet up at 6.30pm. But they came around 8plus 9pm. How early huh?! hahahah. While waiing at the Mrt station for them, Ah Bass kena "interviewed" While Stella and I just stared.LOL! And when KayMiang came, one of the guy came up to her and also "interview" her. He said that we are all less than 20 years old!LOL! How can that be for Stella and Kaymiang?!=X Then they praised back the guy saying he is very shuai LOL! We saw bandmates there too! But they were on their way home, well, we just reached.

Anyway, we the four of us went to Alps Cafe first. Wow, I didn't know the dinner there is cheap! Its like $18.90 for one, and the second one for only $1.80!hahah! How cheap! I love going Alps Cafe, but there is only one thing I dislike. Actually only one person I dislike, one of waitress, she is damn irrtating. She kept showing black face. As though we owe her money! Plus, she kept asking us whether we are still ordering. Its like "Hello?! Can you just chill?! Its not like we didn't spent money there. We spent $100 over there yo!" Damn irrtated by her! She doesn't look local. The PRC waitress there is so much better than her! Anyway the table behind us really singing super duper "WELL" Seriously, I almost laugh my head off, but I couldn't cause I'm facing them you see, so its safer for me to just not show any expressions while Ah Bass and KayMiang who are back facing them, show funny faces! LOL!

Anyway, the guys finally came. Thanks for the treat. Since they were late, and KayMiang was looking damn pissed! LOL! Then we headed off for DuoHua. And walked back to Cathay. Since WeiJie parked his car there. We sent KayMiang to Lunar then WeiJie sent us home one by one. Well, I was the first to be send home, since I'm staying the nearest to central.LOL!

Seriously, I should be extra careful with what I said. Just one sentense, they made fun of me the whole day. -_-''' hahahahah! I still love my hubby, Kim Hyun Joong.XD

This morning, I really mean morning like 12am! March sms-ed me asking whether I was asleep. So I gave her a call, it was nice of Eugene to ask me to join them. LOL! But you know, being lazy to move, plus nowadays, cabfare is damn expensive, I decialded to give it a miss. So the threesome went to watch movie. XD But Thanks March for asking!

And now both of us are worried about what to wear for Jolyn's 21st party! OVERSIZE shirt! And must be nice somemore! We are so gonna go broke seriously! Should just put some theme like "hollywood" or something. She wants Oversize shirt and leggings! Haiz, I have to buy leggings. I just a oversize shirt, but I'm still thinking whether to wear that or buy a new one. Lets just see how.

Will be heading to the hospital later at night to visit my brother's mother-in-law. She injured herself in France. Heard from my mum she broke both of her legs. Ouch, I know! We were worried for her too. Thank god, that she is back and had her operation in Singapore already. Get well soon auntie!=)

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-12T15:35:00.002+08:00

I totally fall for him in here!HyunJoong Hubby!FIGTHING!

He is damn funny here!This is the naughty side of HUBBY!XD

Just here to say, I will be heading to Alps Cafe later, yeah, we changed the place again.LOL!
And our dear WenshaoGe is in the camp starting from today!

Wenshao Ge JIAYOU!XD

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

I have been tagged by Emily and Jeanna to do this & I decided to do it before I have more people tagging me on these.

If you have been tagged in this, write the names down of PEOPLE YOU THOUGHT OF WHILE GOING THROUGH YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS LIST, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this,tag your 22 friends to do the same:

1) Emily Peh
2) Jeanna Teo
3) Edmond Lim
4) Kellyn Ting
5) Weiting
6) Sookfung
7) Xianjiao
8) Chester
9) WenShao
10) TiacWoo
11) Stella
12) Kayminn
13) TingFang
14) Adelene
15) Rachel
16) Audrey Siow
17) Kelly
18) Guoshu
19) Bunny
20) Apple
21) Theresa
22) Ice

How did you meet 7? (Xianjiao)
Lolipop event at Lunar.

What would you do if you had never met 15? (Rachel)
No one to gossip on the phone from mid-night to 7am!

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Apple & Emily)
Apple have her Maomao. Emily have WeiYu. Plus, both are girls. So chances is -100%.

Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Kelly)
Nope. I only saw her once at Ncore.LOL!

Would 3 and 6 make a good couple? (Edmond & SookFung)
Sookfung always kena this question. Hmm, well, I don't know. They don't even know each other!LOL!

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Kellyn & Audrey Siow)
Nah, Kellyn got sister Jon. So Audrey is kena rejected!OPPS!=X

Describe 19 (Bunny)
A person who totally go crazy over Mal from SS501. Loves ElmoTai,Eric and Long Ge too. Crazy over sexy diamond!

Do you like 17? (Kelly)
DUH!If not she won't be my friend. XD

Do you think 21 is attractive? (Theresa)
Yeah, she is pretty, like her sister,EMILY! =D

What is 5’s favorite color? (Weiting)
This is easy! Purple for Weiting! =D

When was the last time you talked to 9? (WenShao)
Last night, about cars. -_-'"

What language(s) does 11 speak? (Stella)
erm, English, Chinese and I don't know. Go and ask her if you want.

Who is 13 going out with? (TingFang)
HAHAHA! She is going out with AndyChang and Leetuek in her dreams!=X

What year is 16 born in? (Audrey Siow)
1988

What is 14's favourite music? (Adelene)
She is playing Tank's song in her blog, she likes Lolipop, DBSK, SS501 and etc.
=D

Would you ever date 3? (Edmond)
No, why would I wanna date a lousy ghost that looks like a pig?!=X

Would you ever date 7? (Xianjiao)
hahaha,I'm planning to date her out with ah jo and ah bee soon. XD

Where does 18 live? (Guoshu)
Erm, I think Tiong Bahru.

What is the best thing about 4? (Kellyn)
She is always there when I need someone to listen to my unhappiness. =)

What would you like to tell 10 right now? (TiacWoo)
Got your voice back already anot?!

What is the best thing about 20? (Apple)
Loyal

Have you ever kissed 1? (Emily)
No, why would I wanna kiss a girl?!LOL!
I want my Hubby!XD

What’s the best memory you have of 8? (Chester)
He is a pro in studies!

When’s the next time you’re going to see 12? (Kayminn)
This coming Friday night.

Is 2 good looking? (Jeanna)
Happy to say, NO!
*Sorry, Jeanna, I can't lie*
=X

What was your first impression of 15? (Rachel)
Another FC mate. -_-'"

How did you meet 3? (Edmond)
Toy 'R' Us, part time job.

Is 5 your best friend? (WeiTing)
TOTALLY! I can talk to her about ANYTHING!

Describe 22: (ICE)
A guy who I thought was difficult to chat with. But end up, having me calling him "傻子"

Have you seen 18 in the last month? (Guoshu)
Yeah, in school.

Last time you saw 16? (Audrey Siow)
2months ago

Have you been to 21’s house? (Theresa)
Nope. I don't mind going. XD

Are you really close to 6? (Sookfung)
Duh!14 years of friendship!

Have you been to the movies with 4?(Kellyn)
Of course.

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Chester)
I think once. When we cheated HuangJun that tutorial was cancelled in order to not hand in our undone tutorials.LOL!

What did 12 write on your wall? (Kayminn)
"HAha, at i'd rather you include the surname man. Hyun Su or Su Park sounds equally weird -.-"

Would you give 2 a hug? (Jeanna)
I see my mood.

When have you lied to 13?(TingFang)
Nope.

Do you know a secret about 11? (Stella)
I think so..HEHEHEHE~

Has 1 met your family? (Emily)
Erm, her sister, Theresa. =D

Okay, I'm done with this. Don't ask me why I choose these people. Cause I just randomly looking at my blog links and facebooks. And these people's names pops up in my mind. XD

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

Somehow I just love this song.

Anyway, Hubby is better now. He is still in the hospital. Waiting for the doctor to have a full check up. If everything is fine, he will continue his stuffs with our brother-in-laws.LOL! I'm really happy to hear that.

So, a few stuffs happened last night. Firstly, I nearly fainted when I heard my mum told me that my brother bought a grey Porsche! I was like "serious?!I thought he was just saying!" Anyway, it will be arriving next wednesday. Lets hope I have a chance to have a ride on it! LOL! Another thing is, I was just facebooking around my friends, and I came to realised I have a few Taiwanese actor and actress in my friendlist. So I clicked on it. And guess whose facebook I find?! AndyGe, Lollipop, HeyGirls and the rest of the didis and meimeis! I jsut can't stop laughing at the names they have. Seriously, some of them are damn creative!LOL! Oh ya, I found Machi's one too. And I added Nicky Lee. And I saw Vanness Wu's acct! Alot of them are playing facebook huh! Even Jacky Wu also have!XD

I'm very happy today. Cause SS501's new song is out! Its call "We Can Fly" I totally in love with this song! And those who are fans of SS501/DBSK/Shinhwa please go watch Heroine6 if you haven't! Its damn funny! Hubby is damn cute inside. His "AIGO!" Mal didn't have much appearance though. Maybe cause hubby was too funny. Guoshu is gaga over hubby and KimBum now!LOL!

Will be meeting Stella, Weijie and KayMiang on friday for drinking plus singing at Pool Junction. Ai Ren coming to join too! XD
I have yet to collect my FC cap from Cassandra. And I'm very lazy to collect. I damn busy during this break! Meet up with Janice and Co. , meet up with Stella and Co. , meet up with AhJo and Co. and meet up with cliqque. Please slow down the time!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-09T14:24:00.003+08:00

김현중, please take good care of yourself. I know, you are very busy right now. And this period of time is the time you shine. But, take a break first, so that you can walk down the path longer. I don't wanna see anything happen to you again. Get Well Soon.

Hubby fainted again. =( This time round, he was having high fever. They have to postpone their visit to Thailand. Can't they just don't make him work so much?! I know he gotten popular after BOF, but seriously, he is also a human. Please kindly let him rest. He is too weak now. I still the love the Hyunjoong in "Thank you for waking me up" and "We Got Married" The Hyunjoong in there is so healthy and he got enough rest. I miss the sleepy head in SS501. The one who is always the last one to get out of his bed. The one who danced "Snow Prince" half awake. The one who always wanna win in any games. The one who shouted "Aigo!" when he lost the game in "Heroine6"

Sometimes, I just wonder, if he never act in BOF, won't it be better? Because he is just tiring himself out now. He won't be fainting so often. He can sleep and wakes up the latest. Now i hope that they postpone their Asia Concert. I'm SS501 fan, I know in Singapore, we are all waiting for them to come. I have been waiting for this chance to meet him face to face for a very long time already. But for now, I would rather he to have enough rest. I don't mind waiting longer. Since we have already waited long enough, just a little more longer, why not?! I just want those boys to be healthy...

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

2009-06-08T23:21:00.008+08:00

Last Friday, met up with Jolyn, AiRen, Kellyn, March and Wenshao Ge. Its a mini farewell for Wenshao Ge. Since he will be servicing the army this coming friday!

Met up with Airen and Kellyn at PS first, as I wanted to buy my Sims3! And YAY! I finally bought it. Really happy about it. I have been playing it the whole weekends. Trying all the stuffs out. Its really cool. Seriously, its better than Sims2. Its easier to control too. XD

The Sims 3!
I bought it at Comics Connection, its $56.90. =D

Then we headed down to Marina Square for dinner at the HongKong Cafe. I ate noodles and drank Honey Lemon. Wenshao joined us after we finished our dinner. Then we headed down to Macs since Wenshao wanted to eat there. And we started to walk around aimlessly. In the end, we settled at CityLink's Starbucks. Did alot of camwhoring there and I had a video of Jolyn. She was damn high that night. I have no idea why. Anyway, I took all black and white photos since I need it for my GEMS project. Haiz. Stressed! MST is coming in 3 weeks time and GEMS project is due in 3 weeks time too!

Anyway, on our way to CityLink, Airen was testing March's chinese. I only have one question for March, "Just how did you get B3 for CHINESE?!!" hahahahah! She don't know the basic liao, still tested us on the difficults one. hahaha. And Wenshao was reading female magazine with March. Wenshao Ge, I relly worry for you sia! XD

I have uploaded the photos that we took on facebook, go tag yourself. And the video, I'm trying to upload on Facebook too. =D
And I'm gonna study for CT&A and MCT this whole week until Friday, I think. LOL! Wish me luck.

Oh ya! On the 6th June, there were many people's birthdays. Eunice Tan, JunYing, LiXuan and HUBBY's birthday! Happy belated birthday to you all!

Wenshao, I don't know when I will be seeing you again. Make sure to call us out after you are out from army! We will have mahjong, kboxing, drinking and sims3 sessions! Don't worry, I will miss you! LOL!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-04T20:13:00.004+08:00

The year3, year4, year5 and year6!hahahah!

Its really good to have you guys back!XD

Wenshao anyhow take!

Proper one!LOL!

Ah Bass! Great LEADER!

Yeah, I went SP Band just to see him, Mr Tan. He won't be back for another one year!

I miss Mrs Tan too! :(

Went back for band yesterday. Well, my section was surprised to see me!LOL! Had dinner with TiacWoo and co. Went back because of Mr Tan, since its his last practice with Sp Band, then he will only be back in a year time. Stella and Co. came back too! hahaha, so it was quite crowded! =) I didn't play anything, just did some warm up with the section then I went out and had a talk with Wenshao. I'm so gonna miss you Wenshao!

He will be off to protect us, next week! So the time left for us is very little! People, jio him out!LOL! Then Stella and Co. came. Followed them to 7-Eleven to get ice-creams. I didn't eat, cause I don't feel like opening me mouth. Headed down to bandroom and started taking photos. Kaymiang had all these crazy ideas of being some passer-bys and all that!LOL! Then we had group photos and photo with Mr Tan.

Headed home alone after that. Oh ya! I bought a laptop bag! Its red in color! REALLY NICE! I totally love it! I shall take a photo and show you guys soon! :D

Finally finished all the labtests. I totally did super duper badly for my ACS. Cause the lecturer don't know what she wanna see also la. I show everything liao, she still say got somemore. Haiz. But I was quite surprised at my MCT! Its something like programming. At first, I couldn't run the programme well. But after trying for 20mins, I did almost everything! I'm getting a sure 90/100 for that. I was supposed to get full marks! I bulit finished my programme, I just have to let my lecture see my result, but then he is so ARGH! He just asked us to stop doing and leave the room. There goes my 10 marks! And its like 15%!

MST will be coming soon. I only had 3 weeks to study! Study sessions soon people! Tomorrow, will be meeting Kellyn, Jolyn, March, Ai Ren and maybe Wenshao for dinner at Hongkong cafe. I'm excited to get my Sims3! hahaha!

You guys are great seniors and friends!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-06-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

This is a BIG NEWS seriously! I pity Eminem. Seriously, they shouldn't have done that. Its really not needed. Sasha, should just go and get a life please! Plus, doing this on MTV awards, its really damn low please! The guy who did that is Sacha Baron Cohen. Well, all I can say is, he is getting all the fames overnight. LOL!

2009-06-01T21:09:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAH! I "graduated" liao. XD JUST KIDDING!

Jeanna, congrats!You are out of SP. I'm gonna miss your classmates. XD

Wenshao, congrats! Don't be too emo, okay?! Anything unhappy can come find me, I will be there to listen. Lets meet up soon before you go NS! Drinking and KTV!

Darren, congrats! Though I only got to know you more this year, but its really fun to have you around in band and even in our gossip session!hahahah!

Grace, CONGRATS! I'm so miss shouting your name across the FC man! And Man U rocks! Meet up for clubbing and stuff okay?!

So, these are the people that I attended their graduations. And sorry Tiacwoo, I overslept yours. I really wanted to go, but I didn't realised that I woke up at 7pm! Sorry.
Well, with these people not in school, its really weird. I'm really gonna miss all of them. They cause so much fun and miserable.hahaha! But, oh well, we will keep in contact!XD

Anyway, something funny happened yesterday. So I didn't have any meal yesterday, until at night when I called Macs. So a guy answered my call, I told him whatever that I want. And I wanted my fries without salt. So when I said "I want fries without salt." Normally, they will just say "okay." or something like that. But this guy said "WAH, You so healthy ar?!" I was like o.O! Too shocked that I went "HUH?!!!" I confirm with you this person is a Chinese guy. Cause he can't pronouns "Tenteram" But oh well, he was being really friendly like some friend. Just wondering, I thought he was suppose to serve me seriously?! hahaha!

Today, started lesson at 10am. 2-hours lecture, but ended at 11.15am. So I had break until 1pm. Went FC5 with Cassandra for Subway. I had BMT!I haven't had that for a year! Cause I have been having Subway melt or some others.LOL! Then had practical. But practical was just doing nothing. Cause we have no labtest. And next was 2-hours of tutorial. 1st hour was CT&A, which totally sucks!I hate CT&A. I get what they are teaching in lecture, but when it comes to tutorial, I totally BLANK! Its freaking difficult. Anyway, I was facebook-ing using school's pc. Chatted with Ah Zhen and TingFang. Both of them too free during tutorial liao, play resturant city, and even started asking me what food I have, whether can trade anot. LOL! Funny sia. My last hour of tutorial was MCT, but luckily, he didn't teach anything, so just mark attentants and then I left liao.

Reached home at 5pm. And saw my mum and her friends playing mahjong. They are still playing now. All of the aunties saw me since I was born I think. So I know all of them. I was surprised to see one of them, whom we didn't see for at least 5 years! My parents though that she passed away la!hahahhaha! But oh well, she is already 70plus, I think. But she still looks young. :) Anyway, I think she long time never touch mahjong, cause she totally like a fresh noob. I was behide her, looking at how she play, I nearly wanna bang the wall! She had three 6suozi, one 7suozi, one 8suozi and one 9suoyi. So if she wanna throw, she should throw 9suozi right?! But she threw one of the 6suozi away! HAHAHA! I just stared at my dad I gave that "OMG!!!!" expression. Then he realised why I was "OMG-ing" hahahaha! I hope she don't lose too much on mahjong today!

Tomorrow, I'm having labtest. Wish me luck! And I'm starting CT&A tonight! Cause its too scary! Oh ya, Jolyn,March and Kayminn, if you haven't receive Kellyn's msg, I shall post it here. We are meeting on this coming Friday, 7pm at Cityhall Mrt Station. We will be having dinner at HongKong cafe. XD

Its time for me to meet up with Janice, Nicholas, Alwin, Bliondi and co. Though I saw Bliondi today, but still, I miss Janice!XD Maybe during the 3 weeks yeah?! Okay, off to do some work! Goodnight!

P.S I will be going for band on this coming wed! :D

사랑해, 김현중

2009-05-31T21:43:00.003+08:00

Went to meet Jeanna and March at Bugis at 3pm yesterday for our overnight Mahjong at Shuwen's place. I was late, yeah, for the first time, March was earlier than me. Oh well, I waited for the bus for 20mins! Anyway, so I only reached at about 3plus going 4pm?!hahaha. Then headed to Shuwen's place. The four of us played for a round first, I won a little for this round. About $4 to $6, I think, I didn't count.

We played until about 6.30pm when Julian(Is this how you spell his name?) came. So I gave up my seat and the four of them play, while I was watching my HUBBY on Channel U. Isn't he cute?!hahahah. Then Terence came over too for overnight mahjong. Seriously, even I had ex-change programme with these two before, but I don't remember them, okay, maybe I was too into that eye-candy of mine last time that I didn't notice. Oh well, thats the past. And Malcolm came after his band practice too.

Sadly, Jeanna had to leave, cause she can't stay. Julian too. So both of them left. Leaving the 5 of us. But then, our dear March, had a supper date with Eugene and Samuel, so she left us for 3hours?! And the 3 of them started to say alot of R-rated stuffs while playing the 3rd rounds of mahjong. Which was damn funny!hahahaha. I'm the innocent one! I won $1 to $2 here I think.hahaha, not much. March, was nice enough to buy back duck rice for us. After our supper at 4.30am, we played our 4th round of mahjong. March was taking over me while I rest a little watching some show, that I totally forgotten about it now. Because we started our R-rated topic again and also about lesbian.=X

We end the whole mahjong session at 6.30am?! Then March, Terence and I went home. And I slept all the way until 2pm, then watch some shows and head back to sleep again at 4pm, and waking up at 7pm to watch "Camp Rock"! I love the show! Shane is so cute, but oh well, HyunJoong is still my hubby!

Anyway, 超級星光大道 is coming to Singapore again. This time round, I feel like going. But I'm scare. Should I people? I'm hoping Pam Tan will go with me, since her voice rock! Its the last week of school tomorrow, and we are having labtests this week. Wish me luck! =D

사랑해, 김현중

2009-05-30T12:21:00.004+08:00

I love this video. Hubby is so cute inside here!

My favourite "U R Man" video.

This is damn funny!SuperJunior were all trying out laughing gas.
The way they laugh just made me laugh non-stop!

The most hit song in Singapore now,I think.LOL!
Everywhere I go, I can hear this song.
I love them!They are hot and pretty!

I just love how SuperJunior dance this song!

Above are the videos that I watch at least 5times!LOL!I know,I'm mad, but I love them nowadays.

Woke up today at 8am!Cause got to help my mummy to clean up the house. Need to pack my room also. But up till now, I haven't do anything yet!Anyway, will be heading to Shuwen's house to play Mahjong with her, March, Jeanna and others. Its a overnight Mahjong. Lets hope I have the energy! And pray that I win some cash back.hahahahah!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-05-30T01:04:00.005+08:00

Thanks Kellyn for the help of the layout of my blog.
And yeah,I have decided to change back to blogger due to the high demands from my friends.
But I will still keep wretch,since I have Taiwan friends who read, and some of my friends are using that too.
So the wretch is for my FC friends, while this is for the rest of you.

Had mini chats with Kellyn and March today, felt better after that. I don't know, maybe I'm over sensitive sometimes or whatsoever, but I really can't help but think of that. So, yeah. I'm seriously fine now, I 看開 already. There is no use keep digging on to the hole.

Anyway,I would like to say Sorry to WeiJie and Stella, I couldn't have lunch with them today. cause when they called me, I was already in the bus, on my way home. Next time okay? XD
And Stella, our KBox session its not settle yet!hahahahah..

Anyway, I'm happy that more and more people are liking my hubby Kim Hyun Joong. Friends like Sookfung,SarahSam and even Jannah!hahahaha.I know, he is cute right? Thats my husband.LOL!

사랑해, 김현중

2009-04-23T09:25:00.001+08:00

I have decided to come back to blogspot..
Maybe I post random stuffs.
Since my blogspot was like dead and no one come and spam anymore.

Thus, I shall make a COME BACK!
hahahah~

See ya soon~

2008-11-20T12:06:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

I'm here to promote!

I have a ticket which can allow two to go in to this coming sat Music Monster Festival (MMF).
I'm selling at $50. Whoever can pay that $50,will have the ticket.
No lesser than $50 or more than $50. First come first serve basis.

So please contact me at 96567985.
Once its confirm, please do not back out!(I'm SERIOUS!)
And I can only meet up either at Dover MRT tomorrow at 2-2.30pm.
Or Tomorrow before 6pm at Toa Payoh Inter-change.
Or Saturday at Expo itself.
I only accept cash.

-SOLD-

2008-08-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

I have moved to http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lindadada89

2008-08-20T01:11:00.004+08:00

Okay, I have been very down these few days. For those Lollipop fans should know why. Yes, our favourite show 模范棒棒堂. After the 28th August, we have to say byebye to Lollipop(敖犬，阿伟，威廉，王子，小杰 and 小煜) and Er Jun. Even the host 范范 will be leaving! I know its shocking to all of us, fans. I knew the news last week, even when Andy哥 said anything. Was really down. I even cried when I listen to Lollipop's 我们之间. Because of the lyrics. That night when I heard the news, I was in shocked. I cried badly. Then I turned and saw their concert DVD on my table. I decided to watch it. I was just sitting there no emotion watching it. Thinking through all the 700 plus eps that I have watched. These guys who I have been supporting them 2 years back. Then when it comes to the part where thet wrote letters to each other and reading it out loud to everyone, it wokes me up. Just look at them. They have grew up from a boy to a man. Now they can even hold a concert! The days are getting nearer and nearer to the 28th August. I was supposed to be looking forward on this day, since its my last day of exam. But now, I really hope this day won't come! I don't wanna say BYEBYE, even though I know its time to. I wanna see Lollipop every night. Just like 2 years back.... I don't know how the rest feel. But I'm somewhat angry with Andy哥. Why can't he be more clear about this?Why can't he let us have the time to prepare, why so soon and sudden?! I don't know and I don't wanna know anymore. I just wanna be childish for once! Just let me be...

杨奇煜，我会想你的!

People, give me a break. I'm not in the mood for anything now. For the meeting on the 28th August KBox and Dinner, I will be asking Kayminn and Cliqque, whoever wanna go let me know asap. On the 29th August, I will be going back SMSS with WeiTing and Co. those who wanna go back, let us know too. On the 30th, not in the mood to think yet. I need time to get use to all these...

我们之间

作詞：小傑(棒棒堂)、陳懷恩作曲：陳懷恩

這一段時間 有著什麼樣的畫面

喜怒哀樂全寫在日記裡面

發現每一頁全都是經典

所有故事都值得紀念

現實的考驗我們說好一起面對

不管多久多遠絕對不喊累

期待彼此更美好的明天

我們說好誰也不放棄誰

手牽著手(連成線最緊密的圓圈)

肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身邊)

深呼吸做你最高的堡壘

風吹過的海邊雨水下過的季節 讓我好想念

我們之間不會有改變

相同的起點一瞬間變成了樂園

我們之間轉了一大圈

相同的終點會發現所有的心願會實現

現實的考驗我們說好一起面對

不管多久多遠絕對不喊累

期待彼此更美好的明天

我們說好誰也不放棄誰

手牽著手(連成線最緊密的圓圈)

肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身邊)

深呼吸做你最高的堡壘

風吹過的海邊雨水下過的季節讓我好想念

我們之間不會有改變

相同的起點一瞬間變成了樂園

我們之間轉了一大圈

相同的終點會發現所有的心願會實現

我們之間不會有改變

相同的起點一瞬間變成了樂園

我們之間轉了一大圈

相同的終點會發現所有的心願會實現

我們之間 oh~一瞬間變成了樂園

我們之間轉了一大圈

相同的終點會發現所有的心願會實現

To Lollipop 和棒棒堂的迪底们，

現實的考驗我們說好一起面對!
不管多久多遠絕對不喊累!

我們說好誰也不放棄誰!

我們之間不會有改變!

Love，

永远站在这里为你们加油的我！

2008-08-07T19:15:00.002+08:00

Okay,I'm seriously pissed off today. Firstly, its a long day for me. Its super tiring day, I have to run around the school today, through and flow. And people just said their busy and all that. Its like I'm also busy, I also need to study. I don't know la. Maybe you think your course is super difficult while mine, its just EEE, so easy to get in, so will be very free. Well, you are wrong. I'm seriously irrtated by those who kept thinking they are very busy and need more time. What rubbish okay! By now you should know how to handle it all. You know because of all these running I have to skip 15 mins of my tutorial, 10 mins of lecture and also practical. So what now?! My time is not important?! Its not that I didn't try to look for people to help me, but who would want to go SAA get key open the room pass the snare drum then lock the room and pass back the keys at 9 plus 10am?! So I have to miss my ending lecture and beginning tutorial to run up and down to get keys and returned keys. I get it, who would wanna do that right. So well, with no complains I went,since its my job. Then dmit people called again saying they need the carpet at around 2.30pm. When I'm having lecture plus next lesson at 3pm is my practical which I will be having my practical test next week. Thus, I need to practice. I tried calling people, but SADLY no one was free. Until when I left my lesson already then Tiac Woo called back. Really thanks Tiac Woo for helping. I didn't want to burden him, but sad to say, no one wanna help. Everyone thinks that I'm freaking damn free.

Seriously, I'm sick and tired of doing jobs that sometimes that I'm not the only one that is responsible in doing. I mean I don't mind helping but there are limits in everythings la. I;m not trying to shoot anyone or blame anyone. Just venting my anger thats all. aaaAnyway, no one cares about my matter since I'm fucking damn free!(pardon me for using it) I'm really at the top of my anger. I was talking to GuoShu about it. She also have the same problems in her club. Its really nice of her to share with me. Felt quite cooler after pouring everything out to her.

I'm seriously thinking of quiting after this year from band. So please people, don't vote for me. I think I don't suit, I'm not capable of it and also I'm tired of people taking me for ranted. Not even a thanks from people. its as though I have the bloody right to serve them. Well, you are wrong. I can even turn my back and walked away. So don't make me do that.

Well, just thought that its my blog. So I have the right to vent out whatever I want. Don't bother talking to me about that. Cause I'm strong with my stand. Whatever you wanna say all I will reply is "Oh,okay lor." Cause right now, I don't have the bloody time to waste talking. I need to study due to all these rubbish I'm having a lesser time. Hope you do understand ENGLISH and just don't come talk to me about it. Cause I'm not in the mood to and I don't intent to. Clear enough?!

2008-08-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

I miss the time when we hang out together..
Just the two of us..
Going home together..
Meeting together..
Having lunch together..

Well,everything its not the same now..
Though we still say Hi..
But I know we are not as close as we used to be anymore..
You are the first person that I felt comfortable with..
The one that always makes me laugh with your lameness..
You are the one..
The one..
The one that I truly..

Okay,just feel like updating about how I feel now.
Its been for months already.This feeling has been inside me. Wanna post this because, nowadays my blog not so high. So not alot of people will come read.(WHICH IS GOOD!) But for in case, I won't put the person name here. I will leave it somewhere..I won't say who when you ask me. Cause I want you to find out yourself. Even if you are my close friends.Hope you will respect this, thanks!

(If you can see this)Go read my livejournal.

2008-08-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

Okay,here are the IBM photos that I have..

Anyway,not in the mood to update now. I'm having fever plus flu plu cough! Thanks to Dad and Mum! My Dad got flu passed down to my Mum. Then I was being a nice daughter, so I went to check her fever. In the end,they all okay liao,now I suffer! What the!

I'm kind of pissed! I'm not angry with the fever and all that. But I'm already sick,why you still ask me to do these do that?! When you all sick, can rest the whole day. While me?! Hello?! I'm not a maid get this clear!

Okay,feeling not as angry..

BYE!

2008-07-26T11:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 61sth BIRTHDAY DADDY!

Yesterday was my Dad's birthday. My second brother booked tickets for Singapore Flyer. Its the first time we took the Flyers. Not bad I think. You will be so excited in the beginning. After that,when it was coming down from the highest point,you will feel very sian liao. Cause very slow.LOL! My Mummy scared of heights!haha. She damn cute,I asked her "Wanna take picture anot?" She went "I want I want." LOL! haha,See the above picture,so sweet!LOL! Lovely couple!LOL!

Okay,I took quite of number of pictures from the Flyer. But all look the same,so just show two. Okay la. But I strongly advise you to get the Flyer after all the renovations are done. Cause can see more stuffs plus its more beautiful. Yupp Yupp.LOL!

After Flyer,we went Seafood Paradise. Remembered I said that turning thingy restaurant. Apparently,my Mum heard wrongly.LOL!But anyway, the food are YUMMY! All seafood plus one pork.LOL! I was aiming at the Alaskan Crab. But my brother didn't order that. -_-"'
First we had Shark Fin soup. REALLY NICE!
Drunken Prawn's soup. NICE! The alcohol! SUPER!
One of the Drunken Prawn and the Honey something something Pork Rib.LOL! My Daddy helped me with the prawns,so I didn't dirty my hands!LOL!
Vegetable with Mushroom! I love this dish!

Chill Crab! I only took one chill crab part and a white pepper crab. My favourite is the BUN!LOL! The seriously,though I don't take chill and all,its really yummy! Lets go there on day CLIQQUE!

After dinner is desert. My Daddy's one. Mango Sago. I took picture of it only. When I wanted to try, he finished it liao. -_-"'

My Da Ge,Da Siao and I ordered this. Very refreshing! LOL! We chatted here and there. My Mummy say she wanna learn English. LOL!

Okay,very lazy to go on with it. Shall end here,SEE YA!

2008-07-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! YAY! Back!
Okay after the all those spammers appeared, many stalkers came to ask me what happen. haha, finally know who are the one stalks.LOL! WeiJie is one of them!LOL!
Anyway,thanks for concern people! Its all okay!haha..

Okay Monday had a long day. 10am to 4pm. Went to play pool at Mobily with JunFeng,ZuHui,ZenJi and Sarjit. haha. Its the first time Sarjit played pool. They were teaching him to to play.haha. He played well. JunFeng they all not bad too.
Tuesday,maths the whole day then band practices. Very tiring day.
Overslept on Wednesday,cause the weather too good liao!LOL! So only went for band practices. It was full dress rehensal yesterday. This time round percussion section move very fast cause all of them help us. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!LOL! Keep it up! This JunYong ar,not as JunHao,Junhao pushed Timpani he never say anything. That JunYong kept saying his hands cannot take it and all that.LOL!Funny year1s..
Today,okay la. Seriously,EMD lecture at LT6 its just,TOO COLD! The air-con like free one sia!haha..
Tomorrow won't be going for band. Cause my Daddy's 61st Birthday tomorrow,same day as Stella and Singyi!LOL! Going to take Singapore Flyer! And have dinner at that rotating resturant!My brother told me about the Flyer,the dinner my Mummy say one. haha. Hope its real! LOL! EXCITED!!!
OKAY,off to do my PBILs and REPORT!

*Elmo from MFBBT will be going Army by the end of this month!SAD! And Andy Ge is sick. Those HSHMM's fans,chill! Stop scolding him. He did what is the best for both Didi and Meimei. Even Yatou already wrote on her blog liao. Please let him off..*

2008-07-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

NICE RIGHT THE EFFECT!haha! Love it!

Okay,here to update.
Today is a long day. 8am to 5pm. Didn't go for EMD's lecture. Went with JunFeng, ZuHui, Norman and ZenJi to Basketball Court. They played Basketball,I didn't. Cause the weather is way to hot,I don't wanna smell mah.LOL! Played for few hours I think,then headed for practical. This JunFeng ar, wanna sms girlfriend but never charge his phone. Then used my phone until low batt. I can't even on it.LOL! So didn't reply some msgs. Sorry people! Headed home and went to straight to bad and sleep until 9.30pm then woke up. Went forum to see see and chat chat. Until now.

Tomorrow no band practice. End school at 12noon but I think I will leave earlier. Cause the ACS's lecturer is really BORING. We can listen until blur one. So might tab and go. My dogs are going for grooming tomorrow too!LOL! Prepare to see their new look!LOL!

Message to FRIENDS,
haha,I know my tagboard very high nowadays. I also don't know why sia. I didn't even chase them due to Band Camp. I just went for the auto-graph session and thats all. I didn't even do anything to anyone on that day. Damn unlucky sia. But aiya, heck them la. haha.
One more thing, Lollipop's fans are not like them. We are nice people!

2008-07-13T11:08:00.005+08:00

My Favourite Picture of Mr.杨奇煜!

Hello people! Okay.my tagboard have been a form of entertainment to me these pass few days. LOL! Don't you think so? Damn entertaining sia. Seeing someone making a fool of herself in soomeone's tagboard. HAHAHAH! Seriously, first she said I got a sister which is like "WHAT A JOKE?!" LOL! I even asked my parents la!LOL! Okay, I know its lame.(-_-"') Then later say what I block her from going to MFBBT's forum. Hello?! The website got something wrong la. DUMP LEH! All those funny funny things coming out from her,LOL! Then now she say 小煜! I can tell you,many of the BBT's fans won't like you saying such things about BBT. Lollipop have said before that they reads everyone's letters. By saying all these you are also sayiing BBT. Then you say about SP. Hello,little girl! I bet you are still in your secondary school right?! For your info, I can choose to go to JC too. But I choose Poly. Many of us who can go JC choose Poly. Even my friend who is a 8 pointed went Poly. You just attacked wrongly again.*BANG BANG* And about my face. Thanks for your concern. I'm happy with how I look. I thank my parents giving me this look. Cause they are perfect to me! Didn't your mama or papa teach you not to attack people personally?!

Aiyo,this kind of people also have ar. I thought they all die long ago. Cause of all the bad karma they have.LOL! Anyway, cleaned up my room yesterday and changed my room's fengshui again!LOL! Tomorrow got RWP's test. Shall go and see what I must do.LOL!

[Edit]

Forgot to add. WeiTing,you better pray that I won't find out who you are. Cause if I know who you are,I don't know what will happen to you. :) Anyway, people! Go listen to FanFan's new album! NICE! Her "一顆心的距離" very nice. I got the whole album liao. NICE NICE! Oh ya,and also how can we forgot our BBT Er Jun. 公主幫 and 宅男塾! Nice EP too!

Oh ya! MFBBTSG's forum have changed to a new website! Its now http://mfbbtsgfc.5d6d.com/bbs.php Go and give your support to MFBBT!

2008-07-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of the funeral. Woke up at 6am to get ready since we are supposed to be there by 7.30am. Went to fetch my uncle and aunty then headed to Dover. Did all that I'm supposed to, and it was time to send my 3rd uncle on his last journey. We were asked to see him for the last time before they close the coffin. I didn't went up to see. I told myself that Mrs Lee is the last that I see, I'm not gonna see anymore of it. We walked him out and took a bus to Mandai. Its the first time I went there. When I see the coffin going in, it just makes my heart very heavy. I controlled my tears, I didn't let them fall. But we I saw my cousin,Karen cried, I could not hold on longer and starts to tear. Though I'm not close to my 3rd uncle,saw him less than 10 times. But it just makes me really sad to see him go like this. Hope his family will be fine.

Anyway, on our way back, we heard a moto crashed. So my dad and I went up to see. OMG! I saw his knee cap! BLEEDING! Lucky he was alright,he just injured his knee only. Then when I ran back to the funeral place, I an egg flying down from the block. I was damn shocked! All my uncles and anuties were there walking slowly. Lucky never hit them,they so old already. My brother was pissed, he kept looking up seraching for the one who threw the egg. Then the person threw ice down again! And he started shouting out loud scolding them. It came from a Malay family. They shutted their windows didn't dare to come out. Seriously saying, whats with these people. After the funeral, everyone already quite down, and them throwing things down?! Heartless creatures!

Headed home to sleep and wake up about 5pm. Then clean up. I got sore-eye! Very pain! ARGH! Going to see doctor and take MC tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILIN!

In 50 mins time,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLYN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA NG!

2008-07-05T11:37:00.003+08:00

Today is 小煜's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my 煜哥!Really love his attitude towards music and all that. LOVE HIM ALOT! 加油!杨奇煜！
Okay, I cut my hair on Wednesday. So yupp, here is a picture of my new look. I'm happy with the result actually. Most people thinks I look better with the new hair cut,while there were a few that disagree. Low Zu Hui is one of the disagree. haha. Its the first time I ever scold my poly classmates. He is the first that I scolded. Wanna know why? You see, I'm fine if you don't like my new hair cut, but don't talk behind my back. He want to talk behind my back yet he talked so loud until I heard it. So he kena from me lor. Somemore, my mood wasn't good on that day itself.

Anyway, sorry to the people I'm supposed to go out with this weekend. Sorry to Sarah Sam and Co. for not being able to go for the party today, sorry to Jeanna for unable to meet them and sorry for friends to ask me go chalet and all that. Cause my 3rd Uncle from my father's side passed away on Thursday. Thus, I need to go and help them out. His death was really sudden to me. The last time I see him was at some dinner place. Where everyone was present. He was still looking very good and healthy. But when I reached home on Thursday night, my brother told me he passed away. Really shocked about it. Hope my Uncle's family will get over it soon...

Oh ya, didn't go to school on Friday. This is the first time that I really OVERSLEPT! Cause I forgot to put alarm! Then when I woke up its already 8am. If I go,I will only go for one lesson which is from 10am to 12 noon. Then rush back home to go for the wake. So decided to give it a miss. Okay.Thats all for the update. See ya all soon!

2008-07-01T08:30:00.001+08:00

Whats up with my life?!
Its freaking dark that I can't see whats infront of me..

2008-06-29T18:51:00.002+08:00

Wow,its my 40th post this year.haha.Just post something about what I have been thinking since this afternoon.
Pam asked me a question on Friday. She asked " What will you do if you like one guy more than the other?And the guy that you don't really love asked you to marry him while the other didn't do anything to stop you." (Something like that la) So lets say the one that I like more is Mr.A and the other one is Mr. B.

I told Pam that I will marry Mr. B.haha. Cause its better to be love than to love someone. But then last night I dreamt of something that makes me thinks again. (I forgot the dream liao) But if I got to choose again, I will tell Mr.A my feelings towards him and wait for his reply,before making a move on whether to be together with Mr.B. Cause I think it will be kind of unfair to him, if I have no feelings for him. So what about you?

Anyway, I have found a person who wrote really touching stories online. Its all Chinese and the characters are all the LOLLIPOP members. I don't how she do it, all her stories, I can really cry. There was this one about age gap. 18 VS 48. I know its abit too much. but just think about it, whats the maximum age gap you can accept? To me,the max is 11years.Provided that the guy is older and not me. I can't accept guys younger than me. Okay,ya,I'm old minded. haha. Anyway,people who wanna go and read go this website http://www.wretch.cc/blog/irenehiuning/11984408
I cried at her story about 小煜.

Anyway,Happy belated birthday to KayMinn, WeiTing, Shah and the others...haha.
小煜's birthday coming! Its on the 5th July!YAY! The next is MeiLin 6th July, then Pam Ng,Kellyn and Jolyn 7th July.haha. July babies. 小煜!AHH!Going mental again~

2008-06-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!
Finally MST is OVER!WOO~
Anyway,went KBOX and Dinner with WeiTing,Esther,Helica,Pam Ng and Liz yesterday. Teow SookFung back up last min.-_-"' Still say I MIA,I think you MIA la.haha. Its been very long since I went KBOX. Freaking high.haha. Helica did stupid things when I was singing. She was trying to change the keys,mute the music, cover the screen so that I can see the lyrics and even changing the volume of the ehco. Come on man,you are dealing with me,Linda Yeo here.haha. I can still sing when you do all that la.haha. It doesn't affect me. Then I corrected some of their chinese,then they al tried to correct mine,but TOO BAD! Can't find any faulth.haha. Anyway, SookFung! You got a competitor! Helica! She is same as you! The whole 3 hours she only got one time in tune!haha!

After K-session went to have dinner at some Japanese-buffet something Yaki I think. Aiya,the place where you cook your own ice-cream. The food was good but not the ice-creams!haha. Its just so DOTS!Anyway,Pam brought a strawberry cake from TAKA. Its YUMMY!haha. And its really pretty.After dinner we found some dark place to take photos!Some jump shots and all that. haha. Then we headed to chill at MacD while Liz went home. Chat about Poly life. Can see that most of them doesn't like their poly life. I used to not like it like the beginning of year1,many things happen. But after knowing my ex-classmates, I had alot of fun. Going for long breaks when the lecturer only gave us 15 mins breaks, having class chalet and BBQ, studying together and all that. Its really fun to know them. Sadly,now we are all separated. But we still can see each other in school. My new classmates are also nice people. Just not as crazy as us before.haha. And also having all those wonderful bandmates. People who I can trust. Going for dinner before band starts,or even shopping.haha. Going concert together. Its really great to know all of you guys. Everyone of you adds colours to my life.

Anyway, I think everyone is different bah. Cause some who are like me cannot be alone and likes to be around with people. But some just don't like or don't dare to even make the first move. People who know me knows that I really cannot stand being alone. I feel that I'm aloner. SERIOUSLY! Maybe cause I always have friends around me and we are always so loud, thus I'm not used to those shy shy kind. Maybe you might say I'm just attention seeking, well, what can I say?! Everyone needs people's attention and thanks for giving me your attention thats why you thinks I'm a attention seeker.haha!

Okay enough about happy stuffs. Anyway, I have been wanting to voice something out long ago. So I decided to voice it out today. To people who stalk me and thinks I'm childish. In the first place I never ask you to come read my blog. Its your choice yo!Never tag never mind,but read already talk behind me,what are you trying to do? Come on la,we are all 19 this year already. If you think I'm saying you that come to me straight la,why ask people around me and even told them how childish I was or whatever. I said this alot of time already,THIS IS MY BLOG! I HAVE THE DAMN FREAKING RIGHTS TO WRITE WHATEVER I WANT.Not as if I go read your blog and comment about you. In the first place, you are a NOBODY to me. So please shut your big fat mouth up about me and also stop putting your nose into my life. I don't need you to add colours to my life,cause the colour you add will be black,which I don't want!So just get out..

I really don't know why got people like this. I'm this kind of person. I don't bother you,then you don't come bother me. Its really fine to say whatever you want about me cause my friends like me the way I am. Unlike you,having you have alot of people don't like you if you don't know. Even the teachers. While me? HAHAHA! I dare to say the teachers prefer me than you. Even the classmates too. All I say is "Oh!Too bad. There is nothing I can to about people liking me.hahha!" I won't be mean to you if you are not. Just stop all your stupid action. You want stalk and talk bad about people, you have choose the wrong person! Go find a new target la!

Feel so much better about voicing it out. (Calm down.Thinking of 小煜!LOL!) As you all know, I'm not a person who just sit down there and let you say whatever about me. I cannot stand this kind of people. If you really care, just come ask me la. I mean we are already old enough liao,why do we need to still behave like this. I have been very nice to even people I dislike. I never show black faces or talk bad about you when I see you. You see, I'm that kind when I don't like that person, I will keep my distance or try not to talk to you,just smile and look away. Cause I don't wanna spolit other's relationship with you. And making everyone unhappy doesn't benefit me at all. I won't do stupid things like this. Cause I'm old enough to THINK.ARE YOU?!

P.S: I know I sound mean at some parts of the post. Please pardon me. Cause I really don't like people to say things behind my back when I never even do that to them.

2008-06-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

Up until now I still have two more papers to FREEDOM!haha..

Yesterday ended paper at 12noon,then headed home with WenRui.Both take NEL mah. Reached BoonKeng wanted to buy lunch for Mummy and Daddy,so gave them a call,then realised that Daddy not working.Thus,I ask them whether wanna go Toa Payoh to have lunch together. BoonKeng got new bubble tea store! But not nice one. Though its only $1.20.But too sweet. I brought milktea,its damn freaking sweet!Okay,so took bus number 31 to Toa Payoh. On the way there, met Mummy and Daddy.haha. In the bus somemore!hahaha! Then we headed to the Foodcourt to eat. Didn't eat finished my food.I finished less than half of it. Then Mummy brought desert for us, this time round worse! I only drink for like less than 5 spoons,then I gave it to my Dad. I haven't been eating much these few days. haha, might be good if I continue like these.The day before,I didn't even drink or eat from 7am to 7pm! When I realised it, I was like "No wonder my lips damn dry." Maybe I should continue not eating for 12 hours,hahah!Just Joking,I think I will fall sick like that,you know,I'm weak.haha!

Anyway,after eating,went to FairPrice to shop around and stock up snacks for my overnight studying. Then something happened! I was pushing the trolley,then it kinda of like jam cause one of the worker was standing on stairs to don't know put what la. So I just slowly pushed my way through.Finally got out.Then guess what happen?! The worker turned and said "谢谢你哦~" in a super duper sissy tone! I'm SERIOUS! He is a girl gay. He kept saying,then I just smile and walked away. I turned back and looked at my Mummy,she gave the wanna laugh face. My hair were all standing! Damn eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ la. Okay buy all the stuffs already then home sweet home.

Updated!haha, 小煜 also updated his blog!Oh so sweet~haha. I got his link at the links section. Go and check out if you want.Til the next post, see ya!

2008-06-22T13:46:00.003+08:00

王子,威廉,敖犬,阿伟,小杰 and 小煜!(From left to right) 小杰 with that cute pose!Six of them so cute! My favourite three are all inside this photo! 敖犬，小杰 and 小煜！

Here to update.

Not feeling very well today. Since the night I have been shitting...Can die I tell you.

Update about the 12th June 2008! Woke up at 4.45am then took shower and prepared to meet Jacq whom I know from MFBBTSGFC at BoonKeng. Met at 6am at BoonKeng,then make our way down to Lunar. There were already like 20plus people over there. All there to support Lollipop! Got to know alot of people there. Though I know them from forum,but don't know how they look mah.LOL! They are a group of funny people!Went to MacD at Liang Court with Jacq then helped another Jacq to buy breakfast.LOL! Alot of common name there. Lucky no one name Linda there. After that went to meet YiLing,another one from the FC. She didn't know how to go Lunar,so I went to fetch her. Sat awhile and Kellyn called. So I had to head back to the station to pass Kellyn my stuffs. Cause got IBM camp mah. Headed back to Lunar,rested about 30mins?! Then went with Jacq to fetch her friend.LOL! Been walking around. Then finally we really rest at Lunar. Jacq and the rest brought a present for 小煜,its a mini saxphone. So I helped her to wrap the present!(LOL!Imagine 小煜 touch the present that I wrapped!) I was thinking whether I should gave my present to 小煜. I brought a mini Mahjong keychain for him. They all were like "OMG! What makes you think of buying mahjong?!" Lol,a mahjong freak will of couse think of mahjong la.haha. So I decided to give it to him(He should see it by now!)

Some of them went to the airport to fetch them. They told us there were quite a number of people,and Andy哥 got come!LOL! We were damn high when we heard Andy哥 came! Finally we got to go in to Lunar. It was mess outside Lunar,cause the organiser didn't do a very good job in the lining.On our way in,we can buy their concert DVD. Cause its not out in Singapore on the 12thJune,so they actually brought all the way from Taiwan! And only got 300 of them.Lucky I brought it!Its actually very cheap for a DVD,its only $26.I think now they are selling at $24 I think,but currently should be out of stock again.Cause alot of them buy.

Anyway, I was the first row after VIPs,LOL! So quite okay! Then finally they came on to the stage! They sang two songs!Then talked abit. OMG! 小煜 was damn 帅! 小杰 was very CUTE! 敖犬 kept giving all those funny expressions! So we were waiting for our turn to go up the stage for their auto-graph. Then we were like infront of 敖犬! I waved to him,and he waved back!LOL! Finally its our turn to let them sign. As people who watched MFBBT know that Andy哥 is also very popular and handsome. He was standing next to 小杰. So when its my turn,they stopped me,cause the six of them wanna drink water.LOL! Then I was starring as all six of them and didn't take notice of Andy哥. When I turned and look then I saw him! We had eye-contact!I was stoning!Then he waved at me and said "Hello!" I was like "Oh!HELLO~"(Waving very hard)LOL! In my mind I was like "OMG!Andy哥 eh! Andy哥 took the first move to say "hi" to me!" LOL! I was damn high by then. Then I walked to 小杰 and told him to "加油!" He smiled back at me with his that super duper cute smile! Then we shake hand. And next was MY 小煜! I said "小煜!你好帅哦!" He looked up at me with that super electrifying eyes of his and said "谢谢~" Then shake his hand also!I really don't wanna let go of his hand man! Next is 王子. Seriously,he doesn't look like he is 19! He looks so much older. I was kinda of shocked to see that he looks old. I said the same thing that I told 小杰. He replied " 谢谢." Next up is 阿伟 he doesn't look square!LOL! Cause the whole group of them kept saying his face looks so square. Anyway,I went up to him and notice 敖犬 was actually looking at us (Cause he got nothing to sign yet mah,too free liao) I told 阿伟 "阿伟!你很高!" Cause he was the shortest in the group he is around my height I think. 阿伟 said "谢谢!" LOL! Shake hand!He accidently drew on my hand,I nearly wanted to say "AYE!"LOL! Then I just remembered 小煜 is there so I just turned and saw 敖犬's face! He was giving that kind of like 阿伟 tall meh face.LOL! damn cute! He looked at me, then I just didn't know what to say and just said "敖犬!帅!" Guess what he reply?! He replied "帅!" OMG! It was damn cute of him to reply that!LOL! SO we shake hand and I went to 威廉. I tell you! I'm disappointed in him. I called his name,he didn't look up and never even shake hand with me and some of the others! Thats the only sad thing,but its okay la. Since I don't really like him just that he is in the group so I support him too.LOL! And seeing 小煜 makes me forgets all these small matters plus the actions that 敖犬 and Andy哥 did towards me,I'm very HIGH liao!LOL! Anyway,I told one of my friend that 阿伟 drew on my hand! Guess what! When both of us came out we both said "阿伟,drew on her hand!" "阿伟,drew on my hand!" LOL! By then then I realised that there were people looking at us with killer eyes! Cause Lunar limited people who can go in. And you need a ticket to get in. So those who didn't get it, they were standing outside. Jacq got like 3 more tickets extra on that day la,I told her to sell it.But I think she didn't.LOL!

After that,I said bye to the FC people and headed back to SP for camp. My heart was still beating fast!

Watched their DVD during the night. Slept quite early cause too tired liao.Oh ya! I even wrote letter to 小煜 and 小杰! Wanna know why I didn't write for the rest? Cause I long time never write in chinese! Then that two letters took me 1 hour plus! Can die! I'm still very high about seeing them. Oh ya! Channel V got come and video too. So maybe its gonna be on MFBBT! Stay tune!Okay,so here are the pictures. Go and see if you want. http://picasaweb.google.com/lindayoz/LollipopAtSingapore

Tomorrow is MST liao! STUDY HARD EVERYONE!WE CAN DO!

2008-06-16T13:21:00.001+08:00

Hello people!
Back to update,now uploading photos,will update you guys about Lollipop's auto-graph session and band camp after I'm back from Father's Day celebration later today!

AHH!I saw Lollipop and Andy Ge!

2008-06-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

*Cough Cough* Having fever now...Haiz..

2008-05-30T23:58:00.003+08:00

Just came home from supper at Boon Keng with Jannah, YorkChong, YY, Joseph and Vincent. I was actually slacking at home since 12noon. I left half way during lecture. Did not go for band since its for the year 1s today. Then slack all the way until 10pm when Jannah called. So I headed down to BoonKeng to meet them for dinner. Since its Jannah's treats anyway!haha! Jannah you are so gonna get it from me soon! Really, how can you do that to me?! Oh ya! YorkChong did a super funny face. I can't stop laughing, maybe he is trying to act cute.haha. But sadly, only I saw that!haha.

Lolipop, Bang Bang Tang is coming to SINGAPORE! They are coming on the 11th to the 13th June. Guess what?! I'm having IBM camp on the 12th to the 14th June! ERRR! Don't care, I'm gonna go for their auto-graph session and try my best to get back for section competition.haha. Yes, I'm going! You can't stop me! I have waited for 1 year plus, and they finally come! So I MUST GO!LALALALA~

2008-05-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. I'm here to update. Just watched the Si Chuan's Charity Programme on Channel 8. Okay, I must admit that I cried. I cried like mad. Even though I have no one I know from Si Chuan but seeing all these heartbreaking news I just can't stop crying. They showed the story of Chen Jian. A man at the age of 26. He was trapped inside for three days. When people found him,he was still alive. Reporters talked to him making sure that he is awake. They spent 6 hours getting him out. When he was out,he said "Thank you" sounded very weak. On the way down to the ground, he fainted. When they reached the safe zone,they tried calling him,but there was not answer. They did CPR,no answer. Reporters at the side kept calling his name " CHEN JIAN!CHEN JIAN!CHEN JIAN!" One of the soldiers who carried him down said " Silly man. Can't you just bear a few more minutes?" I watched this actually on Thursday on youtube. You guys can watched the whole video. They video-ed him since they found him until he die. He was a very brave man. He did his very best to stay alive. But I guess he was really very tired after so long. Chen Jian you are a HERO!

Okay, one more week to holidays! Three weeks study week. Got to mug! Tomorrow I will have RWP presentation, Wednesday I have PLC report and interview for project and Thursday and Friday I have Lap Tests. Gonna be a busy week for me. Wish me luck!Oh ya! Yan Qi had left to Beijing for her ITP. Hope she will be fine there.

2008-05-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

Have been catching the news about SiChuan,China. Read and watched all the news about it. Wanting to know whether its better now. Sadly, its getting worse. Everything is just coming to an end. First it was SARS(World), Tsunami(World), Cyclone(Myanmmar), Earthquake (China) and some Sand thingy (India). Maybe the end of the world is coming. What should we do now? Enjoy all we could since we don't know when its gonna be our turn? I don't know. All I wanna do now is to help the people in SiChuan. I don't how I can help. Seriously, I was even thinking of flying there to help to dig the bodies out for their love ones. I'm willing to do that. But can I?!

Hang on there China! Everyone is supporting you all. Must stay alive! Your love ones are still waiting outside for you all to return to your home.For the sake of your parents,childrens,siblings and friends,STAY ALIVE!Friends and relatives of SiChuan's victims,stay strong. For you are their strength to survive! I was reading online about the earthquake today. There were a few stories that touched me. I tried my best not to cry,but I still did. One was about a family of four generation dying while hugging one another. A mother still breast feeding her baby even though she is dead. Another mother die while protecting her child,leaving a message in her phone that says " My dearest baby, if you are still alive,remember that Mummy loves you..."Thank god that her child is still alive. One student was saved after long hours,she was studying while trying to keep herself awake. Another one was singing,as its her dream. Another two students who totally don't know each other,they were talking to one another to keep themselves awake. Luckily for them,they were saved. One of the soldiers begged the rest to let him save one more live,when the earthquke strikes again. (All these are from http://omy.com.sg and http://xin.sg )

I don't know what to say after reading all these. We should be glad that we are still living in this world and our family members are still with us. May god bless those who are still fighting to live....

2008-05-12T15:28:00.003+08:00

THE YEAR 2S ROCKS!WOW!
Kayminn,Kellyn and I.
The St.Margaret's Girls with percussion's year1s and year2s.
Kellyn and I.
WenXiang and Tiac Woo.

Finally updated after the camp.Well,overall was fun. Though something happen during the night walk,but its still a fun camp.

Friday,had band pratice then it was the year1s introduction time. After the introduction, all of us headed to our room to put down our things. Then we headed to wash up. We wanted to watch Prom Night but sadly,it wasn't loading so we ended up watching Xing Guang Da Dao. Only WenXiang,Emily and I were watching while Kellyn and Kayminn went to sleep. Seriously thinks that WenXiang and I can judge quite well.haha. We can guess who can pass the competition.haha. Both of us don't like Zhou RouRou too!haha. After watching,all went to sleep. I couldn't sleep cause of the group outside.haha. They were sleeping outside the classroom.haha. I joined them. Tried to sleep but still can't. So headed back to the room with Tiac Woo. So finally I slept for 3hours. Thanks to Tiac Woo who woke me up. He used touchlight shine at me and all that. So finally I woke up. Kellyn was awake because of me.haha. Read her blog and you will know why.haha.

Saturday,took shower then went for breakfast. Then were break into our group. I was the GL for group1. Joel and Joseph were the year2s in my group.Year 1s I have Emily, Rebekah, Jun Yong, Victor, Mud, Clarence,John and Jimmy in my group. We are called the CODA.haha. So we played blow wind blow,wacko, then had lunch. Then headed back to bandroom to play the guess whats is wrong game. After that was captain ball! The winner is the Year3, my group came in 2nd. The year3 too strong liao. Got Yokechong they all. I kena hit by the ball while I was standing outside watching the match.Haiz. Damn bad luck. Headed back bandroom rested for two hours. Then went dinner. After that had night game. Shan't say what happen during the night games. Cause I don't want to remember the unhappy stuffs. But wanna say, there is always a limit in everything. It just went overboard this time round. Everyone have their limit in everything. If we all take a step back each, things won't be seem so big. So lets just relax and forget about the incident. Anyway, the police came cause it was too noisy. I think cause got alot of camp going on. Saw JunFeng,haha. He lost his voice just like me. Thus,we didn't go to school today.All too tired already.haha.Took shower and headed back to sleep straight away. I even forgot that I need to go for year 2 meeting.haha. Everyone slept until 8.30 then wake up. Thanks to Syhair who woke us up. If not we will be late already. Headed back home straight with Kayminn and Joseph.

2008-05-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

I'm happy that most of the problems are solved. Cliqque is still as bonded as it used to.Just wanna say,though we have conflicts,but it always ends with a happy ending.

What am I gonna talk about today?Lets talk about some people who always wanting to see our CLIQQUE break. You know who you are.Yes,I'm talking about YOU! Well,first of all,just one question. Why are you so happy to see people ending their friendship?! Doesn't mean that your own group broke then the rest must be the same as you. I know you are just jealous that The Cliqque is so united as one.Wanna know how we maintain our relationships?! Solve the problems MATURELY and don't always think about yourself and yourself only! Even though you are already graduated from secondary school, I think your mind is still stuck at lower secondary please! Its our own Cliqque problems,I don't see why you need to know everything. Yes, you might say you are concern for us. But there should be limits. By now,you should know your own limits. Having you knowing, I don't see any help in the problems too. So maybe you should just MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. Get it?! I don't even feel like talking to you when I see you. It just makes me feel so fake to chat with you. Cause seriously,you have left a super bad impression on me. Causing problems and yet running away from responsibility. Leaving all those bullshit at the back to let someone clean it up for you. Its like "HELLO?! How old are you already?!"

Thus,I hope all those KAYPOHS will stop putting their nose into The Cliqque's matters. Cause you are not part of us and I personally don't welcome YOU! You will be dumb to continue to ask the rest about these. So just shut up and mind your own business!

Okay,feeling much better now. Anyway,I'm very pissed also. Just thinks that this kind of people have nothing better to do. Okay,will be having SP's Band FO Camp next Friday to Sunday. Thinking of bringing Laptop,should I?haha. Maybe I should,then can watch my Bang Bang Tang.haha!Till the next post,see ya!

2008-05-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carrying on,
Cause I know you don't belong in heaven.

Would you hold my hand if you saw me in heaven?
Would you help me stand if you saw me in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,
Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.

Don't you find it touching?Will the people you love the most forget who you are when you go Heaven? Will your love ones forget who you are when you meet them in Heaven?

Well,even now,some people already have forgotten about me and you. Some who are close to you when you were young changed to a completely different person. Sometimes you will just think "What if I did that?" or " Maybe if I did that,all these won't happen?" Why do we have regrets in life?Why do I have so many regrets? Why didn't I explain everything before that?If I have explain everything to you now we won't be a completely strangers when we see each other. I remembered you used to sms me in the middle of the night to ask me to chat with you. Sms-ing each other during boring lessons,cracking jokes to make each other happy. But now all these is all gone. We don't even say a "Hi" anymore. Come to think of it, I think I'm very childish to have done that,its my fault. It ended our friendship just like that. I never regret having you as a friend. Even though we are from different school we are still close friends. You are always there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. My friend,my friend,my friend....

HELLO people! I slacked the whole day today. Just sleep and eat and watch Healing Hands!haha. What a slack life?!haha. I love to have holiday on Thursday. Since its my longest school day.LALALALA~haha. OKay,see ya soon again.

2008-04-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

I feel like giving up all the things that I'm carrying now. Its feels like a burden to me. Should I carry on?! I don't wish to take on other's responsibility,but why is everyone making me do that? I'm think the people who are running away from their responsibility should step up and resolve it themselves. Sometimes I don't even know why I step inside the room for?Not enjoying myself like I used to be. Just stressing myself even more. I'm already very stressed with what I have already and people are just adding stuffs to make it worse. Do I look like I'm so free?!

And Cliqque,I REALLY GIVE UP. I wrote a post on the blog asking a small request from you girls,is that very troublesome?! I even went to everyone's tagboard to tag and no one replys except Jeanna,March and MeiLin who doesn't have a blog. You girls wanna solve the problem yet no one wants to step forward. I tried to do something yet no one cares. Sometimes I really thinks why am I such a busybody?!

Maybe I'm stressing myself too much. Maybe I should just let everything rot by themselve. Maybe I should just leave it alone and just enjoy myself,being so self-fish in everything that I do. But can I?! I don't know,don't ask me what I'm gonna do. I just need to get rid of all these problems ASAP. I don't like to run away with a problem. I don't like to just leave the problem there knowing that its there. I don't wanna act as though nothing happen. I'm don't wanna act as though nothing happen and I'm always so "FREE" I really don't want to....

2008-04-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm here to update about this week. Well,same as all school days,quite okay. I'm have been listening in SOME of the lectures not all since really its very difficult to concentrade!haha. Celebrated Yat's 19th birthday. We gave him a surprise birthday thingy. Yupp. Its the first birthday I celebrate with my new class. Anyway,after being a new class,I thought I won't get bully. But no,now its ZuHui's turn. Haiz,poor me. But I do enjoy their company.haha. So lets talk about Thursday then. Cause I saw my eye-candy and know his name!LALALA!haha. Shan't say his name here,later people know. Anyway,ZuHui and JunFeng were really funny! This two guys ar.never grow up please.haha. We were having lecture then JunFeng started to tell ZuHui about my eye-candy and all that. Guess what they did?! They helped me took photos of him and also asked whats his name. Damn MALU!Then they kept saun-ing me also. But I didn't care cause I was starring at my eye-candy!OMG! He is getting cuter and cuter please!haha.So now half of my class knows who I like,whenever they see him,they will "LINDA! LINDA! SEE! SEE!"haha. Well, at least he keeps me awakes in lectures.

Friday,had practical in the morning at 8am. Then had lecture at 10am to 12noon. I was actually looking forward in lecture,because I can see Janice and also my eye-candy. But sadly,he didn't come for lecture!haiz! And I wasn't sitting with Janice. haha. Our teacher gave us 10mins break,but we came back I think 30mins after?! Saw Nicholas so chatted with him before going back for lecture. ZuHui,JunFeng and I left before lecture end. Since whatever she said is in the textbook,we just have to read it,so we just left. I left to meet Jannah. Then headed to PS.haha. Went home after that. Then headed back to SP for band. Wan Ping and I were supposed to go for some ladies's talk with three of the females MP,but we couldn't find the place. So headed back for band.Reached home abour 11pm.

Didn't do anything today. Just played Mahjong with my parents. I won $20plus today.LALALALA!haha. OKay,shall packed my room so that I can do my work. Till the next post,see ya!

2008-04-18T16:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my longest day in school.8am to 4pm.Supposed to be until 5pm,but we finished our practical fast.So anyway, first lesson was DCS's lecture. I was playing attention for the first time. Cause my other lectures I have been sleeping. Anyway, I found a new eye -candy! He is also year2 in EEE. Cause we are in the same lecture. He is seriously cute!Why didn't I see him last year?!haha.After 2 hours of lecture went to meet Jannah to ask her to lend me her PSP for me to survive the rest of the day. Tutorial for EMD,we did nothing,so whole class went for breakfast. Nest was S&I tutorial. That Fazlur Rahman(lecturer) is killing me! He is kind of irrtating. He wants the 100% perfect answer! I know its good for us,but its like everyone knows what we are talking about,so maybe a 95% is good enough? Didn't have lunch during break since we had breakfast a few hours before that. So headed to libary and watched resident evil. After that,headed to LT6 for EMD's lecture. I saw my eye-candy again! haha. Anyway.not everyone was listening since we have no notes yet. So it was just introduction. My classmates were eating and playing cards during lecture la.haha. We ended an hour plus earlier. So since we didn't have our lunch,we decided to go and eat!haha.

We headed to FC3 to have lunch. I had noodles. Guess what! I saw my eye-candy for the third times in a day!haha! Anyway,I was telling my classmates how cute he is.And JunFeng said the guy next to him is cuter!haha. The girls agreeds with me that my eye-candy is cuter than the guy that JunFeng said. See,I have better tastes.LOL.Headed to T12 for practical. JunFeng was the first to enter to room and realised there was still lesson going on. He was damn MALU!haha. Practical was quite okay. Just some basic of using the instruments and thats all. Headed home with Jannah and her classmates.Reached home, was having a very bad headache and skipped dinner.

Woke up this morning trying to get ready for school, but wasn't feeling well. So headed back to sleep.Have been feeling unwell the whole day. Untill now,I'm feeling a little better. Well, decided to give band a miss. Need to study now. Cause haven't been listening in class. So better starts studying now.Haiz. See, I'm stressing myself again. Well, maybe cause I'm aiming high for this year. In order to have good result and go into local UNI. Okay,shall stop here....

2008-04-16T19:42:00.004+08:00

Finally the SEVEN LOVES.Our Virgin Sentosa Outing together!LOL!
Kellyn and I.
The four what were playing around on that day!

Kayminn and I.

So,last Saturday went to Sentosa with my CLIQQUE! Well, shan't say much here. Just wanna add a few stuffs! Never plan any outdoor gathering when you ask Jeanna and March along. Cause comfirm will have HEAVY RAIN!Its 100% comfirm! The best in the CLIQQUE who can take a group photo together is ME! LOL! Cause, Jeanna,Kellyn and SookFung tried taking us together but failed. So the expert did it.THANKS THANKS!Lastly,SookFung is a Pig! She slept on the beach under the shade.So tell me go beach for?LOL!

So Monday started school. JunFeng,ZuHui and I were late for our first lesson.We stepped in the class 10 mins later and left after 5 mins. Since its onlt introduction of the module. Well, I believe all my classmates quite unhappy about the class arrangement. We are all splited! JunFeng,ZuHui,THE INTERNATIONALS and I went to 2A01. Then Shah,Raymond,WenBin,Dino went to 2A05. And Sartesh,Jerome and Bliondi went 2A03. Nicholas changed course,now his class got more girls and he said one of them quite pretty. Then Janice,Anish and Nash went Bio class while Alwin,JunLong and Subash went Aerospace class.Kinda of sad that we are in different class. Cause only our class is split to different classes. 1B29 who took the same IP programming with us they are still together as a class. Haiz. Maybe like what JunFeng say,we are too loud together thats why we are in different class.

Anyway,saw my new classmates. They have already knew each other since year 1. So its like very weird of us to join them. Anyway,we didn't really chat with them until today. Now my class have 22 students,4 girls and 18 guys. Same as before. Quite a OKAY class. They are nice people after talking to a few of them. Some quite smart too. Seriously,I think I'm too loud. Maybe I should just tone down alittle.haha. Anyway,had my first GEM's class today. Got quite a drama in class today. Not me,but these group of guys against this guy from HongKong. Well, all I can say is this is a Poly,no longer secondary school. So maybe should act mature abit?! Well, it doesn't matter anyway. Cause it doesn't affect me. So lets just sit back to watch the show!LOL!

Okay,I'm having lesson tomorrow from 8am to 5pm! The LONGEST DAY EVER! I DON'T LIKE THURSDAY! Till the next update,see ya!

2008-04-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

I'm very pissed now. Not with friends but with the school. Seriously saying,why do we need to do all these self-cert for?! Can't they just install for me SP wireless can already? They are causing alot of problems. First they can't find software for the wireless,thus I have to go back tomorrow again for them to fix the wireless.Now I can't even go to XP account. So what am I suppose to do? Seriously, I don't even think that they should ask students to help to do the self-cert. Cause in the first place,we are handling something that cost at least $1k! What if they spolit it?! Will they pay?! Shouldn't they ask people with the skills to do it to save all this problems and troubles?!If still cannot tomorrow,I'm gonna give up. And just borrow from people laptop to do my test. Its just killing me seriously!Why can't the school be more fexible?! I don't think we all need these stuffs in our laptops. And after poly life,we still have to uninstall everything,that will cause alot of troubles too. I seriously thinks that they should just make our life easier. I just the SP wireless to do tests. Other than that,I don't see why I need it for. People from SP should get what I mean.

Even if we really REALLY NEED to install all these rubbish, can't they ask people who license to do it?! Its damn DAMN DAMN unsafe to let the students handle all these stuffs. Some can't even solve the problems. ARGH! Freaking pissed off right now. Lets just hope everything will go well tomorrow and settle by tomorrow. Cause not only I'm pissed,my brother too. And you know what that means. If cannot be fix,see the news in forum yo!(Now you know how piss I am.)

2008-04-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone. Today I like to share videos to everyone.Its damn funny! I don't know why cannot post in here. But I give you guys the link.

First video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=FQt-h753jHI&feature=related
Second video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=cT18LZItBLA&feature=related
Third vidoe(Compare of two of the same kind): http://youtube.com/watch?v=-7ZvzLaHPVU

Can see that she improved her english. But now whenever I listen to Without You or the words Can't Live,it just makes me think of her "KEN LEE"haha! She is a HUHA now!haha!

So,Yesterday had A* Maths gathering. Though only 8 of us plus the teachers. We went Thai Express for dinner. SookFung and Mr Chua was on time. I was just less than 5mins late. The rest came later please.haha. Anyway,the whole group bully me! I was so scare as they say they are making me pay the whole bill. I'm very poor people. I have already spent my Mahjong money kay.haha. Then went to eat ice-cream. Since Miss Ho helped me pay for my Thai Express,then I paid for the Ice-cream.haha. Both if us shared a 8 scoops ice-creams. It was shared with the rest.haha. We chatted from 5pm to 10pm. Then headed home together with Faiznur and Mr Chua. This Helica disappear half way while we were walking la.haha. Well, really have alot of fun. Hope to have one maybe half a year or something. Maybe next should be chalet.haha.

Helped Mummy with the temple prayer thingy today. Then until 6plus evening then I have time to pack my room. I've changed the place of my table again. haha. I know I very free. But I like to step inside the room feeling refresh. So I will always change after awhile.haha.Anyway,since I have change my blogskin,its easier to reply tags on tagboard now. So tags will reply on tagboard okay?!

Welcome MeiLin back to Singapore.And one more thing!BANG BANG TANG IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!OMG! YAY!

2008-04-05T12:04:00.002+08:00

Does anyone of you gets affected by what you dream? Well, I just do today. I had a dream last night. Which actually I'm feeling about not in the mood to do anything now.Just thinking what will happen if I have did it the other way. Will the ending be different? Well,people always says that dreams happens always the oppsite of the real life. Really hope so then.

Anyway,change my blog skin. I will update maybe tomorrow or something.Tags reply together with the next update too.

2008-03-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

Okay,Happy belated birthday to Audrey and SookFung. I very to update what happen on that day. So go and read other's blogs about it kay.So what I did today? I went to West Winds-All Things Japanese concert at Esplanade Concert Hall. Overall I think its good. Their Piccolo player was really good I tell you! He did the solo and all that. My favourite section was French Horn section. Its the very first time I heard such an in tune Horn section. Their pitching and all that was really good. Their Euphonium section was good too. Overall their basses was good. Very thick and round sound. Oh anyway,James,my brother's friend is in Horn section. FangYi's brother also performed. He played Saxophone. Guess who else we saw?! Mr Hoo! Yes,secondary that Mr Hoo. He played Oboe of course. The guest conductor is from Japan called Mr Ito Yashide. He plays the piano really well! I think all the Japanese conductor very talented. Anyway,I think their Clarinet and Flute section not as good compare to their basses. When they play solo,is good. But when they are together,its very air-ri. Thats something so good about. And one more thing! Seriously, I think kids nowadays don't know when to behave properly.

I mean, when a concert was about to start,they all started to "SHHHH!!!" everywhere! Okay,there were alot of secondary and primary school kids there since their teachers were performing. But is like the Ambassador Extraordinary and Plenipotentiary,Embassy of Japan was there too! So I seriously think they should at least behave properly in the concert hall and not acting like some monkeys.They even cheered when the workers pushed back the piano,which I felt was really NOT FUNNY and NOTHING GREAT ABOUT IT! But for the sake of the music, I tried my best to forget all these stupid actions they did. This is the first time I heard three encore pieces!Yes!THREE!haha. But it all worth it. I'm very proud of my brother.He stayed for the whole concert, I thought he will leave during intermission,which he didn't.

Anyway,thanks Alison for watching the concert with me.haha. Miss those time when the whole section go for concert together.haha.

Tags Replies:

Kellyn: Okay okay la,I'm staying blogger for now. You sound as though blogger pays you to promote.haha!

WeiTing: Yes! It is addictive! Ep3 tmr night!AHH!haha.

PeiYu: Of course I'm smart!haha.Thanks for the concern la. After April I start school already!haha. Wee see how kay!

ATTENTION!!!
All Add Maths people! We are having gathering on the 6th April with Miss Ho and Mr Chua. Will be eating at PS's Thai Express. We are gonna watch movie before dinner. We are watching George Romero's Diary Of The Dead. Please kindly contact me to let me know whether you are interested in the movie.And come for the DINNER!

Message to Dear March Tan,

I just read your blog.Cheer up! You have to realise that being a nurse all this will happen anytime. Yes,its your wrong for not taking good care of the old lady. But whats done cannot be undone. What you have to do now is to take extra careful next time.Stand up from where you fall,okay? And having paitents passing away its should be a common thing that you should be well prepared. I know its very difficult,but its just a route in life. Everyone have to die.Its just when you will pass away and leave this world. I don't think you are a disaster to patients. You choose this path yourself,no one force you to. So I believe when you made the choice of being a nurse you already know that you have the cut in it. There are many stones that will prevent us from crossing over. So are we gonna just stand there and hope one day the stone will disappear or try ways to cross over?I'm sure you are smart enough to choose.Just one last thing,please decide on what you wanna do. I know Mass Com is what you want. But think about what future you will have? Seriously,Singapore's entertainment industry is really too small. I know I'm puring cold water on you. But I want you to get this right. This world is very cruel. If you really want to get into the entertainment industry,you have to work really really hard for it. I seriously,hope you can thinking about it carefully. I personally think you should just stay at nursing.I will still support what you have decided.Always remember this,its okay to fall,just remember to stand up by your own.

2008-03-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone. Okay,I will blog about Audrey's birthday later when I have the photos.

So today's Topic..Hmmm..LOVE?! Many of my friends recently got attached. Which I'm very happy for them that they found their love ones. I must say, I don look forward for my first love but sadly its still now here yet. Haven't found THE ONE yet. I don't know whether having a relationship now is a good or bad thing since I'm not in one. Personally, I know I'm a person that I will like a guy quite easily if he is nice to me. I mean in the sense that all the feel is there and how he treats me and his friends la. I need a man who can protect me from any harm. He don't have to be very well bulid(better to have la),don't have to be very handsome, don't have to always give in to me. I like guys who have their own thinking, knows what he is doing, responsible and most importantly giving me a sense of securely.

Anyway, I don't know whats wrong in being single. Yes,when we are alone at times,we do hope to have a love one beside us for us to cuddle or whatsoever. But beside that? Maybe I haven't meet one yet so I don't know. Well, we will see about that then. Okay,I think I choose a very bad topic today. Cause only type so short. Well, try to work on other topics next time. Nights now everyone!

2008-03-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

Thanks Sookfung for the gift that she brought from China! I love it!haha. Okay,I shall blog about today tomorrow. Very lazy now.See ya!

2008-03-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Okay,my fever is gone. But I'm still having flu. Wow,like I'm gonna have seoul graden tomorrow yo. How to get well soon?!haha. Anyway,thanks for Stella, Kellyn and PeiYu's replies. Yupp, I will try my best in it.haha. Reply the tags at the end of the post.

So wretch is not a good idea huh. I was trying wordpress,but I'm kind of irrtated with it. Cause they say can import whatever I wrote in blogger to wordpress. So much of can what! Out of 250 posts I only have 11 imported. Anyone know how to solve this problem? I tried wretch after I got irrtated with wordpress. Its not any better. Don't know why cannot sign up. So decided to stick to blogger for now. In the mean time,still trying ways to change my blog. Yupp.

Something very funny happen just now. This guy added me on MSN. So he said Hello and all that. The problem is I don't even know him. Guess which country he is from? ITALY! Erm, abit weird right?! Anyway,blocked him already.Hope I don't have anymore other country people adding me when I don't even know them. Of course I won't mind my idols adding me,like Fahrenheit or Bang Bang Tang!YANG QI YU!LOL! Okay,shall stop this gaga-ing thingy.

Okay,I'm kind of piss with someone I know for a long time today. Because of her attitude. I know you are busy la,but must you scream through the phone. Seriously, your tone wasn't good. We have been trying to contact you the pass few days. If you are not interested,can you at least msg us so. This can save all of time. The whole world only you busy ar? Talk to your friends nicely okay! If you haven't realise you are very distance from us now. I don't think I deserve to be treated like this from you,get this right! I was trying to help your friends to contact you since you are like SO BUSY to reply their msg.(Roll Eyes) The very basic manners is when someone sms or call you,contact them back. Hello?! How old are you already,still need us to teach you this?! Treat your friends like how you want them to treat you.

Okay,I'm okay after venting my anger.Rely tags now!See ya peeps tomorrow!

Tags Replies:

Stella: Yes,you haven't been tagging!haha. Anyway,yupp. I have already learn some stuffs from SPBand. Don't worry,I will continue to do my best. Come back often!

Kellyn: I will stay at blogger for now. Until I found a way to have wordpress or some other site. Lets work hard together!Add oil add oil!LOL!

PeiYu: *SHOCKED* Yes,I'm very surprised.So you are on stalker too?haha.Thanks for your comments. I will do my best for my better future.MONEY HERE I COME!haha! Meet up soon kay!